i.

I can't get you out of my head. 

You're there when I sleep, 

watching over me when I eat, 

standing in the corner of the shower. 

ii.

You insist on sitting in the passenger seat while I drive.

My mother asks me why my hands are shaking; 

eyes full of honey and nectar and worry. 

I tell her I forgot to bring my jacket. 

iii.

You keep trying to swerve me off the road. 

I drove into oncoming traffic today and

I swear I heard your laughter. 

iv.

I didn't think a person could be so selfish in death.