i just love homophobes!!

do you hear the sarcasm dripping from my words. do you

you would think, if you had a child, that you'd support it unconditionally. after all, that's sort of the unspoken promise you make when you conceive, is it not? you keep that child from harm.

it's baffling how that goes flying out the window when the kid isn't how you want it to be.

that's kind of what's happening right now? at least, not to me, but to someone important to me. she isn't technically my girlfriend- i broke it off in january officially, because it was taking a toll on me that i just couldn't deal with anymore.

in march, we sort of got together again. no labels, but it was whatever. we've been like that since, until last night when her mom told her that, if she wanted to date a girl, she wasn't getting her tuition paid.

i'm on the phone with her and she's asleep i think (she can't talk in case her mom hears), but i just had to yap about this somewhere. it's literally her 18th birthday tomorrow and this is what she has to deal with.

it's so upsetting and i think this is going to be the end for good. i would rather her choose her education over me.

anyways. i'm just at a loss. this blows. like, a lot.