//I forgot to put the text into another font!! I'm sorryy!!

"I'm nuts, baby, I'm mad,
The craziest friend that you've ever had
You think I'm psycho, you think I'm gone
Tell the psychiatrist something is wrong
Over the bend, entirely bonkers
You like me best when I'm off my rocker
Tell you a secret, I'm not alarmed
So what if I'm crazy? The best people are
All the best people are crazy, all the best people are
"

Dean POV

My bonding time with my family ended pretty well. Me and Leo went back to bunker deciding to do something fun before we go to sleep.

"Hey Leo!!" I jumped on his back causing him to groan.

"What the hell do you want Winchester??" he asked glaring at me.

"Do you sing??"

"...Every human on Earth does, what are you talking about??"

"I mean, do you sing good??"

Leo made a confident chuckle putting his hands on his waist. "I say that I'm above average and I sing pretty well."

"Then how about we have a competition??"

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We brought the beers out, plugged the microphones in and began the karaoke.

It was midnight when they decided to end the game putting one last song in before they fall asleep.

(All out of love video)

Third Person POV

Dean was crying all over the place as a result hugging Leo tightly who was already snoring on the ground.

Dean stood up when he was done turning the TV and other stuff off his drunken thoughts occupying him as he did so. He sat down on the couch taking a last chug of his drink then closing his eyes being put in a deep slumber...

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Dean woke up to the sound of someone in the bathroom. He got up to check what and who it was only to see Leo vomiting in the toilet bowl.

The Winchester leaned against the door arms crossed speaking up.

"Do you want me to run down the drug store and fetch you a pregnancy tester?? My last one kinda broke.."

Leo wiped his mouth falling silent for a moment. Next thing Dean knew was the demon was right in front of him looking like some horror character.

"I'm not pregnant, I just had a hangover from last night and if I was to be pregnant your face would be the first one to damage in effect of my mood swings."

Leo left Dean without another word making the man huff and whisper to himself.

"Geez, he'll never how to not take a good joke seriously.."

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Dean came downstairs seeing Leo starting to cook breakfast. Dean walked towards him placing a hand on his shoulder.

"I'm gonna go out to get fresh air. I'll be stopping by at a diner so you don't have to prepare a meal for me."

"...Who said I was making you one??"

Dean rolled his eyes playfully slapping his other half on the ass before heading outside.

He gripped his jacket tight looking down as he tried to find a good place to relax at.

He bought his food near the park and decided to take a stroll around.

He stared absentmindedly at the couples, families and other people who were happily walking pass by him.

He thought to himself, why can't he be just like them?? They had nothing to worry about, he had problems to deal with each day. They didn't have to fight the creatures he did, they didn't have to cry themselves to sleep thinking about how they're not good enough. He wished that he had the life they were experiencing. He wished that he never became a hunter, he wished everything would be opposite, so that he wouldn't have to suffer being broken...

All he could remember before passing out after that event was gunshots and a lot of blood involved.

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While Leo was cooking, he noticed that the kitchen knives were missing.

'Dean must've put them in his weapon bag again...' he thought to himself sighing as he went to find the bag.

He searched everywhere but he couldn't find where it was. Dean could've took it with him but for what reason??

He then remembered something Chuck told him before they left.

{ғʟᴀsʜʙᴀᴄᴋ}

"ᴏʜ ᴜʜ ʟᴇᴏ, ᴄᴀɴ ɪ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪᴍᴘᴏʀᴛᴀɴᴛ??"

"ᴏғ ᴄᴏᴜʀsᴇ, ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ɪᴛ??"

"...ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ..ɴᴏɴᴇ ᴏғ ᴜs ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴋɴᴏᴡs ɪғ ᴅᴇᴀɴ's..ᴡᴇʟʟ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ..sᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ. sᴏ ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ's ʙᴇsᴛ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʜɪs ᴡᴇᴀᴘᴏɴs ᴀᴡᴀʏ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍ ᴜɴʟᴇss ʜᴇ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇs ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜ. ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴄᴀɴ ɢᴏ ʙᴀᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇ ʜᴀs ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ."

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Leo realized what could happen so he quickly grabbed his things deciding to cook later on.

He ran as quickly as he can towards the diner in hopes that his other half would be there. He was in such a rush that he forgot that he could track the Winchester.

He heard a gun shot not to far away from where he was enough to teleport to it. He was shocked to see Dean falling to the ground covered in blood as well as the people around him.

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Dean woke up to see himself covered with bandages. His whole body was sore and he felt like shit. He couldn't remember anything that happened before he went unconcious.

"You're awake, which is good... you've been asleep for 10 or more hours." Leo stated bringing a tray of food putting it on the table next to Dean sitting beside him.

"Is it night already??" he asked looking at the window.

"Yes, and I had to clean the mess you were in including yourself."

Dean raised an eyebrow in question. "So...you gave me some kind of bath is that it??"

"Uh..yeah..you were covered in blood after all."

Deak smirked moving himself closer to him.

"You didn't do anything bad and perverted did you??"

Leo's face went as red as a tomato as he pushed Dean away from him.

"Asshole!! Why the hell would I even do it?! Don't ever try and tell me we're the same because we aren't! It's why I'm your bad side!"

Leo reasoned out crossing his arms looking away.

"...Changing the subject.. what happened back at the park??" the demon asked as the hunter's memories started to come back to him.

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His vision became blur, his mind was full of clouded thoughts, he took the life of each person near him who seemed to be joyful a minute ago. He lets their partners run away wanting them to feel the pain he felt a long time ago. He wanted them to suffer the way he did. He wanted them to know how it sucks being broken...

He saw a guy running away while his boyfriend was on the ground. He must've tripped, he thought. That's what made Dean's blood boil. He took his gun out shooting the man causing his lover who was still laying on the ground to scream. He snapped his fingers making the man fall asleep.

He looked around him a pool of blood and dead people surrounding him. He was numb that time, he was staring blankly at the bodies smirking to himself.

He felt his head and whole body ache all of a sudden. What was happening to him?? He fell to the ground hissing hands on his head. Before he knew it, he collapsed on the ground together with the others.

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Dean jumped out of bed knocking some things in his direction sitting in the corner crying his eyes shot wide open. He was becoming a monster again. Leo tried to talk to him but he wouldn't listen. He hears the door open seeing you having a worried look on your face.

The only thing he could whisper over and over again was the sentence "What have I done??" that time while he was having a panic attack.

//the italicized words represents flashbacks juzt so you guys know :))

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