Happy memories can
Make you sad

Jungkook pov

I opened my eyes when I heard jin hyung saying something about going back to camp, my shoulders are paining, but not like before, I don't know what she did but it helped me so much.

" hyung I'll sit with Kang, she can help me " I Said and watched his lips tugged up but I ignored but I can feel my face heated up " okay" he said and didn't questioned me, a sigh in relief left my mouth.

I walked outside trying my best to not show any pain which I'm feeling, a man need to flex ...from flexing I remember how much I whine like baby in front of Kang, what will she think? I'm embarrassed.

"Jungkook you want me carry you? If yes then I need a dozen of men to do that and if not, move you hulk" jin hyung scolded when he saw I'm not walking, I smile and started walking again, fuck my knees hurts too.

We made inside and saw her sitting with Sunjun while Jackson face is between the from behind, they are talking about something, I wanted her to look at me but she didn't so I scoff and sat down on empty seat in front of them.

" y/n sit there" jin hyung said signaling her to sit beside me, I closed my eyes and try to suppress my smile which has formed on my face " why is that sir?" why on the earth she resist me so much.

" Jungkook need your help " jin hyung said as bus started slowly, " he is looking fine to me" she said and I frown am I looking fine to her okay then let me look pathetic to her, I smile evilly and opened my eyes.

" ahh" I let out touching my shoulder like I'm in so much pain " it's paining very much " I Said and look back at her face, trying my best to not let her see my smile.. when her eyes soften for a second before going back.

She stand up and sat beside me with a thug in anger, while jin hyung sat where she was before, her jaw is clenched and eyes are staring straight, I'm afraid if I ask her to do anything she'll break my bones " Jungkook" she called, which gave me chills.. sudden dominance is her voice is different from the her normal personality.

I hummed in response and closed my eyes, don't want to face her at all " what do you want me to do?" Kiss me, It my inner soul which is screaming but I didn't said anything, what the hell is wrong with me?

Sliding my head to her shoulder while my hands at her lap intertwined our fingers together" let me sleep like this, it's comfortable " I Said snuggling close to her neck, feeling how her breath quicken because of my close proximity, I smirk loving the effect I have on her.

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" I love you" I listened a voice , and two arms wrapped around my waist, the voice is very familiar.. but I don't know where I have listened to it " I know you do" I Said back while smilling.

The women hit her head on mine playfully " say it back" she said and a giggle left my mouth.. I shrug and continued to walk her arms are still around me while she is following me , I turned around to see her face-

" get up sir" and my eyes flung open when I felt a hard slap on my cheek, it was yoongi hyung who slapped me while Kang was the one who was trying to wake me up... " you broke my dream" I complained, I was about to see the face of women in my dream.

He raise his eyebrows looking at me and Kang's position, then I noticed my arms wrap around her waist , cheeks pressed on her upper chest while she is stiffen, her hands are sweaty against mine.

I quickly removed my arms from her waist groaning and untangled our fibgers, I moved away and then I felt a sharp pain in my shoulder, yoongi hyung walk out with pissed expression and cold eyes glaring at Kang, but she didn't noticed it.

" I'm sorry" I apologize and stand up telling her to move and let me walkout, almost whole bus is empty" y/n help accompany me till hospital-" I get cut off by jin hyung " leave the poor women alone she is tired, I'll help" he said and she smile at him in gratitude, didn't look at my side.

I noticed her face which didn't look tired at all, she is looking normal " thank you" I Said before she walk away and I followed her figure but jin hyung blocked my view " come on kook, let you get to doctor and then we'll see what to do with Jeune"I nodded in response, blushing at the fact I just slept with her, what the heck Jungkook it sound so wrong.

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Y/n's pov

Throwing my sports bag at ground and kicked the shoes at side, I sat down and drink the cold water, try to keep my mind empty.. try to remove his fingers roaming my body.. " fuck " I cursed, I'm okay with normal skinship but it wasn't normal one, he isn't normal.

I shook my head and walk in washroom to take shower, remove this disgusting feeling , I start striping.. left myself completely naked, as I stare at my body.

A chuckle left," you'll be afraid if you ever see this" I Said pointing at myself, my arms, thighs ... every skin inch is covered with scars, horrible scars.. Major think I don't know what he is doing, the thing is I don't want to know, there is not point of knowing.

I bite my lips when my fingers met my right thigh, the worst scar of my life, I closed my eyes I don't want to look at it.. crying is something I left in the journey and now all I do is make other cry.. cold water dripping down my body and pleased sigh left from my mouth.

I rubbed myself, especially the places where he touched me, I want to throw out this feelings, after like an hours I step out of shower wrapping myself in towel and plop myself on bed.

