love my baby mirai

uHHhuh also-

my choir performance is this friday, and we were just placed for one of our songs
a few stronger singers from different choirs at our school are gonna be added for support- including my crush—

and he's been placed directly behind me—

so we'll be around each other for tech and asfjjfjj
i wanna say something but im 90% sure he's straight and has a girlfriend but everyone i ask has no clue?? so im praying he's bi and single or something??

im both extremely excited and terrified to introduce myself but hey,, i'll probably pussy out anyway-

ive been waiting to say hello until i know his sexuality, but as i said, nobody fucking knows man—
(leave it to me to fall for the only straight dude at my school) so i don't know if i should say hi?? i mean i want to really bad bro- but im so nervous—