𝑩𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒛𝒐'𝒔 𝑷𝑶𝑽

I sigh as I stop pushing the cart. Fizzarolli hops out. He frowns at me. "You shouldn't be used as a toy honestly... In my opinion."

I smile a bit. "Thanks, I guess."

"You wanna turn in the cart?" Fizzy snickers. I nod and hop into the cart. Fizzy begins pushing me. I kick my legs up and light another cigarette. "Thank youuu."

"Anytime," Fizzy laughs, as he keeps pushing me. I'm still worried about the cars, I just won't tell him because he'll start arguing with me that I shouldn't be scared. Literally. I sigh and pull the cigarette out of my mouth. "Do you have a favorite animal, Fiz?"

"I dunno," Fizzy replies, taking a right and then a left through two white cars. I snort. "Oh. I like horses."

"I know. You always talk about how great horses are," Fizzy reminds me with a smile. I nod. "I know. It's true anyways."

"Is it?"

"Yes."

"Okay, whatever you say," Fizzy laughs. I smirk and toss my cigarette somewhere in the distance. I never thought me and Fizzy would actually ever be this close. Closer than we were when we were kids. Then again, there is Asmodeus. I almost frown at the thought of that but didn't because Fizzy would notice.

𝑭𝒊𝒛𝒛𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒊'𝒔 𝑷𝑶𝑽

I keep pushing the cart across the huge parking lot as me and Blitzo find random things to talk about. 

"Hey, remember that Mammon thing?" I ask Blitzo. He looks up at me and scoffs. "Oh yeah! Yeah... That dickhead."

"Dickhead? He's... he's my boss."

Blitzo hacks and sits up, coughing. "HE'S YOUR WHAT!?"

"Yeah... I guess that means I have two bosses, eh?" I smile awkwardly, realizing that Blitzo didn't seem too happy about this. Blitzo frowns. "Are you fucking him too?"

"What? Nooo. He's ugly... don't tell him I said that."

"He is, isn't it?" Blitzo laughs. I smile and nod. "Plus, Oz is always telling me I shouldn't be working for him but if I didn't then I wouldn't be the fabulous star I am right now, am I right?"

Blitzo smirks. "Yesss, you are a fabulous star. Absolutely sexy as hell."

My face turns red. Gosh, stop blushing, Fizz. Man, I wish we got into the bed after that kiss. My feelings for him now... But it worries me. I mean, what if he doesn't want me? I want to cry due to that. But at least he's happy... That's all that matters. I push the cart and all that matters is that we are having a good time. 

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"My, my, Fizzy," Blitzo says teasingly. "You look too sexy."

I blush at the comment. I don't think he notices so I smirk proudly. "Thank you, Blitzy~."

He laughs. "Of course, froggy."

Oh my god. He called me a name. A nickname. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH- 

"Shall we dance?" I laugh. Blitzo bows down and laughs. "Yes, my darling~!"

One of the workers from Ozzie's factory opens the door. "Hey! Fizzarolli! Get on stage!"

I look at Blitzo. "Stay here. I'll be back!"

Blitzo waves bye and smiles. 

𝑩𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒛𝒐'𝒔 𝑷𝑶𝑽

Aw man. I wasn't done talking to him. I can't help but let my feelings for him grow. My face turns red. I hate holding back blushing but I know Fizz doesn't love me back. That kiss was just an... act. Maybe he was drunk? He had to be. He's dating Asmodeus. He clearly loves him and not me. I'm just a thing in his life now. I mean, who could love me? Loona doesn't even consider me her father. I know Millie and Moxxie find me absolutely annoying.. My sister hates me. I destroyed Fizz's life... Maybe he's just using me.. I know he is and he has every right too. 

No one could love me. 

I look through the curtain a little and Fizz is performing. He's so perfect... So... wanted. I know he has every right to live.. what was my reason? Nothing... Maybe I should commit... No... No, why should I? I can do stuff... wait, what am I thinking? No I can't. All I do is kill... I can't live like this anymore... 

I close the curtain and walk out of the makeup room. I open the EXIT door and look at the road. I hesitate. Stop. You have to do this, Blitzo. After what I've done. Barbie Wire. Fizzarolli.. Mama. I feel tears in my eyes. I slam the exit door shut and run out into the road. I stop in my tracks, breathing heavily. My heart... What have I done...? I'm such a monster. I destroyed my sister's life... I ruined Fizzarolli's joy as a child... 

Then the memories hit me. The happy ones. My mom laughing. Fizz with me at Mammon's place. It would make me smile... if the memories weren't the only thing that hit me... 

"BLITZO!"

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To be continued...

Hey , sexy sinners! Uh oh. Plot twist!!!! ANyhoo, I'm so so sorry for not posting, I've been dealing with life problems. Shitty ones. Real shitty ones if you know what I mean. But here you go. Keep you guys anxious hehe.