Inhaling and exhaling sharply I looked at ceiling, many thoughts are revolving my mind especially Major Jeon, he is damm annoying.. I'm reconsidering joining military, I just want to kill him.

I tossed on my bed, and bring my phone checking if any network is there but no there is no signal, today is worse day, first major and now network" fuck you Major " I Said punching the pillow hard in anger.. but I can't do anything against him not yet.

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Few days later

"Y/n" it's major who called my name, he didn't left any chance to make me furious, we just Finnished our training for day and here he is following me like a baby following their parents, why on the earth I compared him with babies, they aren't prevert. He is not training us work a week because of his injury but he does come at evening for a walk.

"Yes jungkook" the smile on his face show how much he enjoy me calling him Jungkook but I feel the exact opposite " we can eat together in mess, what say?" He asked like he'll listen me if I say no.. he is going to do what he want so I nodded.

" nice , see you in 20 minutes " he said ruffling my hairs, don't touch my hairs, I wanna slap him and said that but just fisted my palms and force a smile .. only God know what will I do once this 5 months get over.

He walked away leaving me alone with a burning Jae, I smiled toward her " Let's go I'm starving " I Said, and she let out a bitter chuckle, I know why she is sour .. but I can't do a shit, it's not like I asked for this attention.

" you can go eat with major " she said walking fastly and I followed her, I shouldn't be giving a fuck about her but here I'm following her, trying to make a friend" Jae, you know-" she cut me off.

" I know everything so keep your explanation to yourself " she said still not halting in her steps " it's not my fault " I defended and we started climbing stairs.. I can see she is having hard time climbing them fastly because of all the physical work she did.

" slow down you'll get hurt" I Said and she stop dead in her track and turned to me with a smile which is not showing happiness " I'm hurting " she said but I'm sure she is not talking about physical pain but the emotional pain she is feeling.

She walk away and I kicked in air " what the actual fuck I'm doing here," I Said closing my eyes to remember why I'm actually here, I'm not here for making a love triangle... I'm not here for making enemy or friends, I'm just doing my duty which didn't involve any of these.

"You okay" I know whose voice and hand is on my shoulder, I nodded and look into the pair of captive eyes " Don't forget who you are" I smiled in response and the person walk away, just few words are enough for me to feel motivated.

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Jungkook pov

I smiled looking at Kang in front of me, she is eating silently.. not participating in any conversation " do you know jungkook got hit by soda can?" Jin hyung said but I made a face, when I hit by soda can, I don't know myself.

" are you okay?" Hoseok hyung asked looking at my face, I was about to question jin hyung cut me off " he is lucky it was soft drink" and with that he started his famous laugh and Kang start chocking on her vegetable soup while other laughed out loud not because of joke because of his laughter.

" hyung " I Said not liking the fact that junior are with us and he is spoiling his figure in front of them " one more please " Sunjun said pouting showing his puppy eyes, jin hyung gulp his food before opening his mouth again.

"Tell me what is opposite of antibodies? " He asked and I frown thinking the answer even after knowing he'll say something stupid " not again " yoongi hyung groan , " what is it?" Sunjun asked smiling .

"It's uncle-bodies" he laughed again, a chuckle left my mouth while yoongi hyung shake his head, I say Kang smiling after his joke, while other laughed forcefully.

With lots of joke we finished our food and it's time to say goodnight, " sir can we talk?" Jae asked, I look at her and nodded " Ofcourse " I Said as we walk out of the area.

" you are handsome " she blurted out suddenly " t-thank you" I stuttered with blushing cheeks, she lick her lips and she is playing with her fingers, she is clearly nervous.

" that's it, good night " she said before sprinting toward her building leaving me confused there, " what the fuck just happened? " I questioned myself before turning around.

" fuck " I cursed when I found jin hyung  grinning at me " what?" I asked looking at his mischievous eyes " nothing just you are charmer " he said and I nodded, I know I am " so?" I asked what is point of me being charmer here.

" are you that dense ?" He asked looking at the path where Jae just run away " oh I forgot actually you are" he said laughing at me.. " I'm not" I defended but the fact is I'm aware I'm.

"Whatever you say" he said and we started making our way toward our building, I didn't forget to glance at Kang who is waving at sunjun and Jackson before walking away with Aera.

She was not looking at ground and landed flat on it along with with Aera ,they both started laughing and gave hi five, I shake my head thinking she is very clumsy, a big smile formed my face and my heart is beating fast and I'm not dense to not know that she is cause of it.

Author note

There were many hints in the chapter, hope you are smart enough to understand.

Jungkook, he need respect her personal space !!

Y/n and Jae's argument? Did you find something there?

Whom y/n was talking to?

Did you like Jae and jungkook moment?

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It's okay to feel both!

To be continue..