if only teardrops would fall

if only smiles would fade

i wouldn't be stuck in this masquerade

it kills me in ways i don't even know

you had my favorite smile

too bad pain makes people change

trust me

i've gone through the same.

"why do you look that way?"

"why are you sad?"

i don't really know.

there's plenty of reasons

i'm not sure which answer in particular you're looking for

don't get attached

my life lesson

i can't unlove you

bring myself back

or return to the present.

if only.

~ 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 ~