Heyy...
*Walks in and dodges the tomatoes and forks being flung at me*
I know I went Mia😭 I had A LOT of things going on and well, I just did not feel the urge to write but I'm back now.
I hope you guys are good though, like really I hope you all are.
Well uhm, I basically miss you all🥹🫧 and I hope you forgive me for keeping y'all hanging since August.
Muah! 😘💕

Justice.

I was suddenly aware of how close we were in Arts lab.

His height and broad chest made the room look smaller than ever. I avoided looking at his face  while trying at the same time to calm my heartbeat down.

"So?" I blurted out and crossed my arms. "Speak"

He closed his eyes for a second and opened them. Then he took a deep breath and started walking towards me. I couldn't handle that, I raised my palm and stopped him midway.

"Justice-"

"No. You can say what you want to say without coming close to me. Look I don't have time for this okay? Are you ready to talk or should I be heading home?" I said harshly. It hurt me to speak to him this way but the memory of what happened in that class kept resurfacing and hurting me all over again.  He sighed again and stared at me with so much hurt, I had to look away.

"Justice" he started softly , my heart was beating so wildly, I had a feeling he could hear it.

"I'm really sorry. I'm sorry for everything, I did not mean to hurt you. I was stupid and selfish and I was being an asshole. I never wanted Keisha-"

"But you were sleeping with her? Lol" I cut him short, speaking in a dry tone. He gulped and ruffled his hair, an action he did whenever he was always frustrated.

"I- I am sorry about that too. Sleeping with Keisha is something I regret to this day. But I don't like her I swear to God. I love you Justice and you not talking to me has been driving me crazy. I'm at the brink of losing my sanity Isime. I am pleading with you to forgive me, please" he whispered. I said nothing, my tongues were tied, my heart was pounding and my...I don't even know if we are exes now, was standing before me apologizing. I didn't know whether to believe him or just push him away like I have been doing.

"It's not just about.. sleeping with Keisha." I said softly.  "It's about her being your priority. You chose when she gave you a choice, why are you backing out now? What do you want from me Amir? Isn't your Perfectship more important? Why want to risk it on me?" I asked. I didn't mean for my words to sound biting but they did, and when I said It, he winced slightly, like I had smacked him across the face.

"I..Justice.." he stammered and I chuckled bitterly.

"You're obviously not ready to have this conversation with me.  Look, It's late and I have a home to get back to. So if you don't have anymore to say, I would like to leave the school premises" I said, tossing my bag over my shoulder. I turned back and proceeded to move when I felt his hand grab my wrist. His touch sent loads of electricity currents up my arm...and in a good way. A soft gasp escaped my lips when he turned me around to face him. I wasn't a weak girl, but he was obviously stronger than me.

Way stronger.

"What...come what do you want na? It's almost five and you're not saying anything. You're just standing here staring at me like I'm a-"

I didn't continue my sentence because he cut short my yapping by kissing me. My eyes widened when he wrapped his arm around my waist and held me against himself, kissing me like he was starving. The logical side of my brain screamed for me to push him away, to slap him and to demand an apology from him. I was supposed to listen to it right?

But no, I didn't listen.

Instead I kissed him back, giving back the same hungry and feverish kisses he gave me. Before either knew it, moans had started slipping out of my mouth and it seemed to propel him to do more. One arm was around my waist and the other gripped my hips with force, right against his hips. This made me realize how I have missed him so much...and despite how angry I was, I couldn't resist him.

I just couldn't.

He suddenly pulled away, panting softly and staring at me with evident lust in his eyes. I knew he was trying to hold back but I didn't know why. I just stood there, shaken, breathless and my brain was foggy.  One side of me wanted him to kiss me again like he did while another side was angry for giving into something so little as a kiss.

But a kiss from Amir cannot be considered little.

There was silence between us. I looked at everything but him but I could feel him staring at me. My body was still under the spell from his kiss but my mind was a little clearer now.

"I...I miss you Jay" he said softly. I stared at him but I said nothing.

"I wake up every morning thinking about how I was foolish enough to choose my position over you, how I let you slip through my fingers. I told my brother about it and he called me a fool as well. And the way I've been so miserable these days shows I can't.....just can't live well without having you by my side. It has been torturous for me to come to this hell hole and not have you in my arms, or to kiss you or to touch you. Or to even have you smile at me or let your eyes light up when you see me."

I felt my defenses crumble little by little.

"Amir-"

He raised a hand up and looked at me with pleading eyes "No please, let me finish... please"

I closed my mouth and allowed him to continue.

"I love you Jay. I love you so much it hurts me. I was a jerk to do what I did to you. Yes the head boy position is important to me and I really don't want to disappoint my father but you're important to me as well. I love you and I promise never to let Keisha or anyone else get in between us again. Please give ,e another chance because I can't stand another day, I can't stand another minute or hour not being close to you. I want you so badly to come back to me because I'm low-key losing my mind here. Please Justice, please" 

He stopped, looking at me with so much pleading in his eyes. I opened my mouth but nothing came out. I didn't know what to say, I didn't know where to start from, I was just... speechless.

"Please say something, anything"  he pleaded.  Butterflies raided my stomach and it was like I was falling for him all over again.

"Justice?" He whispered.

I swallowed.

"Please.." he murmured and closed his eyes.. "say something... anything"

"Amir... I actually don't know what to say to be honest. Yes you hurt me and real bad too but now that you've said this, I don't know whether I should keep pushing you away or forgive you" 

He gulped.

"But I'll give you one more chance. And if you really will fulfill your promise about not hurting me and not moving with Keisha, I guess we can come back together " I said. His eyes widened and before I could speak, he picked me up from the ground and hugged me while spinning around. I couldn't help but laugh at his reaction. He placed me back on the ground and hugged me tightly.

"Oh God, you don't know how much I'm happy right now. I won't hurt you again Hun, never. I promise. Please don't leave me" he said excitedly.

"I won't I won't " I replied and hugged him too. I sighed with content in his arms, loving how his body felt against mine.

I love him, I always had, and if care is not taken, I always will.

Guysss!!!! 😭  They are BACK!!! 😭💜🩷💜🩷💜🩷💜🩷

WHO IS HAPPY? I AM 😭

Let's hope Amir will be able to keep his promise because ehn, if he doesn't kasala will burst 😭

I'm so sorry for leaving y'all in suspense 🥹🤲🏽 please forgive me. I've been really busy and I had so much issues to deal with ehn 😭  hopefully I'll be constant from now on.

Happy Thanksgiving!

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