I failed..miserably.. I failed..

*laughs* If you think I'd go killing myself then no..

I'm done with that shit..

Nothing will ever be the same..Mikey comes back or not..I feel, emotionless

I eat alone like there's nothing left to do..

Drink like there's no tomorrow..

My life's a living hell..everything's taken away for me...if not then worse

That's what I always say.. but you guys don't know that it hurts me so much..

Even if I want to forget it a I just can't..I'm fucking sick of it..SICK OF EVERYTHING!

I'm taking some therapies for  my depression and also some for my own reasons I can't tell..

I think it is best if I go emotionless from now on..

No mercy, no love, not even caring for anyone...

*eyes go dark then turns to normal smirking*

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Aaannndd as for my lovely children!

John

Alex

Samantha

Charlie

Hans, Jane, and Edward!

I'm thinking of making them models too. But I'll be letting them do whatever job they want..

I can raise them myself..

None of my /previous/ family would ever get near them..

Except for those who did nothing to upset me

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