Some boundaries shouldn't be crossed or it'll create destruction.

Jungkook pov

The door of basement opened, I keep my glare fixed at floor, a small light is illuminating the room, I heard footsteps and I know who it is. Y/n, I mean king.

I look up at her face, she just sit down leaning her head against wall beside me, I swear I can never get used to her close proximity, she is like a drug on which I'm high, her eyes are closed and face is scrunched up like she is thinking something deeply.

I don't know what time is it in day, heck I didn't even know how many days it's been, no natural light is available here, this basement is more prison then prison itself But that's not important right, important is what she is doing here all if sudden?

I had my meal like few hours ago, they just give me food two time, atleast they do " stop staring major, it's rude" I heard her voice before she snap her face toward me, my breath caught in my throat and my eyes dropped at her lips.

No, no, no, I hate her so much, whom you are even lying to.

It's like I'm fighting with myself unaware of whom I should listen, I quickly averted my gaze at her eyes which is watching me deeply " why are you here?" I asked and she raised a eyebrow in challenge " you can't ask me questions " she said and pushed my face away from her because I'm leaning in without my knowledge.

After that I just heard her breathing which is normal, my brain is mess what she is doing here? Is she wanted to meet me? Nah this can't be the reason.

" y/n, you got what you wanted you have whole damm information of my base with you, what else you want?" I asked the same question for the 100th time and she rolled her neck before glaring at me.

" it's king not y/n, stop calling me that and I'll tell you everything just wait " she answered irritated by me, my mouth turned into scowl .

" but can you tell me atleast why you are here when you can sit on your warm bed instead of cold floor?" I asked, last part wasn't important but I can't help it, I'm cold despite of her giving me warm clothes these cemented floor are not helping at all.

" Can you shut up, you are giving me headache" she snarled standing up, removing dust from her dress and I did too, my fist are formed at side, jaw clenched in anger.. she treat me like garbage like I'm nothing and she is everything to me and it hurts so much.

Because I can't stop myself even after trying so hard.

" can you atleast talk to me like I'm human not some pet dog whom you own" I Said every word with teeth gritting in anger, she glared at me " you have audacity to tell me what to do or not?" She asked crossing her arms on her chest.

That calm face is what I hate the most, how can she be so calm when I'm practically dying to hug her, kiss her and tell her whatever is bothering is going to be okay, she can show me her vulnerable self, her real self but I can't do that because she choose the facade, facade of being heartless.

" I'll answer only one question, ask wisely " she and a small smile tugged on my lips " why you shot me without hesitation?" I asked, very sure what I have to asked. I saw her looking at me with almost soft expression.

" I'm spy since I was 12, do you really think I can't make the difference between a empty and loaded gun?" She explained and look away not meeting my gaze like she did a crime.

A biggest smile plastered on my face but I calm down my heart from bursting " why is that?" I asked and she rolled her eyes " what why? I told you I needed you after that I'll kill you from my own hands" she said like it's the simplest thing.

" why are you like this?" I asked and she chuckled " like what?" She chooses to play dumb " king don't play with me, tell me, tell me not even for a nanosecond your heart raced for me?" I asked taking a step forward toward her, stumbling as my bullet wound is not fully healed.

" tell me, you never felt the spark which I always did?" I said and step forward again, she is not moving a single inch like telling me, my presence doesn't affect her, like she is immune but I know better.

" tell me when I say I love you, your heart doesn't say it back" I Said and we are so close, almost my lips are on her, she is looking at my eyes not anywhere else.

" TELL ME GODDAMMIT " I screamed and she didn't even flinched like she can read my action before I even did it, I backed her figure and slammed her against wall, not a single sound comes out if her mouth.

I know she can free herself in a second but all she did was look at me with her heavy moisture eyelids which made me also tear up in anger " Tell me please " I mumble my voice cracking at end and eyes are begging for answers.

" NO" she breath out looking straight into my eyes, my heart dropped at my stomach she didn't hesitated not even once, a lone tear slipped from my left eyes trolling down to my cheeks.

" I hate you, I hate you so much but above all I hate myself cause I can't stop loving " I Said clenching my jaw to prevent myself from crying, every word which is true, I looked straight into her eyes waiting for her to melt.

When she didn't showed an emotion I tried to back away but she yanked me by my collar closing the last few inches between us " I hate you too" she mumbled before slamming her lips on my mine, my heart burst out of my ribcage from how soft her lips are.

She snaked her arms around my neck with closed eyes and moved her lips passionately pouring her frustration, anger, desperation, need, lust or maybe, just maybe love?

I closed my own eyes and hold her by her waist, kissing her back with same aggression that she is showing. The feeling is apart from this world, I don't know what this kiss means but I know this is not wrong, this can't be wrong.

Whom I'm even lying to, We both know what we are doing is wrong, just the difference is she can control herself and I can't, I glued my body to her, lifting her top to slide my hands on her bare waist, the spark I felt.

Our lips are never detaching, her fingers are tugging my hairs not too hard but enough to feel the pain, I rubbed her waist before pinching it, taking my chance to insert my tongue in her mouth.

The kiss started getting messy desperate, turning into long smooches, now it's turned slow like we both reaches our high and we are trying to calm down, it's not lust I'm feeling it's pure love for her, I love her even when I don't want to, I want to hate her.

We broke the kiss and she keep leaning and almost whined with the lost and look at me with her usual emotionless eyes, I can't read her. Fuck why I can't?

I removed my hands from her waist, she hesitated before backing away from me. Her hands which was on my chest is now side her either side " I-I -" before she could say anything I cut her off.

" I know it doesn't mean anything, I know it very well " I Said my voice wavered at end, I straightened myself, her lips are red. I don't know what she is thinking because look on her face is so normal that one can never guess we just make out for 10 minutes.

I sat down, she did also at my side very close, she doesn't speak anything just sat there silently. The question in my mind are wild if I let them set free it will burn the whole world down.

" we are similar yet so different" I look at her and she is looking ahead not meeting my gaze.

" why can't be just together without any restrictions, without any boundaries, why can't we just -- you and I?" I asked, bite my lips to control my emotions before I break down in front of her and beg on my knees to accept me back.

She laughed, it wasn't a mocking laugh but a painful one like she is forcing herself " You know what major?, we shouldn't be asking the question whose answer we don't want to know or do you?" She asked intertwined our fingers together, holding it tightly like she'll never let go.

But I know we can't be like this forever, she'll leave me soon " please just say you won't leave me" I begged tighten the grip on her hands bringing it close to my heart placing a kiss on top of her knuckles, my tears are dripping on it.

" I can't promise something which isn't in my control" she look at me with shiny eyes "I'm sorry" she said and buried her face in my chest, I hugged her back tightly like I can prevent her from leaving.

Only love can hurt like these, if you already started feeling sad then honey you are going to cry river very soon heheh.

Sometime we can't have the person, it just impossible but all we can do is try to hold the time we have.

How have been, spill some tea.. I wanna gossip. Tell me anything.

Well arr you also crying or it just me? Cause J-hopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Vote if you are crazy over jimin's new album like me, you won't believe me I'm listening it on repeat.

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Hold me one more time, maybe that's  our last.