TRIGGER WARNING* mentions of r*pe

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Wonwoo held his heart as the door opened and Mingyu appeared before him. Mingyu had just found out about Wonwoo's dark past and he'd also just yelled at his two best friends.

Not being able to handle everyone's eyes on him, Wonwoo turned around and bolted to his dorm. He wasn't ready to go through this again. Not so soon.

As he tried to close the door, a leg blocked the space between the door and its hinges. "We need to talk." He heard Mingyu say before the boy forcefully let himself into the house.

"I'm so sorry that happened to you." Mingyu said before hugging Wonwoo who had let his tears fall out of his eyes. He gripped unto Mingyu tight, closing his eyes in hopes of this moment lasting forever.

The two held unto each other in silence for a while before letting go of each other. "I'm going to find that bastard." He heard Mingyu murmur.

"Mingyu." He tapped on the boy's hand. Mingyu immediately looked at Wonwoo. "He left Korea and, you don't need to find him. I don't care about him anymore."

Mingyu's face softened as he looked at Wonwoo. "I just want you to know that it's okay if you're not completely fine or if you're not fine at all, that's why I'm here. So you can lean on me and confide in me, okay?" Mingyu cleaned off the tears that slid down Wonwoo's cheeks but his words only made Wonwoo tear up even more.

"I would never, ever, do that to you... I would never hurt you." Mingyu assured Wonwoo as they interlocked hands. Wonwoo looked at Mingyu who was so... sincere with his feelings and he started to feel guilty. Guilty that he still didn't know anything about how he felt.

"Gyu, I'm sorry." Wonwoo apologised, looking down at his hands. "You have nothing to be sorry about." Mingyu led him to the couch.

"No, I do, I fucked up. I kissed you and then I ran aw-"

"You don't have to talk about it." Mingyu interrupted but Wonwoo refused, shaking his head. "I want to talk about it, I want to explain, I know what I did hurt and confused you and I'm sorry, but I need you to just hear me out, please?" Wonwoo pleaded.

"I don't know what I am. I thought I wasn't into guys after everything that's happened but then you came into my life and you turned everything upside down and from the first day I met you, for some reason, I was so... intrigued by you." Wonwoo explained, settling into a comfortable position.

"And then we met again and again and it just seemed like you were really sent down from heaven to look after me and I don't know exactly when it happened but my heart started to get heavy and beat faster whenever you came around but whenever you left, I was lonely, empty again." Wonwoo noticed Mingyu sniffling. Was he crying?

"And then we kissed and all of my fears just melted away like they were never there but my head is just so stupid, I started remembering that night and I ran away and I shouldn't have run away, I didn't even want to run away but things just became so awkward after and it was all my fault." Wonwoo took in a breath.

"What I'm trying to say is... I need you Mingyu. Right now you're the only person I don't think I could live without and I don't know if that means I like you but what I do know is I need you and I want us back, that is, if you-"

Wonwoo was cut off by the feeling of Mingyu's lips on his. The sensation took him by surprise but he recollected himself and closed his eyes, kissing the boy back.

Unlike their first one, this kiss was slow and sensual as all their feelings unravelled. Wonwoo's tears dropped silently, falling down his cheek as Mingyu laid him down gently on the couch.

Wonwoo kept his grip on Mingyu's collar pulling him closer because he didn't want Mingyu to leave him again. He didn't want them to part from each other ever again. The past two months had been torture but it was over. Mingyu was here, right where Wonwoo wanted him.

Mingyu's hands moved from Wonwoo's back to his neck, keeping Wonwoo below him. "I missed you so much." Mingyu's words passed through Wonwoo's ear, his seductive voice making the butterflies in Wonwoo's stomach flutter around erratically.

Before Wonwoo could reply, Mingyu's lips had started to brush against his neck, causing goosebumps to swarm all over Wonwoo's skin. His breath became tighter with every kiss, an audible gasp releasing from his mouth as Mingyu stopped.

"Is this okay?" Mingyu asked and Wonwoo nodded, more than pleased at Mingyu asking for consent and respecting him.

He looked into Mingyu's eyes as a smile appeared on his face before their lips met again, this time the kiss a lot more passionate like they'd been waiting an eternity for this moment.

Mingyu held Wonwoo up and carried him, placing Wonwoo on his laps. His hands fixated around Wonwoo's waist as he pulled the beauty closer, their faces becoming one with each kiss.

"I... really... like you... beauty." Mingyu said in between kisses before stopping. "Do you?" He asked, his gaze still focused on Wonwoo's lips. Wonwoo paused, trying to catch his breath which Mingyu had taken away earlier.

His eyes met with Mingyu's just as he nodded before replying, "I really like you too." Mingyu brought his head closer to Wonwoo's, their faces meeting as their lips curled into genuine smiles.

Mingyu carried Wonwoo off his laps and stood up, extending his hand towards Wonwoo who held it, also standing up. Mingyu caressed Wonwoo's cheek before pulling him in again for another kiss, this one more gentle than any they'd had before.

Feelings of satisfaction present as their tongues met and their eyes closed shut. Mingyu turned Wonwoo around, slowly pushing him backwards until his back touched the wall.

Then his hand wrapped around Wonwoo's waist pulling him closer until the space between their bodies evanesced.

Wonwoo, breathless disconnected their lips before pulling Mingyu in again. He didn't care if he would faint after the kiss, he needed Mingyu, he'd yearned for Mingyu and now he was in front of him, kissing him and he wasn't running away.

As the kiss ended and their faces slowly parted from one another, they couldn't help but smile at each other, their gaze still focused on each other's lips.

Mingyu's eyes darted to his watch which had started blinking. "Fuck." Mingyu murmured, his tone now hoarse which only made Wonwoo want to kiss him even more.

"I have a class right now but I'm going to come back immediately after and we can continue... this." Mingyu smirked towards the end of the sentence before planting a kiss on Wonwoo's cheek.

"Mingyu." Wonwoo called as the boy walked towards the door. "Hm?" Mingyu turned his head around.

"Thank you for everything." Wonwoo gave a little smile and Mingyu turned fully, walking back towards Wonwoo and pecking him on his lips. "You're welcome." He smiled.

"Okay, go, you're going to be late." Wonwoo pushed him away and Mingyu chuckled before leaving. "Fine, I'm going, bye." He waved and Wonwoo waved back just before the door shut.

Wonwoo walked back to the couch and fell on it, his heart pounding super fast. He touched his heart with a smile that adorned his face and stared at the ceiling.

He had gotten Mingyu back and all of a sudden, life started to look good again.

He'd never thought that a handsome boy named Mingyu would come into his life and change it for the better. He never knew he'd be able to smile again after all that had happened to him but with Mingyu, he didn't even need to try.

With Mingyu, he was himself again.

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Started - 17/09/2024
Ended - n/a