im living like,,, a relatively normal life now?

it's fucking weird, i'll tell you that-
i have friends who actually care about me, im confident in myself, im even kinda popular-? for a freshman that is, but it's w e i r d-

im single, and im good with it?? i know of a couple people who like me,, and im flattered, and exited to see whatever happens, but im content being alone for a while

im trying to keep my grades up without stressing myself, and i think im doing ok! i have a's, b's, and a c, and those are the best grades i've had in a damn while and it's cause of my mental health!!

ive been going through a lot of self discovery the last few months, and im genuinely happy the majority of the time

and im getting better at responding to feeling upset too; being upset used to freak me out cause i'd think i'd go back to my old (very bad) mental state and wouldn't be able to get out. but now, i'll be upset, and then shake it off later that day or in the morning! i feel really capable!

im also getting more sleep!! ive only had one day of i think 30 minutes of sleep this past month, and i got 6+ hours all the other days! sleep meditation and hypnosis youtube videos have helped me a lot with sleep, i recommend it if hyperactivity is your main problem like me

im getting back into a self care routine (brushing my teeth, showering, putting stuff in my hair to help my curls stay controlled, etc), and im really proud of myself! i struggle with doing simple tasks a lot, and i think im getting better!

that's all! positivity my dudes!