Today was my coronation, the day which basically my whole life has led up to. The day where I take the throne, control of Solaris and basically become my mother. I can do this, I can do this.

Can you though?

I can't listen to the voice, not today. My people need to see me as someone they can rely and depend on to keep them safe, not as a crazy Princess who talks to voices in her head. I take a deep breath as I stare at my reflection in the mirror in front of me, not even recognizing myself in this outfit. I was wearing the beautiful dress Yai had made me, my hair done up in curls bouncing on my shoulders. I slipped the silky material in between my fingers and smoothed them across the surface of skirt as I looked at myself in my eyes, a lifeless soul staring back at me.

{ Cue the inspiration for the coronation/ball gown! I love this dress and I hope you do too! <3 }

"(y/n)! Come out, we're absolutely dying to see you!" Ahsoka calls from the connecting room. I stare at the reflection looking back at me and nod to my reflection, assuring myself that I was going to be ok. I took a deep breath and edged off of the little podium I was stood on and walked out of the door and into the room Ahsoka was in.

Her eyes widened as I walked in, a huge grin spreading across her ecstatic face. I saw her mouth open in search for words, but no sound came out. My cheeks flushed red as she stared at me, her mouth forming an 'o' shape in shock.

"(y/n)... you look incredible! Wait till Master Obi-Wan and Anakin see you-"

Ahsoka is luckily cut off from the knocking on the door. I watch as Raya opens the door, allowing the person entry. I silently hoped that it would be Anakin, but instead in glided Padmé in a beautiful navy-blue gown, putting my outfit to shame. I'd noticed that anytime Padmé and I were in a room together all eyes turned to her, not that I could blame them. She was beautiful and would always be the first choice of anyone.

"Oh my- (y/n)! You look absolutely stunning. You look just like your mother..." Padmé told me, rushing over and pulling me into a hug. Knowing that I looked like my mother was enough to make me emotional, but the fact that she wasn't here to guide me made it all so much worse. Tears pricked in my eyes as Padmé pulled away, holding me at arms length.

"I know, I know" she whispered, using her thumb to wipe the tear rolling. "She would be so proud, (y/n). So proud."

I sniffed a little as more tears streamed down my cheeks and pulled Padmé back in for another hug. She stroked my hair affectionately as I rested my chin on her shoulder, looking at the rather worried Ahsoka standing opposite from me. I watched as Ahsoka's expression changes a few times before deciding to come to me and hug me from the back, sandwiching me in between Padmé and herself. I let out a sigh as the two of them held me securely in their arms, and suddenly I didn't feel as afraid anymore.

Padmé was the first one to pull away, dragging Ahsoka with her. She places a hand on Ahsoka's shoulder and smiled warmly at me.

"Today, Solaris gains a great leader. Congratulations, (y/n)," Padmé says to me, making me grin a little. "Come Ahsoka, we must head to the throne room and take our seats."

Ahsoka nodded and smiled at me, before sliding out of the room along with Padmé. I had specifically asked for a small ceremony for when I am to be crowned, and then I would make my first appearance as Queen at the ball afterwards. I stood there alone in the middle of the room, second-guessing, doubting, and even looking for an escape at one point. My heart rate increases rapidly as I am left more alone with my thoughts, staring longingly at the window. I actually start to debate it with myself, but my thoughts are thwarted by Raya's sudden re-entrance to the room.

She nods to me, "It's time, my lady."

My heart stops and my throat runs dry as I silently gasp for breath. It's time. I blankly stare at the doorway, willing to get my feet to start walking but they seemed to be firmly glued to the floor.

I can do this.

I find myself walking at last and Raya escorts me to the throne room. I hear music start to be played as the grand doors swung open, revealing a long aisle of carpet to walk down. My eyes travelled to each of the people stood in the audience as my feet began to step down the carpet, my fists curled in deathly fear. There weren't many people here, thank the force. On the right, was the palace guards, members of my government and a few Senators - including Padmé -, and then on the left stood Ahsoka, my royal staff and Obi-Wan. My eyes frantically searched for the one I was almost desperate to see, but alas I could not find them.

Where was he?

I reached the end of the aisle and stood before the officiator who had my mother's crown placed neatly on a green velvet cushion.

"Today, we are honoured to bestow upon the Princess (y/n) of the Anara bloodline, the royal crown and title as the ruler of Solaris. Do you, Princess (y/n), solemnly swear to care for and defend the people of our great system and pledge yourself to whole-heartedly rule with mercy so long as you live?" the officiator says to me as I curtsey a little, bowing my head as he hovered the crown over me.

"I do solemnly swear," I announced. The officiator smiled and placed the crown upon my head. As I swivelled on my heels to face my audience, they arose from their seats in respect.

"With no further adieu, I crown you (y/n) Anara, Queen of the Solaris system."

