"The only way I will ever be okay again, is to rid you of the world... You deserve to die."

Angel rests his head back against the wall looking down at the girl who used to be his everything. He felt like he deserved to die too. He had done everything he promised her he wouldn't. It doesn't matter that he was Angelus when he did it. He still wore the same face that she had to look at.

"Do it."

... (one more for funsies) ...
{this is way later on iykyk}

"Are you kidding me right now? You all punish me for everything. For living, for breathing. Angel assaulted me... he was my best friend and he hurt me. And you didn't do anything... he r*ped me and you didn't care! You didn't care..."

"That's not true..."

"Isn't it? You hid him from me. From me and Giles. He hurt us both and you didn't give a shit about us. You loved Angel and would've done anything for him... hide him... heal him... love him again... even though he DID assault me. Angelus didn't feel bad. Angel only felt bad because he had a soul. Spike felt bad without one... don't talk to me again."

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Hehehe she's kinda back yall!! I'm still reading and catching up but I've decided until my writers block is completely over and gone, I have to skip the smeggsy time. 😭 my brain cannot comprehend the way I want it to be and I would love it to be perfect. I think I'll come back to it and have it be like a flashback or a secret chapter or something. But let's keep the story going. I love writing and I love all my stories and I really want to get back into them!!

Be on the look out for a chapter for this story and maybe even the Teen Wolf one soonish.

Thanks so much for the support yall. And the love and constant encouragement. I love reading all y'all's comments and replying and I just love being able to share for you all. Happy Easter!! 🤍