𝐒𝐨 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐨 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 🥺🥺

𝐎𝐌𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓

it had been five years since Brandon had passed away and it'd seem like it wasn't actually real like he was still here but he was gone...

The guys had split up, dealing with their grievances alone but for now I was living with Edwin who insisted on letting me live with him.

But it feels like just yesterday that we were all hanging out together-

𝐒𝐈𝐊𝐄!!! 𝐈𝐌 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐓 𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋

𝐍𝐎𝐕𝐀

Brandon wouldn't look at me the same since that night... knowing that it was my fault and he was only trying to help me I decided to stay. But I seemed like now that was the last thing he wanted.

"Hey Brandon." I said enthusiastically as he passed, the scar above his eyebrow was clean and now had a bandaid rested on it. He didn't look at me as he muttered a low "hey" and went inside his room, closing the door behind.

"Hey sista' from anotha'...planet?" Edwin greeted me as he noticed that I was frowning. I didn't mean to make it obvious but I was stating intently at Brandon's closed door and Edwin noticed it.

"What's wrong mamas?" He asked me as I didn't answer I just stood there chewing on my bottom lip in contemplation.

"Huh?"

"He'll be fineeee." He dragged the e trying to emphasize it and make it more believable but I wasn't really buying. "Don't worry about it. He just need time." He said in a promising tone although that was something he could promise.

"Ok!" I faked a smile and a cheery tone as he smiled back matching my energy.. my fake energy.

"There's a party tonight so you can invite your friend Kendall and just relax." Edwin said kindly getting Kennie's name but I didn't worry about that too much, thinking about Brandon still.

"Yayyyy!" I said as happy as I could looking at Edwin and then back at the door.

"Wear something cute." He suggested before winking and walking away.

I stood in my place for a couple second before slowly approaching Brandon's door letting my fist hover over the door. My fist imagined, dreamed even, to knock on the door but unfortunately sometimes dreams don't come true.

I walked away from the door and started getting ready for the party that Id hoped would turn things around.

✯

(this is her outfit)

I walked outside my room hearing loud sounds of fast tempo and blaring music, followed by the sound of screaming people. I looked around the hall to see people in groups of two especially.

Two people were pressed against the wall as their lips pressed against each other back and forth.

One human to compete to eat the other... noted.

I looked further into the hallway realizing that Brandon's door was finally open. My heart sped up as I scrambled trying to find my way to the bedroom seeing if he was in there. I snuck around for no reason as the people around me were minding their business and peaked into the empty room feeling relieved.

I did a little dance waving my hands in the air and stopping immediately as someone passed by me staring. I cleared my throat and decided look for Brandon hoping he'd be in a better mood since it was a party.

I politely moved my way past a couple of people who ignored my presence and just kept dancing. The first familiar face I saw was Kennie as I raced down the stairs past the people and immediately hugged her, squeezing her.

"Hey wassup." She greeted me casually as she looked down at my outfit with wide eyes, "dammnnn, she bodied!!" She said getting hyper as I got confused.

"I don't get how I bodied. What is that??" I asked her as she got as confused as me but for a different reason.

"Do you know what anything mean? What planet you from?" She asked looking at me weirdly.

An easy question to answer!!!

"Yu-" I said before Zion stepped in hesitantly as he still interrupted the conversation. It didn't annoy me, he probably had something important to say.

"Hey..." he said greeting Kennie in a slow and soft voice as she rolled her eyes. Zion realized her disinterest but still smiled at her.

After a while he turned to me and said, "When is your friend Kennie coming? She's kind of late." Zion said as Kennie just stared at him while he looked around the party confused.

"She's right here!!" I said like the kids on Dora when she can't find something. Zion gaped at the girl in front of him who he'd previously admired and most likely still was.

"T-that's her..? I thought she'd be a 60 year old elderly woman." He said honestly as he considered to look at Kennie with awe as she just rolled her eyes.

"Take a picture it'll last longer nigga.." she said folding her arms now before looking at me with aggravation as I giggled at the two of them, bonding!!

"Can I?!!" Zion asked in a high pitched voice, realizing that he'd done it and moving on with his life which was still trying to talk to her.

"No nigga." She said as she laughed instead of showing anymore signs of disgust. He smiled realizing he'd got her to laugh even if it was to mock him. She still felt him starring so she rolled her eyes one more time and started dancing just like everyone else.

I decided to let them have some privacy as I looked around at the people still dancing but to music with a slighter slow tempo and catchy lyrics as they sang along to them. I looked around, hopelessly for Brandon or any other one of the boys but found no one.

