This one is inspired by the song above☝︎︎
This is for my Harper lover: ella_harris101 hope you like it xxx

Harper POV
"Harper do you want to go for a walk?" Brook asked me.
"But it's 2 am Brook..."
why did he come up with this idea now?
"I know, that's why I'm asking. At 2 am everything is quieter" he explained.
"Well ok. Why not" and we grabbed our jackets leaving Brook's house.

We walked in silence for a bit then Brook started to talk about random stuff but I wasn't really paying attention.
I felt the soft wind blowing on my face and it reminded me of the night me and Brook left the house.

Brook and Rye were in a relationship and they were super happy together, till the point where their happiness was contagious.
I always had a crush on Sonny and during that time we got a lot closer but problems started.
Brook argued with Rye every day and their relationship started to fall apart, their chemistry faded away slowly. I didn't know what to do to help them so I did nothing but it wasn't the best decision.
One night they had a fight and Brook was really mad at Rye so he decided to run away. I obv had to go with him, I had no choice, he's my best friend after all but at the same time, I didn't want to leave Sonny.
I loved that boy too much to just walk away like that so I wrote him a letter where I explained everything, I'll come back cuz I still love you was how I ended the letter.

Till today I haven't talked to Sonny or Rye, mainly cuz Brook doesn't want to deal with them but deep down, I want to see how they are doing, what is Sonny doing or if he found someone new. Maybe he got tired of waiting so he chose someone else, maybe he fell in love with someone new.
That thought still haunts me every day, Sonny with another guy...no I can't think about that.

My attention returned to Brook and his random chats.
"Everything ok Harp?" He asked a bit concerned.
"Yeah...just thinking about things..." I trailed off.
He raised an eyebrow confused.
I don't know if I should tell him, I mean he's my best friend but he doesn't want to talk about that topic at all.
I decided to give it a go anyway.
"Emm...I was thinking about what happened a year ago at the house..."
His face dropped and he looked mad, oh no maybe I shouldn't have said that.
"Harper, you know we don't talk about that. It happened and I have no regrets" he said sternly.
"But-" I tried to reason with him but he cut me off.
"No Harper. I don't want to talk about them and if you're planning to go back then you can leave" he stopped walking and looked at me in the eyes.
I didn't know what to say, I was completely frozen by fear.
I don't want to leave Brook cuz he's like my brother but at the same time, I freaking miss Sonny. No, I have to forget about him. It's the only solution.
We walked home in silence cuz none of us knew what to say, probably Brook hates me now.

The treatment of silence continued for a couple of days but I had enough of it, he needs to face his problems and stop running away.
"Brook, we need to talk" I sternly said pulling him to our shared room.
"We don't have anything to talk about..."
"Oh stop it. I get it, you and Rye had a fight and broke up but you can't be mad at me. I fucking ran away with you in the middle of the night leaving... leaving everything!" I started to get upset.
"Well you could have said no to me, I didn't force you" he replied.
"I know but you're my best friend so I will always choose you"
"Choose me?" He was confused.
"I left Sonny that damn night! I left him only for you and now you're mad for no fucking reason" I snapped at him.
He looked guilty and I didn't mean to yell at him but I held this feeling for too long.
"I-i didn't know that..." Brook mumbled quietly.
"I loved him, I still love him but I couldn't let you leave alone"
"I'm sorry...I don't even know what to say..." he sounded nervous.
"It's ok Brook. I just wanted to tell you that cuz I couldn't hide it anymore" I looked at him.
He gave me a hug and I melted in his arms, thank god we sorted it out.

Time skip -a month after-
Did I forget about Sonny as I promised myself? Obv not, it's impossible.
You can't forget his perfect smile, his eyes, hair, body, just everything. Ok Harper, you need to stop, it's getting creepy.

I was walking peacefully while enjoying my music and looking around. I was alone cuz I needed some time for myself and also we needed to do the shopping so I went to Asda.
Once there, I bought a few things and after, I decided to just walk around till the sunset.
I just like that moment cuz everything is calm, colorful and beautiful.
I sat on a random bench and looked at the sun going away, I wish Sonny was there next to me. I started to hum a melody and I remembered the nights I spent with him, he used to sing to me to make me fall asleep. I would pay for him to sing again to me.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice it was getting dark. I had to go home since Brook must be worried sick so I started to walk home.
It was dark and cold and I just wanted to be home cuz it was getting scary. I hated to walk alone at night and I got a weird feeling in my stomach, I started to feel nervous. I looked around and there was no one but a creepy man came out of nowhere, he started to follow me.
I walked faster but he still followed me, I was so scared that I was about to run then I bumped into someone. I snapped my head towards the person in front of me since I was looking at the creepy man the whole time. My scared eyes met the only eyes I dreamed for about a year. Sonny was right in front of me and I didn't know what to say, I was completely frozen but not only by fear.
"Harper..." his soft voice saying my name sounded like heaven.
I didn't say anything, just looked at him scared than before cuz the thought of the creepy man stayed in my mind.
"What's wrong Harper?" He asked.
I can't believe that he can still read me like a book.
I looked behind me and he was there, looking at me with his scary eyes.
"Hey...it's ok. I'm here" he said grabbing my chin turning me around.
His sweet eyes made me feel safe and within seconds he kissed me. With that kiss he made all my worries go away and that was exactly what I needed.
Then a loud thunder flashed in the sky and it started to rain. He laughed but my reaction was completely different.
"If the world was ending you'd come over right...right?" I said dead serious.
He cupped my face and rubbed his thumb on my cheek.
"Always...I didn't wait for a year for nothing..." he kissed my cheek.
"But now we have to go home. I don't want you to get sick" he said grabbing my hand pulling me towards what I used to call home.

Once there, he dragged me his room and we showered quickly. Don't worry nothing sexual happened, we just showered but I still liked it.
Then we climbed on the bed and laid next to each other. I cuddled his side like it was nothing and he played with my golden locks.
"I don't know if you're back for good but just to let you know that I'll always come when you call me cuz you're my world Harp" he said softly kissing my head.
"I love you Sonny and I just want to be with you but first I have to talk to Brook..." I kinda forgot about him.
"It's ok angel. I can wait a lifetime for you"
and we kissed for the second time that day.
I spent the night with him and at that moment, I felt happy cuz I knew that Sonny will be there for me no matter what.

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Note*
I'm not dead, I promise, I was just working on a lot of stuff. This one is a bit long and sorry if there are some mistakes but I'll fix them after when I have more time. Everything is fictional as in the other stories so don't take anything for real. Hope you had a great day. 💙