The last line kind of hit me hard. It's not even directed to me but I just feel a bit sad reading that, you know? I never had those s*icdal thoughts, I think. I'm not a victim of d*pr*ssion, nor will I act like one, but there was a time in my life that I felt "hey, maybe I'd be better off rid from this world." because that was my mentality. Maybe, just maybe, I thought that I'd make the people around me happy by disappearing, so reading that kind of made me feel icky :< it's not d*pr*ssion, just me feeling a little angsty every once in a while xD but Yeon, just know that everyone wants you here and alive, kay?