The audience erupted with applause as I beamed at them in gratitude and in contentment. A cheesy smile grew upon my face as I passed Ahsoka, Obi-Wan and Padmé when I walked back down the carpet. As I reached the exit again, I noticed a certain someone lurking behind the door, leaning their body on the wall, clapping slowly and quietly. My heart skipped a beat a little as I examined their grinning face shadowed by the door. I stare at him apologetically and he heaves himself off of the wall, bowing to me. He winked at me as I left, making me feel warm inside.

You still hurt him.

***

I had a few matters to attend to immediately after I was crowned, but as the night vanquished the daylight, my subjects and other guests were finally starting to arrive for the ball being held in my honour. After around an hour or so when majority of my guests were settled in the ballroom, I was taken to the top of the stairs for my 'grand entrance' as Queen. Butterflies fluttered around in my stomach incessantly as I stare at the wooden door in front of me. I was absolutely shaking from the anticipation and my nerves. Where was Ahsoka when I needed her??

"For the first time ever I present to you, the Queen (y/n) of Solaris," a voice sweeps through the room as the doors open. I walk out onto the top of the stairs, all eyes focused on me from the floor below. I felt sick; I had never seen this many people staring at me before. I gulp nervously and grab a clump of my gown so I don't trip as I slowly walked down the stairs. I tried to ignore the sea of faces watching my every move, but it was just so overwhelming. I step off the last stair and as soon as I walked onto the ballroom floor, everyone immediately bowed to me all at once. I blushed and awkwardly curtseyed, not quite sure how to really respond.

I walk myself over to the corner where Padmé was lurking as the party starts up, music blaring, people dancing, cheering, laughing around me.

"I knew you could do it," Padmé says to me, squeezing my arm. I look to her in appreciation; I really am happy to have her with me seeing as my mother couldn't be.

"Thank you for being here, Padmé. It means the world to me." I say into her ear because I couldn't talk normally over the buzz of the crowd.

She nods, knowing exactly what I meant. "I know. And of course, I'm wouldn't miss my best friend's own coronation for the world!"

I linked arms with her and rested my head lovingly on her shoulder as we watched the scene before us.

The party went on for hours, non-stop dancing and toasting to my reign filling the room constantly. As the time passed, I grew more tired and almost longed for my bed and silence. I barely saw Ahsoka or Anakin or Obi-Wan, and Padmé slid off several times to meet with her Senator friends. Seeing as I'm literally the Queen at a party held in my honour, I sure don't half feel lonely. I stood alone at the door as Padmé left once again to grab herself a drink, and I am approached by a young man in a dark blue suit.

"Congratulations, your majesty," he says to me, taking my hand in his and kissing it. I wanted to rip my hand away immediately, but I also didn't want to seem rude so I shot him a forced smile in return.

"Thank you, sir-"

"Senator Jun, my lady. Quite a soirée you've put on here," he said to me, his words slurred a little. My eyes darted to the drink in his hand and back to his face, stepping away from him. Was he drunk??

"Uhh, thank you Senator. I do hope you are enjoying yourself," I scratched my forearm awkwardly, looking at the floor to avoid eye contact.

"A dance-a dance with you would make it so much better, my lady," Jun mumbled, stroking my arm a little. I shivered uncomfortably from his touch as he stumbled closer to me.

"I don't know about that Senator, I'm not really a dancer-" I try to stop him, but I found his arm already hooked tightly around my waist, almost dragging me to the dance floor. I struggled and scanned the room in panic.

Someone help me.

{ANAKIN'S POV}

I ached to be near her again, I missed her so much. The moment I watched her walk in in that dress, I swear my heart stopped for a second. She took my breath away. She always did. I noticed her stood with Padmé for most of the night just chatting, but every time I went to go to her when she was alone, Padmé always seemed to come speeding back to her side.

I had to talk to her.

I scanned the room, searching the spot where she was stood with Padmé, but she was no-where to be found. I continue to let my eyes travel the room, frantically searching for the one I was so infatuated with. That was when I heard something.

'Someone help me.'

I closed my eyes and listened closer, allowing myself to feel where it was coming from. I turned around to where my back was facing, and I come into view of a familiar girl stood near the door. Who was that with her? I walked a little further forward, weaving in between guests so no-one was obstructing my view. As I properly got a good look at her, I noticed a drunk man leering over her. My fists curled at the sight of him gripping her waist, holding her hand, whispering in her ear. Anger seethed through me, my breath red hot as it left my mouth.

I'm going to kill him.

I tried to compose myself and approached (y/n), but I just got angrier as I watched her squirm uncomfortably from his grasp. I step in front of her, and her eyes meet mine, pleading for me to help her.

"Your majesty, I do believe you owe me a dance," I say charmingly. The man looked at me, confused and infuriated as I ripped his hands from her. He does not get to touch her. No-one does.

"Of-of course, General," she stammered nervously. I linked arms with her and led her away from the disorientated man. "Thank you, Anakin."

We walked out onto the dance floor, and I placed my hand in hers, my other gently on her waist. I looked down on her, smirking as she frantically looked at the audience surrounding us.

"Anakin, what are you doing?" she asked in a hushed voice.

{ SONG ALERT! I want to suggest a song to play as you read the next scene because I think it matches the situation perfectly. SONG : US - JAMES BAY }

"Like I said, my lady. You owe me a dance."

