00:18 a.m

to: kenma♡
i collapsed again today

i just have no appetite

my parents say ive gotten a lot more skinny

maybe i have

i wonder if that's how you felt

locked away in your room

without love, without anyone to lean on

without warmth and without food...

maybe i deserve this

maybe that's how i should feel

maybe that's how you want me to feel

do you... want me to feel like this?

im not sure anymore

all i know is that i can barely type the messages anymore

my fingers are too weak to even press the correct letters anymore

everytime i look back at what you wrote to me

i end up wailing

you said you loved me

that's what you said

so why did you give up?

why did you leave me?

why?

i need to know

so that my heart rests at peace

delivered.