Ever since i gave birth ,ibrahim was kept in special care with the nurses and today after one month i could finally hug him . I only had the permission to look at him from far and no one could enter his room besidea his nurse

I got ready quickly left along with daniela who had recently changed her name to nurbahar . I stood infront of the nursery and the door opened to his nurse wrapping him around her arms

My heart started to race very fast , i quickly opened my arms for him and stared at him as he was being put in my arms 

" mashallah " i said as i took the cover from his face .

I approached him and kissed his forehead then my hand moved to his , his little hand was very small .

" Sultanim , şehzade ibrahim should be taken care of very well . Everything will be normal after a he turns 3 months " the nurse adviced us as she closed the door.

I thanked her for her efforts then immediately went back to my room . I ordered the aghas to put his crib next to my bed .

" I can't believe i am holding him " i said to nurbahar as i took a seat .

I stared at him in detail and memorized every single detail of him . He smelled just like vanilla , i could stare at him the whole day

" I am so worried for mehmet he should have already arrived " i spoke in a sad tone as nurbahar was cleaning ibrahim's crib .

My eyes suddenly travelled to the door and i immediately stood up as i thought it would be mihrimah sultan ., but at my surprise it was mehmed standing infront of me

I gasped in shock and i couldn't move an inch .

" I promised you to comeback , here i am " he said walking towards me , without allowing myself tears started running down my cheeks . I put ibrahim down and hugged mehmet very tightly , then i realised i was putting so much pressure on him that i let go 

" I miss you so much " i said putting my hands around his cheeks .

" I came , i finally came to you my beautiful " he caressed my hair and pulled  me closer 

" He has been waiting for you too " i said looking over at ibrahim who was moving everywhere .

Mehmed approached him with sparkly eyes and took him in his arms , i have longed so much for this moment . Mehmed kissed him in the cheek and smiled widely

" I am sorry i knew what happened to both of you ,i can't believe i couldn't be by your side " mehmed spoke with so much regret but i didn't want him to feel this way .

I went to his side and made him sit down , i grabbed his free hand and grabbed it tightly .

" Your presence means the whole world to us my love " i said looking at ibrahim smiling " we will catch up on everything we've missed "

I had now to take ibrahim sleep because his eyes got heavy , i took him away from his father and put him in his crib .

" my mind is so messy , i can't get over my brother's death . It saddened me a lot and it still does " i felt him very much ,mehmet was very close to mustafa .

" I don't know for what reason his majesty did this but mustafa didn't deserve it " i said in a low voice .

" He didn't , i will tell you later what happenee .now i just want us to be happy " he said pecking my lips .

We stood up and decided to only stay in our room , mehmet has been grieving for his brother for the whole month and he needed to relax . So we just had dinner and sat by the terrace .

We walked towards the edge of it and looked at the sky , it was dark and it was so so cold .

" I don't know why the weather is like this "i said fixing the blanket around me .

" Bet it's either gonna rain or snow " i looked at mehmet and let out a chuckle .

" in my country it snowed pratically every month except for summer " i spoke as i watched the stars

" It barely snows here but if it does , the capital will go out to celebrate " i really wished it would snow . I missed it very much

" Close your eyes " mehmet said closing his eyes and i gave him a confused look

" Why " i asked dumbfounded .

" just trust me and reach your hand out " i did as he said and whoever passed by will think we were crazy .

" Based on the sound of the wind something will fall very soon " i hummed behind his sentence and waited for something to fall .

And in fact just after he spoke i felt something touch my palm then the sound of it falling on the ground .

We both opened our eyes at the same time and looked at our palms and it was snow . Mehmet smiled happily .

" It's snowing " i said squealing happily and mehmed laughed along with me .

" i am so glad i had the chance to watch this year's first snow with the love of my life " mehmet said making me stop moving and i quickly got closer to him and he put a kiss on my nose making me shiver .

" I love you so much " i said looking passionately into his eyes . He then issed my head afterwards

I let out a laugh and we both contonued watching the snow and people's celebartions were already hearable from very far .