With a smile on my face and a ring on my finger I gave my manuscript to the publisher who gladly took it from me and promised me to inform me about all the process.

My first book..

My life just seemed to be getting better and better. After the announcement of our engagement we got many blessings. First one to congratulate us was my dad, he rushed to the town the same day we told him about it. He came in rushing with gifts and drinks, he had a serious conversation with Bokuto about "things Akaashi does and how to deal with it". Next people to give their blessings were Bokuto's parents. They seemed to be fond of me, so that was a relief. Of course, our friends that we had made threw us a surprise party.

I spent most of my free time writing my book. I was glad that it was the rainy season, rain gave me motivation to keep on writing.

The girl in the story is a young student, only 17 years old, she takes the bus everyday, she was used to her routine until one day she sees a man. Even though it was a hot summer day, the man was wearing black shoes, black jeans and a black sweater, he also had a black cap on. He intrigued the young girl as she had never seen him before. She started searching for him, but he would only appear at certain times and places. The story goes on with her slowly falling for him, in the end, she can't bear her feelings anymore.. Of course, I wasn't going to end it on an easy not like that, so in the end it turned out that the man was her inner "demon" who was the only one keeping her sane, but as she developed feelings for the illusion, he disappeared and left the mentally ill girl to go crazy.

The plot twist was the reason why the publishers got really interested in it, they said that they could see potential in it.

As soon as I came back home I started planning another book. This time, I was going to make it even more mindblowing and weird. And so, "Anonymous Addicts" was born. About a group of people with obsessions and certain two who's obsessions filled in one another.

Bokuto was my inspiration for everything.

The tiny things he did would appear as major events in my books, the words he spoke, would turn into conversations and all his affection towards me would turn into romantic feelings.

Honestly, I couldn't be happier.

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Just so you know "Anonymous Addicts" is an actual book of mine, it's just a draft though. It's an IwaOi fanfic. Soo maybe some day
Also I'm updating this almost everyday lmao

-hatari