a/n I love 18 w half my heart bc its reminding me of how my life is becoming but what I love more is my little drabbles book in my drafts which is literslly my life but as a gay ff bc jikook r literslly me n my boyfriend plus theres a lot of weed

ALSO BITCHES if it wasnt clear unlike char im not single anymore tell me if u want the story

also sry that the authors note was lowk longer than the chapter ENJOY PLS I WROTE THIS WHILE I WAS STONED SO JUST APPRECIATE IT FOR WHAT IT IS

"Just hypothetically." Jihyun starts, breaking the silence as he cuddles up against Taehyung. "Would you be down to fuck before you leave?"

"Why do I feel like this isn't exactly hypothetical?" Taehyung asks.

"Just tell me." Jihyun urges, and Taehyung grins.

"Definitely. You?"

"Mhm. And hypothetically speaking, how big is your di-"

"We both know it's not hypothetical, and it's bigger than yours."

Jihyun flushes a bright red, coughing into his first.

"Good to know. Get it, I guess. So... do you have time some night, or... "

Taehyung laughs, bending down to kiss Jihyun's forehead.

"Friday night, my place?"

"Sounds good." Jihyun responds, and Taehyung can feel him tense up a little.

"Are you nervous? You're a virgin, right?"

"Uh-huh. I'm just wondering... like, a lot could go wrong, right? Like, what if I accidentally choke on your dick and throw up? Or what if I piss by accident cause there's pressure on my dick or something? What if one of us needs to go to the bathroom? Who's top and who's bottom? Can we just do sideways if we can't agr- Actually, forget I said that. Anyways, what if you get stuck and I have your dick inside of me forever? I mean, it doesn't sound horrible but I have my SATs in October, so would we need to get it surgically- Yeah, not gonna finish that thought. And what if-"

Taehyung looks amused as he brushes Jihyun's bangs from his forehead.

"Babe, calm down. Your situations are concerning as fuck, by the way, like, I don't even want to think about how you came up with them, but they probably won't happen. I've done this plenty of times, not a lot of things go wrong most of the time. It can be awkward, but it's fine, really."

"... Still. What if I need to p-"

"I won't laugh, and I'll say it's my kink." Taehyung responds, and Jihyun shrugs.

"Sounds freaky, but sure."

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Jimin's world is slowly collapsing. Call him dramatic, but even now, twenty-four hours later, he feels as embarrassed as that one time he walked in on his parents having the dryest sex ever.

Sitting in Jungkook's lap again, Jimin only half heartedly kisses him back, his mind replaying the words running through his head last time.

I love you.

Ugh, that's so fucking embarrassing.

"Jimin?" Jungkook mutters in. between kisses.

Eyes wide, Jimin looks at him, frantically scanning the room for an exit. "Yeah?"

"You okay?"

"Of course I am!" Jimin answers, way too quickly. "I mean, I'm great. Fine. Perfectly fine. Everything's fine."

Jungkook raises an eyebrow. "You sure?"

"Yeah," Jimin answers with a sigh. "I was just thinking about something."

"About what?"

"Nothing!" Jimin shrieks.

Looking concerned, Jungkook pulls Jimin into a hug, gently tracing patterns on his back.

"Did I do something wrong?"

"You didn't." Jimin reassures him, trying to calm himself down.

"Alright. Tell me if you want to talk about anything."

"Mhm, I will."

Yeah, I probably won't. Jimin decides.

"Talking is too much effort though, let's just fuck or something." Jimin suggests, waiting for Jungkook's reaction.

As expected, Jungkook laughs quietly, but nods and Jimin changes his position, getting down on all fours.

Wait...what if we actually love each other?

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"Hey." Taehyung says, running a hand through his hair sheepishly after having been silent until they're both in Taehyung's bedroom.

"Hi, welcome to Chili's!" Jihyun responds, a look of regret crossing his face instantly. "Pretend I never said that."

Taehyung grimaces. "I will. I think my dick got soft because of that."

"You're implying it was hard earlier, so I'll take it as a compliment."

Taehyung laughs, and he pulls Jihyun closer by his waist, and Jihyun can feel his bulge pressing against his thigh as Taehyung presses their lips together. He kisses him softly, smiling at the way Jihyun moans into his mouth and returns the kiss.

