A/N ; FIRST SONG CHAPTER YUP YUP

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"You know who I miss?" I asked out loud as I mixed lemonade in the big pitcher. The ice hitting against the glass making a clinking sound.

"Hmm." Louis spoke up as he was washing the dishes behind me. Willie sat on the kitchen island chair scrolling through on his phone.

"Kuya." I sighed. Placing the wooden spoon into the sink, giving Louis a sweet smile which he returned.

Willie then decided to talk, "He said that this week is his last week filming so he'll be home after that." Taking a sip of the lemonade.

I leaned against the counter, "But we should visit him yeah? I mean he went to our set a lot of the time."

"But he's a loser who had nothing better to do." Louis pitched in. I scowled at him for calling kuya a loser, but then again he wasn't wrong.

"We should visit him today then. Drop by the set, see how he's doing, put a face on those cast mates of his." Willie replied putting the cup into the sink just as Louis turned off the faucet.

"Okay Yay! Hurry up guys!" I told them, putting the pitcher into the fridge and grabbing my phone from the counter making my way to the front door.

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"Should we get some food? Boba?" I asked the guys. I put my hand on top of Louis's to change the gear.

I felt Louis scoff next to me, shifting his body in his seat. "Can we not go to the usual? I don't want to see that kid."

I looked at Willie through the rearview mirror. We smirked at each other.

"Bryan's gonna get hurt." Willie said.

Louis rolled his eyes and gripped the shift tighter. "I don't care, Bryan won't know."

"Fine, to make you happy then." I pinched Louis's cheeks beside me, putting a grin on my face.

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"I miss Bryan. He never called us by our names." I told them, popping the straw into the cup and taking a sip.

"For the three shitheads. For the three shitheads." Willie and Louis recited in unison when I started the car.

"Lou connect my phone, I'm gonna play my playlist. The radio's been having sad songs lately." I handed Louis my phone, as he connected it to the cord.

"Sad songs? They've just been playing dayglow more now." I felt a pang my chest. "Yeah sad songs." I muttered underneath my breath.

At a red light, I scrolled through my playlists and looking for the best one. Finally choosing one, I pressed shuffle.

"It's a green light darling." Louis told me placing his hand back onto the gear shift. I snapped my head up, tossing my phone onto his lap as the song started.

The familiar voice of Niki rang through my ears.

I guess this is a bitter end I didn't see coming
And I'm havin' a little bit of trouble accepting, too
I don't know what to say to you
There's nothing I can do to reset your point of view
We both said this was just physical
Well, one of us lied, can't set feelings aside, truth be told, yeah
You asked to see me once again at half past ten
I got nervous, so I got faded, made things complicated

I started to sing, trying to match Niki's pitch.

I'm sorry for the stupid sh- I said
You ordered fun, I served you threats
It's probably good you left 'cause I finally admit

I took a deep breath, raising my voice a bit.

I like you, I like you, I like you
Sorry, I never meant to
But who're we kidding, it wasn't like I had a say
One look at you and I won't have it any other way
I want you, I want you, I want you
I want you to want me, too
I know that I signed up for this casually
But I fell for your tricks, I'm the casualty

As I drove us down the street, I couldn't help but notice the boys were quiet beside me.

Can we just reset, restart and then replay?
Take me back to when all
You wanted was to love on me everyday, yeah
I like you, I like you, I like you
Words I will never hear from you
Wishing I could turn back the hands of time
To when I feel your hands on me
And your lips on mine

My body felt tingly as I imagined Louis's hands on me and his lips on mine. Just like Niki says.

I know that that was too much the last time you saw me
And I don't blame you for getting over everything so easy
But I just can't seem to figure you out
You got that mystery
Good God, how kiss me
Didn't think it'd be distress galore
Thought I just wanted you there
Wish your hands in my hair
But I craved more
And you just wanted rock 'n roll, no heart and soul
And I knew that from the beginning
So why don't I feel like I'm winning?

A/N ; gosh damn this is a long ass song wtf

Ladies and gentlemen, I'm the joke
The punchline that got too old
It's killing me to see you gone 'cause I never told you

I smiled starting the next verse. It was always my favorite. Something about confessing your lust to someone in a song always seems to be the cutest thing.

I like you, I like you, I like you
Sorry, I never meant to
But who're we kidding, it wasn't like I had a say
One look at you and I won't have it any other way
I want you, I want you, I want you
I want you to want me, too
I know that I signed up for this casually
But I fell for your tricks, I'm the casualty

I moved my free hand around as I sang, teasing Louis beside me as I cupped his cheek, not facing him because I was still driving.

Can we just reset, restart and then replay
Take me back to when all
You wanted was to love on me everyday, yeah
I like you, I like you, I like you
Word I will never hear from you
Wishin' I could turn back the hands of time
To when I feel your hands on me
And your lips on mine

Something about you makes me difficult
But that makes us even 'cause you're top of the charts
Egotistical, it's so typical
For me to fall for your kind
But, oh God, I wish you were mine

A/N ; did yall know the face claim for ami can actually fucking sing ?? LIKE SHES SO GOOD. there's a video on her instagram of her singing like i want you by giveon and i love it so much.

