The Alcohol🍀

My eyes didn't let go of his figure, eyes wide and wide. My lips trembling, My heart beating till My throat and I can feel it. I can feel it. I can feel the fear, My whole body went numb. He is staring back at me. Fuck. It's actually him. He didn't forget me. I knew he could never, But it still surprised me that he didn't. I want him to hit amnesia. I want him to remember me.

He waved at the crowd, Covering a great area in this backyard. His eyes are still on me. I feel the burn of them in my heart. He knows he is looking at me. He knows he started walking where his bodyguards are guiding him. He's in sense. And I'm not. Emma held my arms, caressed them. Asked if I'm okay and what happened? And why am I not speaking? And what's wrong. But I kept my eyes on his back as he walked and walked and then disappeared into the building I've been working from the last few hours. I want to run away. I want to hide. I don't want anyone to know my face, My name. Jimin. My hands shakily slid in the pocket of my office pants. They are brown in colour with the combination of wine colour tight shirt which is tugged in my pants. The sleeves are rolled up till my elbow. I scrolled and scrolled and then stared at his contact ID. “My bae” is what his number is saved as. “What's actually wrong, Y/n?” She asked again. I looked at her. There is a frown and I know she's worried. I looked down at my phone again. Should i call him? Should i tell him Taehyung is here? Taehyung is my fucking boss? “No..” I whispered.

Emma's hand tightens on my back in a more protective way than before. “Nothing is wrong, Emma” I looked at her finally. “I'm just.. Maybe feeling a little sick” Her lips parted, She rubbed my back. “Should I call Jimin?” She asked and I immediately shook my head as no. “No. No. I'm okay.” I looked around, There's no sign of him anymore. No one's here except for me and Emma. And his car. His car. He is doing good. Maybe he Build his company bigger. Maybe he is doing great without me. Maybe everything is good now. “Emma..” I held her hand “I need to use the restroom.” She blinked at me. She stared and nodded. Taking her permission I immediately rushed away from here, Straight to the restroom.

                          
                          The Alcohol 🍀

I splashed the water for the 3rd time on my face. It drops rolling down from my hair, eyelashes, lips, nose, chin and jaw. I stared at myself in the mirror in front of me. My breath is heavy. “It's fucking my mind”

                           
                             The Addict 🍀

Looking out from a full mirror wall, I stared outside. Buildings everywhere. Some are bigger than mine, Some are smaller. But the bigger one couldn't outshine what is owned by me. What belongs to me. My eyes closed. What belongs to me. She. My mind is rushing with so many thoughts. What is she doing here? Working? Where is he? Working somewhere out in one of those buildings in front of me? I wanna ruin all of them just to find out in which one exactly. I wanna set all of them on fire. Hear people scream and Search for his.

The sudden knock took me out, I turned behind. “All set?” He asked. I walked towards my boss chair, Sitting and moving it a little with my leg strength. “Yeah.” My voice colder than the ice. The guy nodded walked towards me and poured the wine from bottle to the glasses which were placed on my glass table. “Ice?” I shook my head as no before taking a sip. He took a sip too, Standing up because I didn't ask him to sit. “I need the files of our employees working here.” He without any other words walked towards the storage cabinet, Scooped out some files. More than 10 and then again walked towards my table, Placing files in front of me. I looked, Stared at the names before my hand stopped capturing one name in my eyes. Yang Y/n. So they're not married yet. Catch. My Manager looked at me, Then me staring at her file. Her name. “Yang Y/n” He spoke up. “Joined just 2 days ago” I looked at him.

                          The Alcohol 🍀

“Yang Y/n” I stopped. It's his manager. I stayed still, He walked towards me and said. “The CEO is calling you in his office.” He said. The CEO is calling me in his office he said. Taehyung is calling me. He said. My heartbeat stopped. I felt my heart beat again finally. “Why.?” A breathy low why. Even I couldn't hear it properly. “Go meet him without asking questions.” He replied coldly and walked away. Fuck.. The CEO is calling me in his office.

The door was already opened, He was looking out of his glass wall. Everything stopped just like my steps after seeing him again. Seeing him twice in a day. His wine went still. He knows I'm here. He knows. He looked behind over his shoulder. “Have a sit.” I gulped. I gulped at his voice. It is the same voice he talked to me with when we first met and not the one he talked to me with while being in love with me. He's a CEO again. My legs started working again and i took a seat on a chair far away from his boss chair. He walked towards his chair, Standing beside it, Flipping pages of a file on his table while continuing sipping his wine. “Yang Y/n?” I looked at him. It's the 3rd time my heart stopped beating and started beating together. What is this disease called?

“Is this your name, Miss Y/n?” I looked at him, Why is he talking like this? Why is he talking like he never ever met me before? “Is it really Yang and not park?” Here it is. Thank god. “T..Taeh-”
“It's Mr. Kim”

My lips parted, They are too dry. It was silent between us two. We know each other. We know each other so well. Yet we're acting like we don't. He's acting like he don't. “M..Mr. kim.” He nodded, sipped again. “Yeah, That's my name. Yang Y/n” He nodded again “Not park Y/n” I said it, Looking at him, Giving enough pressure on not and park. He looked at me. I looked away. Damn. I almost met his eyes. I would've lose my mind if I did. “Look at me” I'm losing my mind. I didn't. I kept staring at the dustbin which is placed near his office entrance. I don't think there is any trash there yet. I can fit there if I fold my hands and legs nicely.

Clink.

His glass of wine is now on his glass table.

Clack. Clack. Clack.

His footsteps said to me. Dustin is looking way more bigger. I wonder if there can be some kind of portal in it to make me disappear in the air. My eyes shut hard when he stopped in front of me. Stood. Still. Cold. “Facing me isn't that hard” he said while sliding his long af index finger on my jaw, Stopping on my chin and jerking my face up. I faced him. His eyes are so dark and deep. and dark and deep. His orbs staring back at mine. I'm gonna lose. I'm lost. His finger slipped up on my lips. My heart stopped beating again. His thumb replaced his finger and rubbed my lower lip. It needs to be stopped. By me, Or him, Or someone else. Or a grim reaper maybe. “Are you scared?” Yes. Yes I'm scared of you. Of me. And of what we might have. “Speak up” he pressed my lower lip down. It needs to be stopped. By me, Or him, Or-  “Y/n.."

My body itself turned back to face the entrance. Emma.. She is shocked. And confused and angry. The look on her face tells she's thinking taehyung was harassing me or something. He wasn't. In my eyes atleast. His touch went away from me. His hand, his finger, his thumb, Everything went away from my skin. He stood still, His eyes calm and cold. And calm and cold. “Are you okay?” She said after coming to me, holding a gentle grip on my arms. “Is something wrong?” She asked, Giving a death glare to Taehyung making him raise his brows and a gentle sweet stare to me. “Emma,” I held her hands before she could pick a fight for me with the CEO of the company she works in. “I'm alright.” I confront. “Let's go from here.” i said and then looked back at taehyung. He was already staring at me. God damn it. I bowed. I just bowed and ran out grabbing emma with me.

                          The Alcohol 🍀

“Was he harassing you? What the hell was he doing? He was touching you Y/n! You should file a complaint about him! I'm calling Jimin-” “Stop it, emma” I continued to drag her as far as I can from his office. I doubt if he's watching me the whole panicked mess through cameras. “why are you so scared? Just call the cops or Jimi-”
“He's taehyung”