Taehyung's hands move from his waist lower, giving Jihyun's ass a light slap and the latter moans in return, pulling away breathless.

"So, how are we doing this?" Jihyun asks as Taehyung falls back to the bed, pulling the younger onto his lap.

"Are you still sure-"

"Tae, I didn't wax my fucking asshole for nothing, and I'm never doing that again so you better appreciate it. It hurt like a bitch and may I tell you, that was extremely traumatizing. But seriously, I'm ready."

Taehyung laughs, and Jihyun adjusts his position on his lap, unknowingly grinding on him and positioning himself so that his ass is right on top of Taehyung's bulge.

"Seriously, how are we gonna do this?" Jihyun asks, and Taehyung scrunches up his nose a little.

"I really want to eat your ass."

"You better, I don't do squats every day for nothing." Jihyun retorts, ignoring the blush that creeps up his cheeks.

Taehyung hums contently, kissing the bare skin on the younger's collarbone lightly.

He trails more soft, wet kisses down his chest, hitching his shirt up to reach his pierced navel, tongue flicking down his toned stomach. Jihyun doesn't exactly have Jungkook-style six-pack abs, but his he's lean with toned arms and a slender waist, muscular calves from soccer practice and, God, that ass, those thighs that are wrapped around Taehyung's waist, heels digging into his back.

Soft lips connect with Taehyung's as Jihyun pulls his head up with one finger, the other hand on Taehyung's broad shoulders.

"Baby?" Taehyung asks, and Jihyun pulls his head away, looking up at him through long lashes.

"Mhm?"

"Can I take your shirt off?"

"God, yes."

Taehyung smiles as he tugs Jihyun's shirt off, kissing down his body as he does so. His lips stop at the thin fabric of the younger's shorts, and he looks up at him for permission.

Jihyun nods quickly, and in a matter of seconds, his shorts are discarded somewhere on the floor.

"Tell me to stop if it's too much." Taehyung reminds him, squeezing one thigh lightly.

"I will."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes?"

"Really sure?"

"Eat my ass right fucking now or I'll go home."

Taehyung rolls his eyes playfully, and slaps his thigh lightly, a glint in his eyes as he sees the way Jihyun bucks his hips up at that, eyes wide.

"Get on your hands and knees." Taehyung orders, and Jihyun frowns.

"Don't you want to-" He gestures at the light blue lace panties he's wearing, that he may or may not have bought on Amazon while drunk with Seokjin, and Taehyung shakes his head.

"You'll see."

Jihyun decides not to question it and positions himself, perking his ass up a little.

"Jihyun?" Taehyung asks. "Baby?"

"Mhm?"

"You're, like, the prettiest person I've ever seen."

"No, you."

"No, you."

"No, you-"

Jihyun falls silent, letting out a soft whimper, when Taehyung bends over, lightly caressing the back of his thighs, his mouth barely inches away from his hole.

Jihyun notes that Taehyung is a tease, mouthing at the back of his thighs and right next to his hole, then places a kiss on top of it and continues trailing wet kisses back down to his crotch area, which is already staining the pale lace with pre-come.

The younger curses softly, pushing his hips back as Taehyung mouths at his hard cock through the thin fabric, tongue flicking against him teasingly and Jihyun bites down on his lower lip to avoid letting out any sound.

Once Taehyung deems himself finished, pressing a final kiss to his quivering thighs, he pulls away quickly, pulling Jihyun's underwear down to his thighs.

Jihyun expects him to lean back in, but Taehyung just stares at him, running a hand through his already-messy dark locks, eyes trained on his pale thighs, muscular calves and the way his hole is fluttering in the most obscene way possible, cock rock-hard and begging for attention.

"You're so pretty." Taehyung whispers, and Jihyun can't help but flush at the praise, a dusty rose colour settling on his cheeks.

"Are you gonna stick your tongue up my asshole anytime soon?" Jihyun asks, and Taehyung laughs.

"Please don't say it that way."

"Oh, apologies, let your warm, soft tongue explore the depths of my hot cavern?"

