I don't really recall what happened after the kiss, all I know is that we were kissing for way to long and we were both craving for it to turn into something more but I have no idea why we didn't do it. I ended staying at Aidens house, we were both still in the closet, the carpet was soft and thick enough to sleep. The whole time I was resting my head on Aiden.

But when I woke up, it was just me.

Why did I expect to wake up next to him? He probably left half way through the night to go to his own room. Fuck. My head is starting to hurt so much from all the alcohol I consumed.

I get up and quickly and quietly leave his lake house. There was no sign of him and to my surprise everything was nice and tidy.

"Where have you been?" I hear my mothers voice as soon a I enter our lake house.

"Just went out for a morning walk."

"But you look like death." She points out. My hairs a mess and I got drool on the corner of my mouth. "And you got something that looks like bruises... but we all know that they are something else." She shakes her head and continues feeding Mabel.

Confused, I look at my body and see a bunch of hickeys on my neck and shoulder.

"No. They're definitely bruises." I say with a straight face before heading back to my room, where I see Tia reading a book. "What you reading?"

After a long pause she says. "The Qur'an, it's the holy book in Islam." She smiles before reading again.

I just nod my head out of respect before heading to the shower with some clean clothes.
•••
Everyone was busy today so I decided to go back to the mall and buy my party dress. The pastel blue was a must, it just looked too beautiful to not buy.

"Should've gotten the one I chose the other day." I hear a very familiar voice creep up on me behind. I turn to see Aiden, he's wearing black knee length shorts and a black tee. He looks so handsome. He's peeking through my Zara bag which displays the dress I brought. "It would've been easier to take off you."

"I told you Aiden, your not taking any clothes off me." I stare at him blankly as I make my way towards Victoria Secrets.

"You weren't saying no yesterday." He smirks.

"I was under the influence of alcohol." I argue back. I really didn't fight back but he tasted so amazing and I've never felt like that before.

"Yeah, sure." He says, his voice sounding very monotone. "Why are you even buying a slutty dress like that?"

What the fuck?

"I'm sorry? Are you in your period because your mood swings are something that I don't want to handle." I tell him, rolling my eyes. "I can but what ever slutty dress I want. Matter in fact, the dress you chose was much more sluttier." I say, making it clear as possible. How dare he ask me something like that.

He just shakes his head and I walk off without him into Victoria Secret which to my dismay, he walks behind me. "Mercy!" He shouts my name as we enter the store and I'm at awe with the new lace sets.

"What do you want Aiden?"

"I'm sorry for being like that." He rubs the back of his neck. "I just get a bit aggy.. when.. I don't have it.. for a long time."

"Have what?" I question him, confused with where he's going with this.

"Have... you know." He murmurs, looking around him to make sure no one is listening. I just stare at him, raising my eyebrows. "I get aggy when I don't have sex."

"WHAT THE FUCK!" I exclaim. Which unfortunately but expected, everyone looks towards us which I just give back a sheepish smile back. "Your actually sex-obsessed?" I whisper.

"Yes Mercy, I'm fucking addicted to it." He whispers back to me. "And now that I've fucking kissed you.. twice.. I can't stop thinking about sex. With you." He admits. Searching my face for a response but I don't know how to react, yeah sure both of the kiss was fucking amazing and it made me have crazy thoughts about him but isn't this way too soon? "The only thing is... I don't have sex with virgins. So that's why I don't want to get my hopes high because for all I know you probably never fucked a guy before."

Oh. He doesn't have sex with virgins, I'm a virgin. So guess his hopes are high.

"Oh, well.." I trail off, I don't want to tell him I've never fucked anyone before because I am very tempted to have sex with him. I need to do my research about him. "Maybe you should check yourself out, for all I know you might have a std." I say, clearing the subject from me.

He just rolls his eyes, before getting his phone out to occupy himself whilst I buy myself some sets. I picked out a nice dark brown laced one, a light blue one, of course a deep red one and I had to pick out the green one, which had nice frills on the thong unlike the others. And I also just brought myself a 3 pack of regular bras and underwear, in black, white and grey. In total I brought 7 new pairs but hygiene is very important.

Aiden still seemed at bit moody when we left but I can't promise my self that I'll have sex with him and plus he probably would steer away from fucking me since I'm a virgin.

We both separated our ways when we reached our lake house. But as I was packing my stuff and getting all my birthday things ready I could hear moaning coming from the other side of my wall, indicating that Aiden had brought a girl over to have sex.

Can't stop thinking about me, but fucks other girls?

Wow. Modern love.