A/N: Be prepared for a very long chapter hehe. It would be narrated from different persons' point of view. Sorry if my grammar and how I write this sucks.. English isn't actually the language we often use here in my country that's why I apologize if I make mistakes or such 😘😘

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"He never left that room for a whole week!! One of us should talk to him." John stated as I leaned my back against the wall.

Me and him together with Samantha and the triplets gathered around the living room to discuss the problem about Papa.

He told us about his divorce with Michael.. yeah, I don't call him Dad or anything like that. I never felt that he loved and accepted me anyways, considering that I'm not a kid of his by blood.
And after that day he signed the divorce papers, he locked himself in his room and none of us saw him leave or even open the door once.

"John, I think you and Charlie should do the honors of checking him out." I said as all of them nodded in agreement.

"But..I have a feeling that Papa never told Charlie about this. As we all know, she and Dad had were super close to each other. Maybe they agreed just to keep this a secret from her."

"...What secret??" we all turned to our eldest sister who just got apparently just got home.

She's been busy exploring the city on her own spending the money given to her. She's probably here to get more stuff and ask for cash again.

"So, where's Dad?? I gotta go see him. I bought for food all of you." I gave John a 'do something' look before he quickly grabbed our sister's hand to stop her.

"I-I'll talk to him. You stay here with the others."

Charlie tilted her head for a moment before shrugging it off sitting on the couch.

"So, where have you been this time??" was the first thing I asked to her.

"Oh you know beaches, clubs and more. Too bad I go there alone."

"How could you not be single?? I've never seen you bring any guy to this house before. You've got to at least use your charm to date someone!" Edward commented making her glare at him.

"Hey! At least I'm not like  your two older brothers who fucks here making disgusting noises everyday and dates chicks receiving all kinds of love letters."

"Hey!! I dispose those letters at the end of the day and for your information, I don't date them! They want to date me." I defended myself rolling my eyes.

"Would the two of you stop quarrelling?? How would Papa come out of his room if he hears us fighting every time??" Samantha said making my eyes widen.

She gasped knowing what she just said covering her mouth before causing Charlie to get suspicious.

"What..do you mean?? I came here just three days ago and he was perfectly fine drinking and eating pie as he worked at the kitchen table." she explained.

"Wait, sis what time was it when you came in that day??" Jade questioned.

"Actually it was early in the morning, about 2:00 or so??"

I thought about it for a moment and made a conclusion that Papa would come out of his room when we were asleep or at our rooms..but why does he want to avoid us??

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I went upstairs taking a deep breathe before knocking on the door. None of us dared to do it since we already knew that once that wants to be alone, he wouldn't talk to anyone and if we pushed him into it..it would just become worse.

"...Come in." I sighed in relief opening the door gently.

I looked around the room and saw that it was filled with--

"Pandas?? Papa you made all of these??" I asked taking one near me.

It was made almost perfectly, just like how much he'd love Dad...

Papa never answered my question but I didn't mind. He kept on sewing with a blank expression on his face.

I walked over to him staring at his hands as he made the stuffed toy. His fingers had bruises and bandages on it.

I glanced over to his left seeing a book, a diary rather and picked it up.

"Give that back to me..NOW!!" he shouted at the last part making me put the book back to it's place.

The next thing I knew Papa was glaring at me tossing the Panda he finished sewing over. He grabbed me by my collar causing me to get scared in an instant.

"Get out of my room. None of you can help me with this pain I'm going through. So all of you should just stay away from me or deal with my fists!!" he stated pushing me to the floor.

"What are you waiting for?? LEAVE ME ALONE!! Me and your father are already divorced so there's nothing left in me!! I can't take care of you guys anymore so just forget about me!!"

I stayed on the ground in silence and after a few minutes Charlie and the others came in.

"Is it true?? Papa is it true that Dad and you are not together anymore??"

Papa's expression turned into a shocked one. I already expected him to keep it a secret from Charlie. She loved Dad more than any daughter would've loved his father.

"Charlie I can explain--"

"Forget it, I'll be leaving.."

Charlie walked out the with Samantha leaving me, the triplets and Alex.

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There it came, the truth that I wouldn't be able to hide the fact from my daughter that Michael and I were done.

It was the reason why I never came out of my room. I didn't want to see my children in pain. I hate seeing them worry for me. I don't like them feeling any pity for me being so weak.

At night, I pick materials I need to make those stuffed Pandas. It would keep me busy enough not to think of the sad things that happened and will happen to me upon doing that stupid divorce.

One time, Charlie caught me so I had to make a reason for staying up late. But now, she already found out that me and Michael ended things between us.

"What am I supposed to do?? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!"

I screamed throwing everything that came in touch with my hand. My vision became blurred probably because of my tears. I sat on the ground hands on my face as I bit my lip hard.