"Better." Taehyung jokes, and he bends back down before Jihyun can make another comment, letting his tongue brush around Jihyun's hole. Finally, he pushes his tongue past the ring of muscle and almost moans himself once he hears the little gasp Jihyun makes.

Jihyun moans softly once Taehyung prods at his walls a little further, licking up some of the slick gathering up as he does so. His tongue can only brush the spots right next to his prostate, even as he pushes in so deep that his nose is touching Jihyun's soft, vanilla scented skin, but it comes off as more teasing and Jihyun has to let out a whimper as he flicks his tongue lightly, the small movements going straight to his cock.

Taehyung seems to like Jihyun's reaction and continues flicking his tongue inside of him, licking around his walls in the most obscene manner, and he steadies himself by holding onto Jihyun's thighs before he pulls out to catch his breath.

"You taste good." Taehyung remarks, as if he's commenting on the weather and not the taste of his pre-cum.

And before Jihyun can respond (which he wasn't exactly planning on doing seeing that he has a raging hard-on to the point that the only thing on his mind is getting fucked), Taehyung practically dives back in, fast pace contrasting to the soft flicks of his tongue earlier as he starts to properly eat the younger out.

Jihyun is almost in tears, head swimming with pleasure as he rocks his hips back, fucking himself on Taehyung's tongue and occasionally cursing and letting out moans.

He's sensitive, having prepped himself earlier and he's pretty sure Taehyung can tell as he focuses more on teasing him and stretching him out a little more. When he pulls away again, he runs a finger over his hole, wetting the digit with the pre-cum practically spilling from him and adds the wet fingers alongside his tongue as he pushes back in.

Jihyun can feel Taehyung curl the single finger inside of him, curling right against his prostate and he whimpers, too heated and needy to be embarrassed of the high-pitched sounds escaping his lips.

"Can I keep going?" Taehyung prompts, gently running the two fingers across the younger's walls, focused on stretching him out.

"Yeah," Jihyun pants. "Go for it."

Taehyung hums quietly, scissoring him open and quickly bends down, licking up some of the pre-cum as he reaches for the lube. Harsh pants and broken moans all spill out of Jihyuns mouth when Taehyung eagerly traces his rim with his tongue, smiling when he pulls away.

"You don't look like you'll last very long." Taehyung comments teasingly.

"Shut up." Jihyun huffs, squeezing his eyes shut as Taehyung adds a third finger, twisting his digits around to make space for the fourth.

Taehyung looks amused but wordlessly finishes prepping his boyfriend, his free hand resting on Jihyun's waist. Leaning over to press a few reassuring kisses on Jihyun's neck, Taehyung gently pulls his fingers out.

Jihyun looks over his shoulder, watching Taehyung lube up his cock. Seeing it in person really makes him grateful that Tae spent that much time prepping him.

"Just so you know," Taehyung starts."It's never too late to back out, if-"

"I'm feeling uncomfortable, I should tell you, I know." Jihyun finishes. "I want this, so don't worry."

Reassured, Taehyung pulls Jihyun's hips a bit closer to himself, positioning his dick right in front of Jihyun's hole.

"Brace yourself," Taehyung whispers, before he slides in.

Jihyun nods, gripping the bedsheets tighter when Taehyung enters him, his eyes squeezed shut as he allows himself to get accustomed.

It feels surprisingly nice, Jihyun muses. Honestly thought it would hurt more.

"You can move now, I think I'm ready." Jihyun tells him, spreading his legs a bit further.

Taehyung nods, slowly pulling his cock a few centimeters out, before he slides in completely, moaning at the feeling. Fucking him at a relatively moderate pace.

"Harder." Jihyun gasps, and Taehyung pauses.

"It's gonna hurt-".

"I know." Jihyun says quickly. "But I, um, like it rough. Don't be scared of hurting me. Seriously, go as hard on me as you can. "

"You're really not gonna last that long," Taehyung teases when he slams back into him, a pleased moan slipping past Jihyun's lips.

"Shut up." Jihyun retorts, but Taehyung doesn't miss the small smile tugging at his lips, his words followed by a quiet gasp.

Laughing softly, Taehyung bends down, pressing a lingering kiss on the back of his neck.

"I love you." he whispers.

"I love you too," Jihyun replies, twisting his head to look him straight in the eye. "So, so much."

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