i think death might actually be coming for me 🙂

lately, i've been feeling like i can't breathe and i've passed out four times in the past two weeks. i've told my mom abt it several times and she says she'll schedule an appointment for the doctor but, oh no, plot twist !! she hasn't yet. instead, she scheduled an appointment for my dentist ?? sis why do i need to go to the dentist if i'm having blackouts and my lungs are on fire liek–

i'm actually pretty scared and idk what to do. my mom told me to "take it easy" but idek what that means. i HAVE been been taking it easy, i've been sitting around watching scooby doo for a week, so idfk.

anyways, i'm thinking of taking this book down and making a spam book. i don't have motivation to write in here. write what this book was made for, i mean. if that even made sense–

sorry for the double update today 😬

don't forget to stream go live when it drops 😌

-s.