I could hear John telling the triplets to go to their rooms while Alex hugged me tight.

"Hey Pops, don't worry. We understand your situation. Charlie would to, just give her time. But, I think it's time you forget about..Dad."

The last sentence he spoke hit me like a bullet shot through my chest...

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Dean tell me, above all the people who love and care for you..why a nerdy angel like me??

Well Mikey, they love me just because of my looks, talent and fame. Nothing more!! They would not make a difference to my shitty life. But you, you told me to study hard, you were the one who told me to control my temper and be friendly to my enemies...you changed me. Something I needed and wanted. I want to be with a life-changer and there you were! My seatmate, my tutor, my friend..but I don't think that would last long.

...What do you mean?? A-Are you gonna leave me?!

No! Of course not! ...Michael would you be my boyfriend??

Oh God Dean yes!!!

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Mikey, I just wanted to say thank you..

For what??

Being with me now, even though you were supposed to already marry someone else.

As much as possible, I wouldn't want to break a promise I've given someone. Especially when that person is the man I love the most.

Aww that's sweet of you~~

...Dean Winchester, I need to ask you something.

Hmm, yes Michael Novak??

Will you...marry me??

A-Are you kidding me??

Do I look like I am??

Yes freaking yes!!!

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Those memories, those spoken words...

I punched Alex hard on his face blood already dripping from his nose. I gave him a cold glare before standing up picking him from the floor.

"You have no right to tell me that I should move on! I won't give up on him until I have proof seen by my own eyes that he doesn't love me anymore. It's easy for you to say such things because you're only a kid who started  a relationship with your Auntie!! Now tell me, how much experience do you have when it comes to love and forgetting someone??"

Alex stood up after a few minutes, hurt visible in his eyes together with tears.

"You're right..I'm just a kid, but I'm willing to fight for the girl I love. I'm ready to protect her and face those people who have a problem with a reaper loving a witch. And even if they win, even if they take Ty away from me, I'll do my best to get her back and live peacefully with her. I won't sulk over and lock myself in my room like you did!! They were right, you are a coward! Nothing would change if you keep avoiding this dad, because in your case..the best thing you should do is get Michael out of your mind, life, and heart. Otherwise you'll be hurt over and over again."

I shook my head laughing at his words. I suddenly felt numb, emotionless, as if I was soulless again.

"You don't understand at all, do you think being with anyone would be easy just because you're willing to against everyone who'll be in your way. What if I told you that Ty's pregnant?? Will you be able to face the fact that you're a father who's only /about to graduate/?? Yes I pushed you into this, but will you be brave once the council Ty was talking about finds out that she's gonna give birth to a reapers child? Fine, I won't help you out of this one!! You told me that I was a coward?? Let's see who'll be crying for help when he tried the best the he could but none of his ideas worked! Sooner or later Ty would leave you, you'll get hurt and you'll realize how much pain I'm taking and why I sulk over here in my damn room because of it!!"

After processing what I said my eyes widen as I froze in place. I walked towards my son who was having an emotional breakdown due to the things I said.

He backed away before I could hug him looking at the ground. He then ran out of his room leaving me and John alone.

John sighed hugging me tightly as he whispered in my ear.

"It's fine Dad, I know you didn't meant to say that. Those kind of words aren't things you tell someone at a normal state. I'll be noting Alex about it."

"W-What about Charlie??"

He tilted his head before shrugging. "I think it's best if we let her be. But you know, Alex is right. Daddy and you were a very sweet couple back then...but now's the time you find a new guy to be with. There are a lot of boys just waiting for you to be with them as an official couple. Surely you'll be enjoying your time with that special someone then, you'll slowly forget about Dad without pain being part of it." I nodded in agreement.

"I just hope everything would be alright after what I've done.." John pats my back comfortingly snickering

"It will Papa, it will. Now, I've heard you'll be attending a party?? Maybe I could help you prepare!!"

"Oh uh yes great idea thank you!!"

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(This is what he wore hihi)

I was at the beer station taking shots since I really didn't want to interact with people.

I took another sip of champagne before standing up clearing my throat. I just hope I won't get drunk tonight, I'll be forced to book a hotel because I can't drive my baby if I were to be drink too much.

Looking at the person in front of me, my eyes widened in shock to see--

You..

{Before The Party}

John: *dials a number on his Papa's phone*

Um excuse me?? Sorry to interrupt but my Papa, Dean Winchester who is a friend/ relative of yours is about to go to a party tonight. I was hoping if you could come with him?? He doesn't really know and I actually want to surprise him. I'll text you the address of where it would he held at and what time. Thank you so much!!

-KingOfLies
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King-Of-Death
OfficialMichael
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//Should Dean go single now orrrrrrrrrrrrr....