i.

The Messiah means to beat me down.

ii.

He craves the destruction of a beautiful woman; 

desires repentance in the form of pearl earrings, 

a cross burnt into her chest.

ii.

Bloody hands sliding off heaven's pristine white gates;

pleading, begging, praying for the Father to forgive her sins.

iii.

His desires will be His downfall.

iv.

I have never craved the innocence of heaven.