And now it is confirmed!

My panda is pregnant!!!

So I decided to settle things

And since he liked books, I set a library at the house with many books to choose from ;)

But it's not just that..

Another reason is because Charlie and John would be doing home study for a year.

I invited some of their friends and parents to just study there with them so that the twins wouldn't be so lonely at all!!

I'm already wondering about what my baby would be and look like so I did early shopping.

Oh and I also made a list of other things to buy when the kid arrives!

It's a long list but it can be managed 😊😊

And of course, baby's room!

(Ignore the dog 😶😶)

But another thing happened which really surprised me the past weeks

"Dean..you've been puking a lot..are you--" I cut Cas off before he could finish

I mean..ME?? Pregnant??

*sighs* Who am I kidding..

I've actually expected this to happen...

If you guys may not know, me and Samandriel, we made out before..

But then I decided that I'd just harm myself over and over again if I'm not with the one person that's keeping me sane..and that's Mikey.

And now the one thing that I feared just came..

I took a test and it was also positive...

Yet, the father of the child.. I dunno if it's Michael or Samandriel.

Michael if you're here right now..I'm wishing that if ever the kid in my tummy isn't yours, you'd still be willing to accept me being pregnant and all..

I never wanted this..then again I did expect the possibility that it would happen..

I hope this kid wouldn't be the reason that I have to.. sacrifice my own life again and go to Heaven..

I love you more than anyone and I get it that you know that..please understand my situation because I need all the help I could get with both of our babies.

~Squirrel Winchester

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