Begging for your forgiveness,
My love, it's not enough,
My words, sharper than a paper cut,
I cry out to you, even though I'm heartless,

You've taken up my every hour, every day,
My mind stays on at night, always awake,
I don't cry, maybe for your sake,
But I feel every emotion in every way,

I bleed out like an open wound,
Even when I smile it doesn't reach my eyes,
I just think this will all be gone too soon,
Not even a year, and I'm asking why,

Do you really know what this is,
When we battle just for scars,
It's you, always you that I miss,
We're hundreds, thousands of miles apart,

But I'm on the ground, shaking,
I have no me, no dignity,
I have no respect, some call it faking,
I lost it all, because I made it about me.