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Joshua woke up without feeling Dokyeom near him. He got out of bed and checked the bathroom and downstairs but he was nowhere to be found.

Had Dokyeom run away from him?

And if he had, then why?

.............

Seokmin paced around his home, his hands permanently stuck to his head as he went round and round. He had not only completely fucked up his mission, he had also fucked up himself and he had deceived Joshua.

He wasn't in love with Seokmin. He was in love with Dokyeom and sure, they were the same person visually, but there was a clear difference.

Dokyeom wasn't real, he was a fabricated persona who Seokmin had made to infiltrate Joshua's company but Seokmin was an evil assassin who had spent his whole life killing and letting people die.

Seokmin didn't know what to do.

He loved Joshua. He couldn't deny that, but he didn't deserve to love Joshua. That was the issue.

But he couldn't end it. There was no way he would be able to look at Joshua and tell him that it was a mistake and tell him that he regretted it because he didn't and he couldn't lie like that. He couldn't hurt Joshua like that.

So what was he going to do?

Seokmin got to the company right on time and headed straight to Joshua's office. They had to leave for a meeting in about 15 minutes so there was no time to waste.

"Good morning Dokyeom." Allison greeted and Seokmin flashed her a smile returning her greeting, "Good morning Allison."

The door to Joshua's office opened before Seokmin even knocked and once Seokmin's eyes found Joshua's face, Joshua dragged him in, closing and locking the door.

"Why the fuck did you run away?" Joshua asked, fuming but beneath his raging exterior was just a broken interior. He was really hurt.

"I didn't run away, I just... I couldn't think, okay, this is all new to me and I just don't feel like I deserve you." Seokmin explained and he really wished he could go into detail but he couldn't.

The guilt had only tripled since last night and he desperately wished he could take everything back. He wished he had never answered that phone call.

He wished he could do so many things with Joshua but he was holding himself back and he would never be able to escape from his own grasp, from his father's grasp, because it would mean losing Joshua.

And right now, that was his biggest fear.

"Are you joking? I'm the one who doesn't deserve you!" Joshua was heavily perplexed. Why would Dokyeom not deserve him? He wasn't the one who had saved Dokyeom's life 3 times already!

It was painful to see Dokyeom think so little of himself when in reality, Joshua was the one who was so little, he had nothing, he wasn't a good person and yet he was longing for Dokyeom's love and his serene touch.

"Don't say that." Seokmin's gaze burned and Joshua stepped closer, keeping his hands on Joshua's shoulder. "I'll say it over and over." He smirked and Seokmin sighed. He couldn't push Joshua Joshua, he just couldn't.

It was an inability that would taunt him for the rest of his life once everything came to light.

Seokmin's left hand wrapped Joshua's waist, bringing him closer while the other pushed Joshua's hair behind his ear.

Despite no exchange of words, their bodies conveyed the message to each other and their lips attached themselves to each other in a warm kiss to seal the deal.

"Besides, don't you see the fun side to all this?" Joshua asked as he broke away from the kiss. Seokmin tilted his head in confusion. There was no fun side to this, there was a very painful side and a very pleasurable side.

"No, what do you mean?"

"We get to sneak around." Joshua pinched Dokyeom's cheeks, giving him a kiss on the forehead. Seokmin rolled his eyes, sighing. He would've much preferred if he could proudly walk hand in hand with Joshua but he couldn't because that would get him and Joshua killed.

"How is that any fun?" Seokmin walked away, sitting down in his chair. Joshua shrugged with a smirk on his face. "You'll find out soon."

Neither of them could believe what had happened in the span of a day. Joshua was truly happy. He couldn't recall any day that he had been truly happy before he met Dokyeom.

Even with Jeonghan, his life seemed like a nightmare most of the time, and their marriage was more than tumultuous as they fought every single day. Joshua was in love with Jeonghan but Jeonghan never reciprocated his feelings.

Since Dokyeom had come into his life, he had become a lot happier, more grateful and he had also reflected on himself. He was willing to be a good person for Dokyeom.