Just then my head bumped into something hard that I'd guessed was a wall, looking up to see a person who said nothing a smirked at me. "Sorry!" I said in a loud tone trying to speak over the loud music.

The guy in front of me only leisurely licked his plump lips and looked down at my outfit and then looked back at me, "that's ok." He said. His voice deep and smooth but most of all.. safe.

"You here by yourself?" He asked as I shook my head no although it seemed as if I were.

"What about you?!"

"Nahhh I came here with someone.." he said speaking at just the right volume over the music. He licked his lips again, "might leave here with someone." He trailed off.

"Who?!" I asked as he laughed practically showing off his teeth like it was a talent show. He'd win. He continued to laugh as I laughed with him still wondering who he meant.

"You."

"So are we going to like..Dave and Busters?!" I asked excitedly thinking about the cool commercial I'd seen for it the other day. The guy laughed again, this time longer.

"You're funny." He complimented me still laughing lightly.

"Thank-"

"And cute." He. Licked. His. Lips.

They must taste good!

That's when I felt it. I didn't think I would feel it with anybody besides Brandon but I felt it with this guy, the same warmth in my chest and my heart rate pick up.

"Did you hear me?!" The guy said louder before I realized he had said something and shook my head no with a smile.

"I said my name is Davonte. What's yours?" He asked as I thought about my original, real name, the one given to me at home before I simply said the one given to me here.

"Nova!" I said with a small giggle.

"That's a pretty name Nova." He said getting closer to my face as I felt like I was having a heart attack.

"You have a pretty name too!" I complimented him as he laughed and it felt like it was in slow motion because it lasted in my ears forever.

"Thanks babe." He said as he laughed again which ended with a nonstop grin.

"You're welcome babe!" I said as he laughed again.

We continued talking before I finally saw Brandon standing at the other side of the room, glaring at me. I tried to wave at him but he didn't do anything he just stared at me. "Who's that?" Davonte asked curiously.

"My friend!"

"You sure cuz I don't do threesomes." He said as I became confused.

"Whats that?!" I asked interested.

"That's what I say when people ask me to have one.." he said I chuckled and looked at Brandon who was standing beside Jayla and glaring at me still.

"I'm going to say hi, stay here real quick." I told him as he nodded, licked his lips and watched me leave. I strode over to Brandon who acted like he didn't see me come over.

"Hey Brandon! Hey Jayla!" I greeted both of them as Jayla said hey to me in a sweet tone and Brandon simply nodded at me. He was making me frustrated at this point. He's been making me feel like.. the shit as humans call it. And that's exactly what he said he didn't want me to feel like. Of course I'm ashamed of what I did but he knew the consequences and now he's not dealing with the aftermath.

"Can I talk to you for a sec." I asked Brandon as he mumbled something in return. I yanked him arm and pulled him away from Jayla to a place by the window and a couch where two people sat, talking.

"What's your problem?!" I snapped at him as he looked at me boredly.

"Nothing-"

"It's something cuz you haven't spoken a word to me since that night." I said in a demanding tone I copied from Law & Order. He shrugged.

"I just didn't want to talk." He said lying.

"What was it really?" There was a look in his eye and a twist in his lip at that question as he had an answer but it went away when he shrugged and said.

"Yes it was."

"What was it?"

"It-"

"What was it?"

"I didn't want-"

"What was it!?"

"I love you!" He said in a aggravating voice that was louder than the music as I smiled. Well it wasn't that bad!

"Well duh!!! I love you too!" I said smiling going to give him a hug before he stopped me.

"No.. I love you Nova." He said as it sunk into my mind. Thinking about what he was talking about.

It couldn't be...

"Wait what do you mean?-" I asked as Jayla came around the corner and smiled at the both of us pleasantly.

"Hey!" She said to me and looked at Brandon, "Can we get some drinks?" She asked as I stared at him as he nodded and walked off with her.

What?

𝐈𝐦 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐍𝐨𝐯𝐚 𝐬𝐚𝐝 😔😔😔

𝐎𝐤! 𝐎𝐤! 𝐎𝐤! 𝐖𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐮 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦?! 𝐈𝐭𝐬 𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐳𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐚-

𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐧𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 2 𝐃𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞, 𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐬𝐭 2 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐲 𝐛𝐭𝐰🥵

𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐩 3 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫.. 𝐁 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐍!!! 𝐍𝐨𝐯𝐚 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐁𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧. 𝐌𝐲 𝐝𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐡𝐡𝐡𝐡𝐡

𝐓𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐁𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐫 𝐃𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞????

𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐨𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1939🥵

𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐞!!

𝐁𝐲𝐲𝐲𝐲𝐞𝐞𝐞