Her love was forbidden,
Still she risked it with her life,
Because without it she had no life.

Hoseok pov

" Sir we lost them again" I slammed my hands on the desk, Jackson flinched at my harsh act. Jungkook and king both of them making us chase them like dogs.

General Jeong-ho, they have killed him like he wasn't a human but a rag doll, I almost vomited at he sight. What the hell Jungkook is doing? Supporting the killer of his father.

" Get lost" I grumbled and heard the door closed behind me.

I have proper proof against him, he was talking to king on a phone call. We have whole recordings, heck I have seen from my own goddamm eyes he was with that team of spies. Do he really have to betrayed us for her?

I gritted my teeth and my eyes turned red in anger " Fucking hell" it's easy to stand against a enemy but a friend, it isn't.

The thought of killing him made me chaotic inside, we have orders to shoot his at sight. My heart started to hurt. He shouldn't have done that. He shouldn't have turn his back for that women.

But he did and now, he will face the same consequences that a betrayer should do and I'll make sure of it.

" sir" there was a knock on the door of hotel where we all are staying in the town. I let out a come in and Aera entered. I was about to tell her to get lost I'm not in mood to listen to her at all but she look serious.

" have a look" she said and showed me the laptop she was holding " That's great" I Said and picked my guns. Look like this is going to end soon.

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Jungkook pov

I opened my eyes only to her staring straight to my soul without blinking like she is taking the pic from those hypnotizing orbs of her, she smiled at me and I grin back before sitting up and look toward the window she was sitting on.

" when you woke up?" I asked and she shrugged " I didn't slept" oh wow, how does she manage to keep her eyes open without sleeping two night straight. My lazy ass could never.

Her binoculars are in her left hands while right hands she held her mobile phone. It's still pretty dark outside and I don't think she can see anything in that darkness.

" Major, what's your last wish?" The smile on my face wiped, I gulp down the lump. What with the question?

" It's something impossible" I answered her honestly and walk upto her, she is typing something on her phone but I can't understand what.

" Whatever it is tell me" she said and I know I can't win against her at any cost, she needed answer I'll give her.

" I wanna meet Hunjun and tell him, how much I loved him, he was hoe but for me, the best brother I could ever ask for, the best son for my mother" I bite down my tongue when I was accidentally about to say dad. That man is nothing to me anymore.

" Just one time,  heart to heart talk between brothers, I thought I had whole time in this universe but I didn't, I wish I have told him how much he meant to me " I run my hands through my hairs while blinking fast.

She kept looking down, typing some words on her phone like she wasn't paying attention to me but I know the way her hands clenched around the device and face twisted, she is listening to me carefully and murdering Jeong-ho in her mind once again.

" Anyways what about you?" I asked and she look up, a smile flashed on her face before she stare out of the window of dusty small room in which we stayed after heavy snowfall last night.

" I wanna die in your arms" I waited for her to laugh at my face and said she was joking but she didn't, she stand there smiling upto me. Eyes empty as ever. I can't differentiate when she is being serious and when she is joking.

" I am serious" I quickly wrapped her in my embrace tightly and buried my face in her neck, how can she speak something like that? She isn't going to die. She'll go back to her country but not die.

" I wanna sleep Jungkook " she mumble against my ears, her voice sounded so vulnerable like she want to gave up " then sleep" her heartily chuckle made me tense up.

" Sleep for forever" " Shut up" I huffed and she nodded slowly before chuckling near ny ear and pushed me back.

" This have many information regarding Jeong's illegal properties and  millions of dollar in overseas bank account, the video will be up in 18 minutes" she pulled my hands and placed her phone on it, I quickly clutches it.

She removed something from back of her hoodie, it's a mini gun, the black shiny metal was sparkling "  I-I have never gifted anyone so I don't know what you would like and I have used it before" the way she was avoiding eye contact told me that she is embarrassed at that fact.

I cooed at her and pinch her cheeks, damm she is so cute, she gave a quick glare at my side before yanking my hands off " Thank you" I Said with a teasing bright smile and examine the weapon in my hands. A crown was printed on it with golden colors indicating it's ownership,

je te déteste

" what is it?" I asked and she shrugged " company name in French " she said pointing at three words and I nodded.

She stare into my eye like she is seeing my soul, she leaned in and kissed my lips. Her hands grabbing back of my neck and mine hold her waist, is this her way to say bye? I closed my eyes and kissed her back.

I momentarily tighten my grip; like I can prevent her from leaving me, we separated " Our love should be secret, we are enemies in the eyes of world" she pushed me back harshly and pointed her gun at me.

What the hell she is trying to do?

I stand there shocked at the smirk on her face, " I'm giving you time to pull your guns out, fast " and I did aiming at her but before I could say anything I heard the voice.

It's a helicopter, just outside of the window, I look down many officers were there.

My eyes widen understanding the situation " Major Jeon Jungkook and king, we have surrounded the whole area none of you can run away, surrender yourself " Hoseok hyung?

I gritted my teeth and glare her " How they come to know?" I asked and she winked before staring at the phone in my pocket.  She called them? Now I understand she was seeing the light of helicopter with her binoculars before.

" why you did that?" My mind is fuse with the constant threat Hoseok is giving from below the building and She is crazy witch.

" You are a traitor and I'm the one who made you so it'll be fair if I'm the one who help you out of this situation " she again made her words sound like philosophy lecture

" what the fuck you are trying to do, freaking speak like a normal person " I yelled, her arms are stretched out pointing her gun at my head straight.

" Shoot me Jungkook " d-do what? I shook my head, she can't be planning this " w-why? " I asked and my heart races, the way she look at me says she have big reason to do so.

