i can't be saved

i've already tried

picking myself up from all of my lies

you don't need me

i'll be in your way

take my advice and stay away

i hurt you more than twice

and you continue to forgive me

paying the price

you were good to me

and i was distraught

you were my cure

and i was your disease

i was killing you

but you were saving me.

if only you could see through all of my lies

you'd realize why we have to say goodbye

chipping away at the seams of my soul

do you know how much it hurts me to let you go?

now i'm losing you to save you.

~ 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪  ~