so i've noticed.

my trust issues are through the roof.

tbh , i kinda blame this app. it's toxic and there are so many people pretending to be someone they're not. you know , they'll say one thing and then say something else that completely contradicts the first thing they said. why can't people tell it to me straight ? why are people pretending to like me ? if my online friends met me irl , i have a strong feeling they wouldn't like me. am i fake like everyone else ?

i like to believe i'm not. i try to be genuine , i try to be real. maybe idk what's real abt my personality and what's fake anymore.

when someone tries telling me abt smth , i'm usually skeptical. it's not that i don't believe them or don't want to , i just can't help it. i need proof for everything , and it's exhausting.

anyways. if you have trust issues too , i'm sorry. it's hard to deal with. 

-s.