A bit long so buckle up guys xxx

Andy POV
Today has been a rough day, collage is killing me and I had to stay up late at the library to finish a project.
Now I just need some peace and relax so I'm heading to the apartment that I share with Rye and Sonny.
We met Rye here at the campus and he's pretty cool, Sonny is my childhood best friend so we've known each other for a while.
But as soon as I opened the door a wave of alcohol and sweat invaded my nostrils, what the fuck is going on here?
I made my way through the crowd to find one of my flatmates, they better have an explanation for this but nothing, I couldn't find them.
I was starting to get pissed off cuz a bunch of people bumped me a few times and one of them probably spilled some vodka on me and I definitely smell like weed now.
Finally, I made it to my room and once I closed the door I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding.
"Andy, Jesus!" Sonny screamed.
I turned around and saw him with a girl.
"I'M SORRY" I said closing my eyes and in no time I left the room.
For some reason I started to cry, actually, I know why but I just pushed that thought away so I just went to the kitchen and drowned my problems with some alcohol.
I'm not that type of person but you know what? Fuck it, I'm tired of being perfect 24/7 and lonely.
Do you know how hard and humiliating it is to be in college and still haven't kissed someone? I mean I gave my first kiss during a game of truth and dare but it meant nothing so it doesn't count.
I want to kiss someone and feel something and guess who is that 'someone'? Exactly.
Sonny is literally the definition of the perfect boyfriend.
He's tall, handsome, smart, funny, caring, I mean the list is pretty long.
He has everything that you wish for in a boy.
But he's into girls and I have to accept it, it's fine.
After a few drinks, I was completely gone and my head started to spin like crazy.
Thank god Rye was there for me.
"Ok it's time to go to bed" his smooth voice sounded almost like a whisper with all this music.
"Nooo...Rye-pie don't be boring..." I slurred out.
"Andy, you can't even stand up so just stay here and get some sleep"
I noticed that he put me in his bed but I was too wasted to say anything else so I just closed my eyes and slept.

The next morning I felt like I was about to die and thank god it's Saturday but the first person I saw wasn't Rye.
"Oh hey, you're awake. Rye told me to give you this since he woke up early to go to practice" Sonny handed me a glass of water and a painkiller.
"Thanks..." I mumbled quietly.
"Also I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry for yesterday. We shouldn't have gone into your room, I was too drunk to even realize it was your room and she-" he started to ramble at the end but I cut him off.
"Sonny, it's ok. It's not a big deal. Everyone was too drunk yesterday so..."
"Well just so you know, I washed your sheets even tho we did nothing but I might have spilled some vodka on it" he said ashamed.
I said nothing else and after a couple of minutes of silence, he spoke again.
"Well now I'm gonna leave you alone..." then he left Rye's room.
I wanted to tell him to stay but I didn't have the courage so I just went back to bed.
Why I had to fall for my straight best friend?
I sound like a fucking cliche...like seriously what did I do to deserve this?!

Later that day, I decided to go back to my room and do something productive since I've been sleeping pretty much all day.
I was looking for my history book when I found a hoodie that wasn't obv mine.
I took it and knocked on Sonny's door but when I walked in I lost y mind.
He was shirtless with a cigarette in his hand and his curls were messy but the perfect kind of messy, I don't know if that makes sense.
"Andy? Are you there?" he snapped his fingers in front of my face.
"Yeah...sorry. I-I got distracted" I bet I looked like a fucking tomato.
"Ok...did you need something?" he asked letting out a cloud of smoke.
I swear...he has to stop doing those things cuz I can barely function.
"You...you left this in my room" I handed him the hoodie.
He grabbed the soft fabric and our hands touched, I hate it here and how did we got to this point like are we in a rom-com or something?
"Fuck it" I said and kissed him.
the kiss was kinda heated almost like we were both craving it and I was kinda shocked that he kissed back but I had to stop.
"What's wrong? Did I do something wrong?" he asked worriedly.
"No no, it's just...You're into girls..." I wanted to bury myself at that point.
"Andy...the girls are just a distraction, to be honest. I had to get you out of my mind somehow" he confessed.
"What?!"
Sonny Robertson thinks about me, Sonny Robertson likes me. How did this happen?!
He didn't say anything, just put off his cigarette and then kissed me again.
I couldn't say no so I just went with it and we ended up making out for a while.
I don't know if it was for his lips or for the fact that he tasted like smoke but kissing him was like an addiction.

From there everything went downhill, me and Sonny got together and life for once I was able to fully enjoy my life.
Rye was really happy for us and I couldn't believe that my first proper kiss was with Sonny, I don't even remember when I first started to have a crush on him but I'm sure it's been a while ago and now it's real!
I was over the moon and everyone noticed it, even my grades were getting better.
Me and Sonny spent every single second together and we were probably turning into one of those sappy couples but who cares?
All of the girls looked at us with either disgusted or jealous eyes but each time I laced my fingers with Sonny and just walked past them smiling, they wish they were me.
Sonny makes me feel like the rest of the world doesn't matter and I love that feeling.

