I don't know how long we stayed like that, maybe hours. I didn't want to think about it. I just wanted to be in his warm embrace. It was the only thing I wanted, the comfort, that consolation I could feel when I was near him. His warmth was the only cure for the pain I was suffering. I need him to heal my scars. I was breathing, leaning on his chest, not wanting to let go of him. It felt like ages, but I still don't want to let go,

Because I still want you

After spending hours shedding tears and being in his comfortable embrace, my finally loosened my grip on him, sniffling and letting out a long deep sigh. I didn't know where I was looking at, but still, I talked,

"What happened to me?" I asked him. But he didn't answered me. He was more eager about bringing me back to a stable physical state,

"First you have to eat something, It's been two weeks since you were unconscious," I gasped, hearing his words as I couldn't believe what he was saying.

Two weeks? I've been two weeks like this? That's a long time,

"Are we in the hospital?"

"No Y/n, we are in our hiding place," Jungkook said heaving a soft sigh. So I was right, only we two are here, no one else. He talked making me distracted from my thoughts,

"Wait here ok, don't walk, your wound is still healing," he hovered over me and helped me to lie down on the mattress. He kept the pillows behind my head as a support and left me alone for a while.

The pain of the wound was much more bearable now. I felt the heat of the blood under the bandage. Even it stung a little from inside as I moved my body, I was tolerable enough to take it.

I heard Jungkook's footsteps coming inside the room again in few minutes. The bed slightly plunged as he flopped on the mattress. "Here, I made this every day hoping you will wake up. Finally, you are awake," my heart fluttered as he speaks, feeling both sad and happy at the same time. He was waiting for me, everyday, no one has ever waited for me,

I felt that my eyes were again getting watery with my emotions."Jungkook," I mumbled his name trying to stop the tears from leaving my orbits. His thumb reached my face to efface my tears away,

"Stop crying now, save those tears for the future. And I didn't waste them, I ate them for dinner," He softly chuckled. I couldn't help but to smile  at his statement, letting out a chuckle. He never changes.

I heard a spoon colliding with a ceramic bowl. One of his hands grabbed my chin in a soft manner to hold me while the other one inched  the spoon to my lips. The fresh smell of the dish made my stomach grumble with hunger. I chewed the first bite, tasting it. It was the first thing I tasted after weeks. Even it was little bit salty, it was perfect,

"It may be not good as Jin hyung's food, but I'm sure that it's not that bad,"

"It's not bad," I said with a small smile before taking the next bite. Little by little I managed to swallow down the food, filling my empty sack with edibles. Jungkook dabbed the corner of my lips with a napkin after he fed me, carefully and delicately like he was holding a baby.

Jungkook is different.

His behaviour wasn't the same as usual. The grumpy attitudes were gone. He was the one who used to tease me all twenty-four hours the day and he was the one who always acted rude towards me. But this wasn't him at all. He was soft and caring.

"What are you thinking about?" he queried me in a mild tone.

"Did you damage your brain after the incident or something?" I asked the guy who was curious about my thoughts.

"What?Why?" His words were stunned. I let out a small chuckle.

"Nothing, it's just because you are actually caring for me," he snorted at my answer.

"Haha..very funny, am I not allowed to be nice? and I'm trying to be a gentleman here cause you are a girl," he muttered. Old Jungkook is back,

My body was still too weak to stand up alone. The legs didn't budge to move. Whole day I stayed in bed since I was enable to walk. After having the porridge that Jungkook made, I was feeling better than before. Sometimes, I blinked hard with a little hope that was buried deep inside me, with a little hope that it might turn to normal again. No matter how hard or how many times I blink, it was no use at all.

I'm blind as a bat

But he was here all the time, Jungkook was next to me, not leaving my side. He kept changing my saline solution and feeding me with different kinds of semi solid sustenance that made my body stronger. He was ready to talk about what happened after he acquiesced that I'm mentally stable,

"It's because of the poison, it spread all over your body. Jin hyung's treatments stopped you infecting further ,but the poison had already gone into your veins,"

I just sighed. He continued talking,

"Hyung was able to stop it before it reached your heart," his voice was quiet, "What happened after I fainted?" I inquired him.

"I took you here, it wasn't safe to take you to the hospital cause Ki Sung's men are everywhere, So I called a doctor to this place. He said he can't be sure about your life," His voice fainted, I could hear him gulping with anxiety.

"What do you mean?" I widened my eyes even I couldn't see anything.

"Y/n, actually, you had less forty percent of probability to live. The doctor visited here every day with the nurse. They were giving up hope after a week," he paused for a moment, "They said that it was too late," I felt like something heavy was placed on my chest. I gulped the lump in my throat that prevented me from talking.

"You- You didn't leave me?"

"No," he took my hand and squeezed it "I was here, I was here every minute even they said that, I knew you would make it," I could feel him beaming at me. No one has ever trusted me. No one has ever believed me that I could do something. But he did, Jungkook believed in me,

I could've died. But for some reason, I kept living. Because he was with me all the time when I was in a struggle between death and life. I lived because,

There was someone that wanted me to live.

With the emotions overflowing me, I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him near me.

"Yah, what's this for?" he wiggled with sudden action. But without letting him go, I rested my head on his shoulder. I whispered in to his ears,

"Thank you and sorry," he stopped squirming and became silence. A fat teardrop escaped from the corner of my eyes.

"Thank you for saving my life Jungkook, and I'm sorry,  I'm so sorry because I am the one who ruined your life" I tried to hold the all the sniffling as I talked, "You lost your family because of me, I know you've gone through a lot, and I made it worse,"  The heart-throbbing gristle was bringing me guilt and pain every second. I felt like I want to pull out my heart. It was that painful.

"I wish I was never born," I turned the pain into words. Jungkook quietly listened to me, letting me talk all the sorrows that were haunting me,

"I wish you guys never met me. Look what I have done, I only made everyone's lives miserable," My voice along with sobs, echoed in the room. I felt his hand caressing my back, pulling me closer to him,

"Not everyone's Y/n," his breathed in to me. I blinked, being astonished by his statement. What does he mean by that?

"You saved my life that day, It was me who was supposed to get stabbed, I am the one who is supposed to go through this pain, not you, why did you do that for me?" I stopped my sobs as he inquired me. I immersed in my thoughts with his words.

"Why y/n, Why?" He asked again, mumbling, letting out a deep sigh. My mind suddenly ran through the flash of memories.

I will tell you why Jungkook...

I recollected how fast I reacted when I sensed that he was in danger. It was like an adrenaline rush. Fear of losing him was setting me to panic and anxiety. In the midst of saving Jungkook, I didn't thought twice before jumping at that man.

Why did I do that?

Because I could give my life for him. I wanted him to live even it would cause mine to take away instead of Jungkook's life. I found answers to the questions that bothered me all this time.

I was unable to verbalize the hopeless dream in my heart till that moment.

But now, I understand it,

The place you gave me is still, Where my heart entrusted.

I'll give my everything for you Jeon Jungkook...

Because I'm eternally in love with you.

You are the one who made me feel alive all the time. You are the one who made my heart race that, making me butterflies whenever you gazed at me, the one who made my pathetic life full of energy. Both the sun and the moon that kept lighting up my life.

My world was all monochrome and cold before I met you.

The love story has begun ❤️

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