I was currently sitting with mehmed in the balcony , we had a beautiful view infront of us and most importantly he was next to me . We were used to sit like this for this past month

" mehmed what's on your mind " i asked noticing his expression , he looked at me and put down the cup around his hand .

" Did you know what mustafa did " he asked unsatisfied and i shook my head .

" He went to the capital even thought they said we shouldn't go ,he thinks our father will die " mehmed said clearly bothered with this situation .

" What are you thinking of ? Are his eyes on the throne " i asked curiously and he looked away .

" I think so , why would he even go if no one has asked him too . His majesty will sure get angry  " He continued after taking a sip from his cup .

I couldn't really read his mind right now , i couldn't really tell if he wanted the throne or not or should i bring the subject up so i just stayed silent .

" Do you think you should go too ? " i asked and he shook his head immediately .

" No i shouldn't , it's better if i stay in my province . Manisa is the best one and even my father as a prince was here before he became the sultan " i felt happy inside because i knew mehmed was also thinking about the throne 

" I thought you didn't really care about the throne " i asked and he chuckled

" Who wouldn't ,the throne is my right and i'll take it no matter what happens " he said with a big enthusiasm and determination .

" I will be with you in every step you take i promise you " i said taking his hand into mine and he smiled .

" We will get throught everything together , we just need some patience . It's easier now that you're hurrem sultan's first son "

" But mustafa gets on my way , as much as i love him but i got to fight for my future too . And for the future of our future children " his last sentence made me smile immediately .

I wanted to give him his first son so bad , i really wanted to boost his energy and give him hope .

" We will " i said smiling and he mouthed " inchaalah "

I looked at him in confusion , i immediately guessed it was something from islam .i had to know more about their religion

"Do you know what side mihrimah and hurrem sultan are taking " i asked curiously again and he inmediately responded

" I think my mother supports selim and mihrimah supports beyazid " i could hear the dissapointment in his voice

" but i will get used to it , i'll get to what i want without their help . It will be just me and you " i nodded happily after gaining his trust .

We talked for about the whole evening when i had to go back to my room before i got a little bit sick , i had the urge to sleep early today . Mehmed insisted to see a doctor but i didn't feel like it i just wanted to sleep .

I grabbed a book about islam and started reading some pages before i completely shut ny eyes .

The next day ~

I woke up with a very strong headache , i couldn't even open my eyes . I got in a sitting position slowly

I felt so sick so i just called firuze hoping she was gonna hear me and indeed after some minutes she came in .

" Did you hear me ? " i asked her blinking two times and she shook her head after closing the door .

" No j just came by to ask if you needed anything " she said taking a seat next to me

" My head hurts so much i need to take some medicine " i said looking at her and she smiled a little bit .

" let the doctor check you it might be something " i refused her idea right away , i wasn't in the mood to see anyone .

" I don't want to ,i just wanna sleep . I feel so tired " i said feeling dizzy

" fine what you want " she said getting up walking away , i started seeing two then three of her silhouette . Suddenly i shut my eyes down and i felt my body fall behind slowly

I could hear whispers next to me and the presence of people , i felt so tired to een open my eyes but i did .

" What happened " i said asking the first peron standing next to me

" Rüya " i said looking at firuze who was sitting next to me , she helped me get in a sitting position .

I got adjusted to the light in the room and looked over at firuze and daniela who was also sitting next to her .

" Congratulations Rüya , you're two weeks pregnant " i got shook from what firuze said that i couldn't believe my ears .

" this is not the right time to joke " i said chuckling and she laughed along with daniela .

" we are sure , the prince's first child is coming " daniela excitedly spoke .

I couldn't believe my ears . Was i pregnant ? Was what i heard true

" We will have a party today " firuze announced determined

" Did you tell mehmed yet " i said wanting to the take the cover away and they both stopped me

" Şehzade mehmed has a divan meeting and will go to inspect the city . He will comeback in the evening " firuze said walking towards the door

" I will set more aghas to guard your room , you don't know what those crazy women can do " firuze said in a serious tone after leaving .

I kept focusing on the door infront of me while i was in the verge of jumping around the room . I was so happy at that moment , finally i will be able to realize mehmed's wish .

I only waited for the right time to tell him  ,i am sure he was gonna be so happy