I like you, I like you, I like you
Sorry, I never meant to (Sorry)
But who're we kidding, it wasn't like I had a say
One look at you and I won't have it any other way
I want you, I want you, I want you
I want you to want me, too
Would it be a stress if I asked you to try again?
I'll be patient, I swear I'll even count to ten
One, two, three, four, five
F- it

Can we just reset, restart and then replay (Replay)
Take me back to when all
You wanted was to love on me everyday, yeah
I like you, I like you, I like you
Words I will never hear from you
Wishin' I could turn back the hands of time
To when I like you was only just a secret
Crime

Yeah, uh

I sipped on the boba at a red light turning to smile at the boys. Both their mouths hung open.

"What the fuck." Willie spat out. I looked at them confused.

"What?" I shrugged my shoulders at them, the next song starting to play.

"You sing so fucking good." Louis said, his mouth open as he finished the sentence.

"Close your guys mouth. Nasty." I commented, as the red turn to green. "Is this it?" I turned a corner to see a bunch of trailers set up near a school.

"Should be. This is the address Tim sent me." Willie said as I pulled into a parking space.

"Louis bring Kuya's drink pretty please." I said to him as I climbed out of the car.

"Are we not gonna acknowledge your singing back there?" Louis jogged up to Willie and I as we walked towards a security guard.

"You act like you've never heard me sing before." I rolled my eyes at him. "Hi, we're here to visit Timothée Chalamet, where can we get our badges?" Willie spoke to the guard, he then directed us towards the right way.

"Okay but nothing like that. Please sing more." Louis said continuing the conversation.

I ignored him as I went onto my tippy toes searching through the flood of people for a head of curly hair.

"Help me find Kuya and I will." I told the two, Louis's head immediately moving as he looked through the people as well. I noticed Willie staying still as he sipped on his drink.

"LIL TIMMY TIM...YUH!" Willie yelled all of a sudden, making my body shake with the noise. A bunch of heads toward our way with confused looks, but over all of that we heard someone force a groaning sound, making Willie smirk and walk ahead.

"Found him." Willie called out. Louis and I laughed as we followed him.

"Coming in live from G25!" Willie continued as we came to the side of Timmy whose head was in his hands. A pained look on his face.

"Please stop, I beg you, before anyone else hears." Timmy begged as he grabbed his drink from Louis. "Thank you for the drink by the way." He nodded his head at me.

I gave him a hug as he made space for me on the chair we shared. His arm hung over my shoulder. The familiarity made me miss him even more.

The boys and him were deep in conversation when I noticed a slightly pink haired girl came into view. Studying her face, my stomach dropped.

Holy fucking shit.

"Tim!" The girl cried out as Kuya beside me got up to greet the girl. My face still in shock.

After they let go, Kuya introduced us.

"Sersh this is Willie and Louis, I live with them, along with Ami here, my-"

"Ading." Saoirse finished for him. My heart did jumps as I heard her attempt to try tagalog words. Also at the fact Kuya talks about me to his coworkers, especially to thee Saoirse Ronan.

"Hi-Hello, I'm Azami, you can call me Ami. Nice to meet you." I shook her hand, my eyes looking directly at her.

She's so hot. Bi-panic.

"Hi Ami, I'm Saoirse. Nice to meet you as well." Her thick irish accent giving me weak knees.

"I know...I love you in the lovely bones. You're amazing." I gawked at her, as I noticed the boys stifle their laughs behind her as she gave me a smile.

"Aw thank you. I heard you have your own movie coming out soon. Can't wait to see it." She said to me before turning back to Kuya. "Greta wants us back on set, we're about to film a scene."

Kuya turned to us, "You guys are free to watch or you can chill in my trailer, someone can guide you to it."

"We'll watch, we're gonna catch up to you guys in a bit." I butted in before Kuya and Saoirse left.

I took deep breaths as I sat down, patting down my warm cheeks.

"You were so star struck." Willie confessed staring at me. I threw him a glare.

"That was thee Saoirse Ronan, of course I was fucking star struck." I ended the conversation as I took a sip of my boba. My mind wandering as the image of Saoirse sitting in a theater watching my movie.

A/N

okay crappy chapter but i was kinda having writers block today. legit spent hours redoing my book descriptions, fixing the chapters for my oneshots book (WHICH YOU ALL SHOULD CHECK OUT) and redoing my titles LOL

anyways today i'm back at online school so sorry if my chapters don't come out as often or my oneshots but please patient with me

as always, please eat and drink water, hope you all have a wonderful day, LOVE YOU <3

ALSO THANK YOU FOR 70K OMG <33

- jules

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