He had vowed in the past to never fall in love again but he had decided to replace his old vow with a new one.

To stay by Dokyeom's side forever. Until the end of time. He didn't want them to part ways at any moment. He needed Dokyeom in his life; he was what made Joshua a human again. Joshua's personal querencia.

"We should go." Seokmin said, finally noticing the time on the wall clock. He stood up, grabbing his briefcase and almost walked past Joshua but he was stopped as Joshua stood in front of him.

"What are you doing?" Seokmin asked, his cheeks brightening all of a sudden. "Nothing." Joshua moved out of the way and Seokmin rolled his eyes in annoyance.

"You're so annoying." He shook his head and continued walking as Joshua chuckled. "I know." He replied with a smug look as he put on his suit and walked ahead of Dokyeom.

Once they got into the car, Seokmin pulled Joshua closer, planting a gentle kiss on his lips that melted Joshua completely, turning his whole face red.

Seokmin smirked at his victory and turned away from Joshua who folded his arms. "That's cheating, you can't just do that!" He complained but Seokmin drowned his complaints out as he viewed the clouds in the sky.

"Joshua! Let me go!" Seokmin squealed as Joshua pulled him unto his laps and his hands went around Dokyeom's waist. "Should I really?" Joshua questioned, one eyebrow lifted.

His sultry tone and the arousing gentleness of his arms on Seokmin's waist rendered Seokmin speechless as he slowly shook his head.

"Good." He said just before he spun Dokyeom around, making them face each other. "How long do you think it's going to take before we get there?" Joshua asked, the irresistible tone of his voice exposing his erotic fantasies.

Seokmin gulped, holding up his wrist as his eyes glossed over the time. "About 35 minutes." He answered and Joshua's smirk widened, his eyes darkened as he stared at Seokmin with nothing but concupiscent intentions.

"I think you know what I'm thinking about, don't you?" Joshua's head slightly drooped to the side, the smug look on his face not washing off. Seokmin's tongue ran across his lips as his chest started to heat up. He wanted Joshua just as much as Joshua wanted him.

"Of course I do." He said before his lips made contact with Joshua's neck, the sensation leaving Joshua breathless and his eyes shut. "Fuck, fuck, fuck." He moaned in between breaths as Seokmin moved from one position to another, his love bites forming trails all over Joshua's neck.

Joshua's hands danced around the waistline of Dokyeom's pants, unbuckling him with a quickness and sliding his finger down into Dokyeom.

Seokmin's lips instantly departed from Joshua's neck and his head fell back as he closed his eyes, the sensation of Joshua inside him taking over his whole body.

As Joshua continued, gently moving his finger, Seokmin whimpered, moaning Joshua's name over and over which brought a proud smile to Joshua's face.

Seokmin managed to trap Joshua's lips in a harsh yet soothing kiss while his hands traced Joshua's body, untucking his shirt and sliding under it, slowly drawing the outline of his abs.

"You're so fucking tempting, Mon Coeur" Joshua purred against Dokyeom's lips as he sucked down on them taking Dokyeom into a haven of pleasure.

Seokmin wasn't some French connoisseur but he did know that Joshua had just referred to him as 'My heart' which sent shivers down his spine and made him tingle.

"...You're not a saint either." Seokmin breathed as he parted their lips, taking in some air. "Oh... I'm not?" Joshua's head tilted as he moved his finger deeper into Seokmin making him groan in rapture.

Joshua took out his hand and felt as Seokmin's body caved into his arms, his muscular frame morphing into a miniscule one as Joshua held him close, his grip tight and controlling.

Seokmin enjoyed the moment but he couldn't shake off the feeling that he was being a dick. He was also being dangerous, extremely menacing to be doing this with Joshua. To be loving Joshua.

Oh how he wished he could rewind time, he would've just decided to work for Joshua as Lee Seokmin and maybe he would've even killed his father.

The asshole who had trapped him in this situation. This unwanted situation that had a tag line attached right to it...

Impending doom

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𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 - 06/10/2024
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