" Because even after Jeong-ho is proven guilty there isn't any excuse to your behavior for trying to help me, a spy from different country, we meant to be blood thirsty enemy" she is right, she is damm right but still why.

I know, what I was putting myself into when loved her but killing her? How could I do that.

" Let's run together, away from all this" I desperately said and tried to lower my gun but she fired her at side of my head, I flinched and back away before taking the defensive position.

" I have nothing to lose but you do, your mom, you'll able to live after knowing she labeled as wife and mother of a traitor, will you?" Why she have all answer to my question, can't she just back off just this one?

" Then run away from here alone, I'll take care of everything" I voice out like a broken radio, very awful.  She smile and shook her head.

" That's what I did my whole life, running, now I wanna rest, wanna sleep" I never know my heart can physically pain from someone's word but it is, I can't think straight. I'm not killing her at any cost.

We both heard footsteps approaching us, they are coming here and they have order to shoot us at sight. What do I do?

"I'm a manipulative theif, I have killed many innocent in the process of being heartless, a sinner that's me, Jungkook, you have enough reason to kill someone like me,  DO IT" she screamed at me and I shook my head with tears in my eyes

" SHUT UP, JUST SHUT UP" I screamed back tears spilling out of my eyes and she is crying too.

Sinners

Aren't we all?

So why few of them are punished?

Just like in our case, she is the one going to punish for the sin which we both committed. I wish I can turn back the time and never met her at all.

Neither fall in love,

Nor hate her,

But here we are at the edge of death and hell, facing each other like a enemy. Right, there isn't any heaven for us.

"It's okay Major, I deserve it" she is desperate, her eyes gave it all, the same eyes which I unable to read ever but today, I can see everything which she was hiding, the pain, the love, the hatred, toward other.

Toward me

She is afraid like the small child who was hiding in the duvet from monster under the bed in dark but there is a difference.

She herself is the monster.

" I hate you" I yell back and watched her lips curve into a satisfied smile like she succeed in her plan. The sweet smile made my heart burst, how I'm going to do this?

I can't, I can't, I can never.

My hands are shaking from weight of the same gun which I have hold thousands of time before but today it felt extra heavy.

Maybe because I'm pointing it on the person who is reason of all my pain and remedy herself.

Never in million years I thought I will stand in front of the women on my gun point, the same women whom I love the most, whom I hate the most.

I know it doesn't make sense but thats how my life is.

I remember every single thing. How it begins? The soft touches, racing heart, the molding lips, attached forehead with soft glance, we belongs for eachother just like stars belong to night sky

Whom I'm even lying to?

We were never meant to be, we only bring massacre, river of blood, agony, solitude, just like the clouded sky, you can't see the stars just darkness.

We maybe sing in harmony but we always create chaos. That's the end of chaos I guess.

" don't fall for someone else" She chuckle but my frown doesn't bulged " okay, you can, you don't wanna die virgin right?" She made fun of me. How can this women be so chill when one of us is about to die.

" you'll be always mine in the back of my mind and I'll be yours, I'll find you first in my next life, I promise" she nodded at me encouraging me to pull the trigger.

Many footsteps can be heard just outside the small room, I heard a loud thug and they entered pointing their gun at me and king, she did a attempt to shoot me and in the reflexes trigger pulled from my fingers.

But I didn't stopped, One, two, three, I emptied whole gun inside her heart, I did.

" DON'T SHOOT, HE IS CLEAN, I REPEAT DON'T SHOOT" Hoseok voice was ringing inside my head but my eyes are glued to her almost lifeless body on the ground.

I threw the gun away as I could and kneel down catching her in my arms " it's okay, you did great" her inaudible voice reaches me. I buried her face in my chest and cried holding desperately maybe she won't leave.

" you are cheater" I Said back " a liar, you knew it from start, you'll die still you did all these, I hate you" I mumble back in broken voice. Her breathing is so slow, I'm not caring the man in costume asking me to leave her.

" But I'm proud of you, please don't leave me alone, I can't wait fir next life" I Said looking at her closed eyes, a soft smile was there means she heard me. Her body started to turning to cold and she stopped breathing.

" NO, you can't leave me, get up " I begged to no one because she have stopped breathing long ago. She have left me.

She can't die, I killed her? I did? NO, NO. I DIDN'T KILLED HER.

" Please say something, P-please " I chocked on my sob shaking her lifeless cold body asking for her to say something.

Someone try to move her away from me "  Don't fucking touch my wife" I snarled and he backed away afraid of my eyes.

I look back at her, She left me with the never ending pain and guilt of killing her.

I cupped her face and kissed her icy lips one last time, my tears following to her cheeks, I sometimes wish my life was fantasy and she could get up when I kissed but that's not it, it's not fantasy. It's reality and she has gone.

" Major Jeon shot the spy king, he was helping us, nothing more nothing less should be out of this four walls, UNDERSTAND? " I heard Hoseok hyung commanded other " YES SIR" they yelled in union.

what the point now? We were secret, we'll be secret forever.

I loved her, she loved me but it wasn't so simple, it wasn't so easy.

My heart is aching at the point, I clutches it and cry in agony. What I don't know that there is someone who is in more pain than me, that someone can't even cry on the loss of love of their life, can't hold her one last time.

Don't try to throw hands on me because I have written ending even before the story ever started.

I didn't write the smut because I think I wanted to keep it just pure love not exceed it to the boundaries of lust so yeah hope you understand.

Who is that someone?

Don't forget to vote.

Bye bye

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You and I
All be unfinished business.

To be continue..