"Baby...this Friday there's gonna be a party at a frat house...can we go?" Sonny asked with puppy eyes.
My attention switched from my homework to him, I wasn't fully sure about this idea cuz yeah I wanted to go and have fun with my boyfriend but the final exams were around the corner.
"Please baby. we are gonna study the whole weekend, I promise" he was now begging on his knees.
I pulled him up so I could look at his gorgeous eyes.
"Ok but we're not gonna get wasted" I said following with a quick peck.
"Yes!" he was like a happy puppy.
Then we went back to our homework, Sonny had a huge smile on his face which made me smile too.

Time skip -the night of the party-
We were getting ready for the party but I didn't know what to wear and I was getting pissed off.
Sonny threw on a simple outfit but he looked stunning as always so now he was just looking at me going crazy while smoking a cigarette.
"Rye said he'll join us after..." he said out loud while I stared at myself in the mirror.
Why nothing looks good on me?!
I was about to say fuck it to that stupid party and stay home but Sonny hugged me from behind wrapping his tattooed arms around me and we made eye contact through the mirror.
"You look amazing stop worrying plus you have to look good just for me cuz I'm the only one who's allowed to lay eyes on you" he slightly flirted and kissed my cheek.
I blushed so much that I had to hide my face with my hands.
"Come on, we need to go now or we're gonna be late" he put out his cigarette and dragged me out of the apartment.

There were too many people or at least more than I expected.
Sonny got us drinks as soon as we stepped in the frat house and the music wasn't that bad, I tried to enjoy myself as much as I could.
Rye joined us at one point and we started to drink, laugh and dance, for once I forgot all my worries about school, about life.
Me and Sonny were dancing together and we were so close to each other that I couldn't help it, I kissed him like there was nobody else in the room.
We kept on dancing till Sonny whispered in my ear that we should go back home, I simply nodded and followed him outside.
Rye went back a while ago so he was probably in his room but we didn't really care, just went straight to my room.
We climbed on the bed still fully dressed and Sonny caressed my cheek looking right into my glossy eyes.
"I want you" he simply said and slammed his lips on mine, taking away all of my breath.
It go heated quickly and he got on top of me while I was laying on my back.
He took off my shirt and started to attack my jaw and neck, I'm pretty sure some bruises are gonna appear there tomorrow.
I was so lost in the feeling that I didn't notice that he was now unzipping my pants.
I stopped him with a shaking hand and mumbled a confused 'sorry' before leaving the room.
I ran to Rye's room with tears in my eyes and just walked in, I needed to hide somewhere.
He was on the bed watching a movie with a girl.
"Oh sorry" I barely managed to get out since I was sobbing and closed the door.
Why I have such bad timing?
But Rye appeared at the door the second after I closed it.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying and where is Sonny?" he looked around while wrapping his arms around my small figure.
I dried my tears with the sleeve of my shirt and wanted to tell Rye what was wrong but I was too embarrassed so I just ran away and locked myself in the bathroom.
I started to cry again while I was sitting on the toilet, this is pathetic...like how could Rye or even Sonny look at me after this?
God why I always fuck up things?
For once I have a boyfriend, someone who loves me and I still manage to ruin everything.
Then I heard a knock on the door.
"Andy, it's Rye. Please tell me what's wrong..." Rye's firm voice sounded worried than ever.
I breathed in to calm myself, got near the door, rested my forehead on it and managed to confess everything.
"I've never done it...I-I actually never had a proper kiss before Sonny so I'm scared and I know it sounds stupid cuz everyone here doesn't think it's a big deal but for me it is! And the worst part is that I don't know how to tell him..." I almost whispered the end.
Then I heard nothing, like no sound or rumor so I decided to open the door slowly and noticed that I wasn't speaking to Rye, shit.
Sonny was in front of me, worry all over his face.
"Baby...you could have told me" he was clearly about to cry but I stepped forward and cupped his face.
"It's ok...don't cry please" I gently said.
If he cries, I'll cry too.
"I'm sorry" he said low.
I gently kissed him, no lust just pure love and adoration and I wanted that moment to last forever.
"Come on, let's go to bed and cuddle" he grabbed my hand and dragged me across the flat.
On the way there I saw Rye and mouthed a quick 'thank you'.
I'm lucky to have Sonny, he will wait till I'm ready and I couldn't love him more for this.

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Note*
Probably one of my longest one shots and I could have written it better but it's ok. Remember that is ok to say no if you're uncomfortable in any situation and always speak about what's wrong with someone. Hope you have a great day and if you have some requests leave them in the comments.😝