Author's POV
Sumbul ran to her room with tears in her eyes. She closed the door after reaching and slide down to the floor.

'Its becoming hard very hard' she said to herself.

She wiped her and took her diary which was kept beneath her pillow a d started writing.

02|01|2022

Smjh nhi ata mere,
Tum dur gye ho, ya hum door hogye h,

Smjh ata h agr hr apna dur hota h toh dukh hota,

Mgr tum toh ger the na, tum dur gye tu kyun dukh hua hme,

Alfaaz nhi niklte mere zabaan se,
Lekin sirf mein janti Dil chikhta h mera jb tum dur hote ho toh,

Smjh nhi ata mere jb hm kareeb the hi nhi toh mene tumhe kho kese diya.
  
~~Sumbul.

After taking out her all miseries and pain in her diary. She took the guitar which was gifted by her brother on her birthday.

And started singing

Mere dil mein teri dhadkane thi
Mujhko na aayi nazar
Tera ishq mujh mein saans le raha tha
Mujhko hui na khabar

Mere alaawa jaan gaye sab
Mujhpe tu kinna marda ae
Mujhe kaise pata na chala
Ki tu mainu pyaar karda ae
Mujhe kaise pata na chala
Ki mera hi intezaar karda ae
(x2)

Tere baad tujhko hum dhoondhte hain
Raahon se tera pata puchte hain

Milte hai jo pyaar mein aansu
Rab jaane kyun nahi sookhte hain

Dooriyan yeh teri chhoone lagi to
Jeene se dil mera darda ae

Mujhe kaise pata na chala
Ki tu mainu pyaar karda ae
Mujhe kaise pata na chala
Ki mera hi intezaar karda ae

Haathon mein ab tera haath nahi hai
Lagta laqeerein saath nahi hain

Tere bina dekha hai mehsoos kar ke
Jeene mein ab woh baat nahi hai

Saamne tu hai saamne main hoon
Phir jaane kaisa parda hai

Mujhe kaise pata na chala?
Ki tu mainu pyaar karda ae
Mujhe kaise pata na chala?
Ki mera hi intezaar karda ae

Mere alawa jaan gaye sab
Mujhpe tu kinna marda ae

Mujhe kaise pata na chala
Ki tu mainu pyaar karda ae
Mujhe kaise pata na chala
Ki mera hi intezaar karda ae

In the end of the song a tear slipped down from her left eye.

She kept her guitar back and went back to sleep.

Unknown of someone who slept after listening her voice but with tears in his eyes.

_______________________

Suboor also went in his room hastily and sat down on his bed letting out his tears which were dying to be out from his eyes.

Who said men aren't allowed to cry its just the boundary of the society which don't let them cry.

Every boy in his childhood has thought to never cry. But what about boys don't they heart, feelings.

Why nobody ever thought them that

'if your heart is bearing the burden and it kept increasing then never get yourself hurt, that time you need to cry, and you should'

but when the society care about someone's miseries and pain they only know how to gossip.

Suboor gripped his hair tightly letting his tear fall down.

He wiped his eyes. No one has hurt him ever he was beloved one in this family.

Everyone loved him. She also. But now the things are changed. Why? He himself don't know the answer.

He stood up and moved towards his cupboard and took out the dairy which was kept between his clothes.

And started letting out his frustration in it.

One thing was common between them and that was 'Diary Writing'.

02|01|2022

Khth toh hmne bhi likhe the uski yaad mein,
Kya hua uskeliye woh mehaz kagaz the,

Yeh baatein toh sirf dil ke darmiyaan thi, kya hua jo zubaaan tk aa na ski,

Chahte toh hm bhi the use, kya hua agr use paa na ske,

Akhir unke chahne walon mein se hi toh the hm,
Us bhid mein eklote nhi the hm.

~~Suboor.

After closing his diary.

A soft voice reached his ear. He know this voice. It was melodious.

He smiled with tears in his eyes.

He slept after listening her melodious voice with tears in his eyes. And image in mind.

Ayo Lieblings how r u all doing. Hope so fine.

I know its short but won't disappoint you.

This chapter contains their feelings.
(Mine also)

So i hope u r doing great in your life.

Bye bye.
Take care💟
Stay safe💫
Stay healthy☺