ACT ONE.

repress repress repress.

is my existence a sin?
i don't want to ruin things between us.
what if everyone finds out?
i don't even cross his mind.
you aren't supposed to feel this way about your friend.
am i predator?
am i unnatural?
am i faking it?
what if he doesn't feel the same way?
i am nothing special to him.
he deserves better than me.
i don't want to get hurt.
i don't want to hurt him.
is this wrong?
am i wrong?

god, he's so beautiful.

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