03:56 p.m

to: kenma♡
finding things that make you smile is so hard

i saw my therapist again today

she told me that i am doing great

she told me that by telling my friends i shared the burden

and that now i can start improving my health

because my friends are here to help

and yet

where was i

you friend

when you needed help?

she told me to keep looking for things that make me smile

i found two more

my cactus bloomed

i think the blossom is gorgeous. its so incredibly pink!

[blossom.jpeg]

i feel like you would like it.

and the second thing is

the stack of old letters i wrote to my parents.

why would those make me smile? i don't know

my mom brought them to me to read

and in them i told my parents

that i will grow up to be a hero

an ambitious child i was

now i don't even know what i want to be

i have a vague idea

but

not yet

i need to think

about whether i would be able to do it.

kenma tell me

if you were here

what would you like to be?

i would accept anything

you can be whoever you want

as long as you are mine.

delivered.