I was completely zoned out the whole naming ceremony , the only thought that was going throught my head was my kids getting taken away from me .

Hurrem sultan had a very amused expression in her face , it's like she was waiting for this moment her whole life .

The kids were named beautifully my beautiful şehzade was named mustafa and my adorable Sultana was named Nesrin . I remembered when mehmed had promised me that I would name our girl and i indirectly did as nesrin was exactly what I wanted to name her .

After the naming ceremony ended I was left alone with mehmed but as I wanted to speak he dismissed me without looking at my direction. 

" You better say goodbye to them before we depart " mehmed coldly said as he stared at the window infront of him , I looked down not daring to say anything else because it would only make him get more angry

I bowed down to him and went to my room still dizzy after all the events that happened , I had to find a reason to either make him stay or for me to leave with them and the second one sounded more appealing and I had an idea for it

" Nurbahar can you call the head of doctors to my room ? " I said looking at nurbahar who placed down the twins to sleep , she immediately bowed to me before leaving

I would lie .

This is it , I'd lie to find a way to comeback to the capital and once i get there I will try to gain mehmed's trust again . Thought I would never be proven innocent unless mihrimah says the opposite but I had to try right ?

It was out of question that I leave my children like that and stay here crying every day , the doctor shook me from my thoughts when she knocked on my door , I got up quickly and walked towards her as she bowed down to me

" I see you're in a great shape , are you feeling ill ? " she said looking at me from head to toe but I went straight to my question .

" are you willing to help me ? " I asked bluntly and she gave me a confused look .

" Of course sultanim why wouldn't I want to " she said ready to hear what I was gonna say next

" Look , I'm ready to give you anything I just need you to lie for my sake . It will be a sweet lie  " her face changed into a concerned expression making me sigh knowing that she was scared .

" No need to be scared okay ? " I gave her a seat as I stood infront of her  .

" I can't leave my kids alone , I need to go with them so you will find a lie using my health or theirs so I can stay with them . I'm assuming you're also a mother so you will know exactly how I feel right ? " I asked kneeling down trying to persuade her but she tried to avoid me 

" Look , a small lie won't hurt plus it's gonna be useful for a small period before I handle the situation myself what do you say " I asked pushing my hair back

" Sultanim i- " she looked away before looking at me " it depends on how much you will give me " I smirked in response before going to my drawer as I pulled 3 bags full of gold coins

" I was gonna say two would be enough but I don't mind " she said focused on taking the three bags .  But I pulled the away from her

" Before you take them I need to make sure that you did as I told ! Make up a lie or I don't know " I said putting the bags on the table

" I'll just say that the twins will experience a terrible sickness if they're not next to their mother " I sighed in response while agreeing .

There was no way I was gonna leave my kids alone with those monsters in the palace , everything is for their sake .