She shakes her head but smiles as we start to sway to the music. I peered down at her face as she stared into my eyes, hers gleaming. They looked sad, but I couldn't understand why.

"Anakin... I'm so sorry about the other night. I-" she apologizes frantically but I shush her, allowing us just to be in the moment as we danced. Our bodies swayed together in time with the music, our heads rested on each others. I didn't care who was looking, I didn't care what Obi-Wan or any of them thought.

It was just me and her.

Only us.

He arms were draped over my shoulders, but one of her hands reached up to my face, holding my cheek gently. I bit my lip a little as we locked eyes, scanning her beautiful face. I don't how much longer I can go. How much longer I can bear without being with her. I needed her.

Tell her.

You can't Anakin. Like she said, we're too different.

Tell her now or you'll lose her forever.

I can't, I-

Tell her.

"(y/n).. I have to confess something." My voice cracked from the nerves. Just looking at her alone was enough to make me stumble on my words. I can't lose her, I just can't.

"What is it, Anakin?"

I intake a sharp breath, bracing myself for what was about to come. "(y/n), from the moment I met you, you had me wrapped around your little finger. I was absolutely infatuated by you, star-struck by your beauty. And then I got to know you on Naboo, and I got to fall in love with you. The real you. Your mind, your personality, the way you work... You don't know how I felt when you disappeared back here, I almost lost myself because I couldn't bear the thought of something happening to you. I meant what I said the other day, about leaving the order to stay here and protect you. I need you (y/n). I love you."

{Y/N'S POV}

He loves me?

No, this is impossible. He can't feel this way.

I find myself at a complete loss for words, tearing my eyes from his because I couldn't bear to look at him when he had just poured his heart out to me. My heart was beating at a million miles an hour, my throat closing up, butterflies now not just fluttering but swarming from inside.

"Anakin..."

"Yes?" Anakin placed his finger under my chin and lifted my face to meet his rather hopeful eyes. Oh god, I can't break him. But leading him on will just hurt him more, and I can't do that to him. Of course I felt the same way about him, I was going completely crazy without him. I was head-over-heels in love with this Jedi, but it can't happen. I've told him already.

"Anakin, we could never work... I can't break your heart by leading you on a path like that. Leaving everything you know and worked for behind, for me. A nobody who would prove to be a dreadful partner. Anakin, I would never be there with you-"

I tried to take my hands from him, but he wasn't ready to let go just yet.

"Don't do this, (y/n). I need you, I love you!" Anakin begged me, his voice cracking. It was if I could feel his heart ripping in two.

"I'm sorry." I tore myself from him and ran out of the ballroom with tears rolling down my face, leaving Anakin alone stood alone in the middle of the room.

Unfortunately, his wasn't the only heart I had just broken.

I ran out onto the courtyard, my body shaking as I stand there sobbing, my tears dripping onto the stone pillars. My heart ached like no-other time before, nothing could compare to this heartbreak. The heartbreak from hurting him.

{SONG ENDS}

"My lady?"

A voice sounds behind me, and I turn on my heels to face them whilst rapidly wiping the tears from my face. I come face to face with Moxie, the friendly clone trooper I had met but a month ago. He was holding two drinks in his hands, looking to me sympathetically.

"Moxie, it's just you."

"Are you ok?"

"No." I admitted to him, putting my palm on my forehead in frustration.

"Here, have a drink. It'll make you feel better," Moxie said to me, holding out the purple liquid to me. I nod in thanks and take it from him. He clinks his own glass against mine and I down my drink in one shot.

As I stand there with Moxie, I suddenly feel shaky, the palace spinning around me. I drop my glass on the floor, making it shatter into a million tiny shards on the stone, my throat burning. My legs suddenly went numb and when I could no longer support myself, I collapsed onto the floor. I stare up at Moxie, who looked completely unfazed by my fainting. He kneels down at my side and strokes my face gently.

"I'm sorry, (y/n)," he whispered as my vision went blurry. I tried to speak, but my mouth said nothing and I lay staring at the stars until everything finally went black.

***

I woke up in a dark and dingy cell, my head spinning. Where the hell am I? I try to move but my arms seemed to have been restricted by a chain on the wall. I panic as I observe my surroundings, my body shivering from the biting cold within the cell. I jump a little as I hear footsteps towards me. Anger, rage, confusion and betrayal sweeps through my body all at once overwhelmingly as Moxie steps out from the shadows.

"I'm sorry (y/n), I had to! I'm in love with you! It was the only way!" Moxie yelled at me.

Why is everyone goddamn in love with me?!

"He said you'd be safe!" Moxie protested.

"Who did?!" I demand as a figure suddenly approached me from the end of the cell. I press my body up against the wall as the person saunters up to me. I glared at them until their face came into the white light. I notice a bandage wrapped around their shoulder and my eyes widen.

"Hello again," they sneer at me, grasping their blaster in their hand.

My heart stops.

It can't be.

It's impossible.

"Ayzel?"