a lot has happened, so lets get right into it shall we?

DISCLAIMER : i dont care if i offend u bc this chapter is going over a lot of serious things and I, PERSONALLY, will be going over things that pissed me the fuck off. get mad at me, accuse me of started drama, i dont care. some of the things some of yall did were mad disrespectful, and i wont say 'congrats' or 'sorry'.

this entry is long, so get comfy.

SCHOOL EVENTS

valentines day ball!

february 14th, 2025. get your dates. like now. we in this bitch finna get crunk, eyebrows on fleek the fuck. (does anyone get it, im chronically online.)

LOVE LETTERS I GUESS

new couples lol. cedric cheated on phoenix (hate on him!) now phoenix is dating george weasley. orion went on a date with fred weasley. astoria is dating draco (i find it mad disrespectful and youll find out why.)

AUTUMN AND ENZO ARE ENGAGED IM GONNA CRY THEYRE ADORABLE, WISH YOU GUYS THE BEST!!

keep your eyes peeled for cormac mclaggen, hes up in everyones mb's flirting and making nasty jokes. (YOURE DISGUSTING.)

AND CONGRATULATIONS TO REMUS AND SIRIUS!! their new baby is adorable, mars is loved by all!!

MAJOR LOSSES

rest in peace my best friend, official_blaise . connor you meant the world to me. i miss you. im gonna share some of my favorite memories with him.

when i first moved to cali (from london) theres a playground about a minute away from our houses. we met there, he said my accent was cool. we walked home while playing tag, and found out we were neighbors. that day we hugged and promised we'd be friends forever.

little did i know id walk into his room and see him hanging off his closet door 14 years later.

i hope u and ur mom are together and happy up there.

connor once dared me to try to talk in an american accent, and when i tried he spit his baja blast (its an original soda by taco bell for those who dont know) all over me.

when my boyfriend cheated on me, he came to my house with crumbl cookies and let me cry to him.

connor had curly brown hair and bright blue eyes, he was the sweetest guy.

youll be missed forever, fly high.

DAPHNES PROBLEMS

im daphne if you werent aware.

this isnt about to be depressing im just addressing what has ticked me off the past few days!

starting with number one. cedric and pansy. i mean what the actual fuck? youre phoenix's friend, and you did a lot of stuff with him that i will not be listing out. thats disrespectful and i still havent seen an apology from the either of them. do better.

connor passed away not even a week ago. im still coping, im trying so hard to stay joyful and happy. next thing i know, astoria and draco are dating.

what the hell?

i want to say congratulations, thats my sister and one of my friends. but at the same time thats your ex.. and tears were being shed a few days ago. moving on that fast isnt fair from the either of you.

it hurts me.

also, the miscommunication is bad. the attention seeking is getting BAD guys. i come on here to have fun and get my mind off things, but some of the things some of yall are saying is getting out of hand. you dont just post that stuff on wattpad.

if your mental health really is that bad, im personally begging you to get help in real life.

and phoenix WHERE is theo. (im sorry i love u)

also some of yall needa stop fucking using connor for ur own attention. ITS THE PEOPLE WHO DIDNT EVEN KNOW HIM?? just stop alright its simple, crying over someone you barely spoke to is diabolical

NEW ACCOUNTS

check out the first part to this book for updated accounts, and follow them! also if you know someone who wants to join, the available members are there, lmk if we need anyone new.

if u havent already, follow my main sleepinghideous

again, i love you all but some stuff need to stop so we can all enjoy some things. hate me all you want but im brutally honest.

xoxo