I want to ask you
If this is all just in my head

The following day you felt refreshed and very excited. You made sure that you have everything packed. Dylan and his parents will meet you at the airport.

Your mom made sure that you drink a good cup of Cappucino. You couldn't believe how good it felt in your new bed. MingMei had a sleepover with you.

You watched five episodes of Run Bts mainly to see your soulmate interact with his members. It was so hilarious. Taelove is such a dork, but his visuals are no joke.

Sometimes you had to pinched yourself to make sure you are not dreaming. Watching the group from the inside is still so surreal.

You, Baba, wanted to know his new son-in-law.

Thoroughly. That was the worse decision your Baba could ever be made by verbalising it to your Ama.

" I should've gone to NAVER...why in the world did I tell your mom? Last night she made me watch all their debut videos...oh gosh, the eye make-up was the weirdest...the clothing but later on, they mellow down on the eye makeup. I thought they would evolve and look the Rock group K.I.S.S" he pulls a face while drinking his coffee.

"Oh please, you love the way I introduce you to my boys...you even like the rap monster...you said he almost look like your cousins that were young." you ama retorted back.

MingMei giggles;" Oh, Baba got a bias. He loves rap monster...he is good in saying speeches for the group.'

You Baba just chuckle," But I must say they a very good at singing and dancing at the same time."

You smile with affection, "Tae said that they constantly practise singing steadily on a treadmill. I was so tired one day with my agent Ms Bai, and I couldn't understand why. Later on, I found out Tae was having a 12 h dance rehearsal. Our bond has grown to that stage in a short period." You softly whispers out of ear shot.

MingMei was concentrating on her breakfast not following the Congo until she heard her name.

You, Baba, look very pleased," I'm glad you are settled now, no Tarnished status. We are waiting at least a few years before Ming Mei started her rite of passage."

MingMei snorts," I will not get married...ew!"

You smile affectionately at your little sister," We will see."

Your ama looks at you with furrowed brows," How is my new Son doing heard from him."

"Yes, he called me last night after their first day in Hong kong. The concert was a tremendous success. They even met Doni Yen from Japan. Tae said kook was super excited. He sends me an image of the group photo they took with Donnie Yen and his family. Look-" You hand the phone to your mom to look. She looks so excited.

Your dad and mom was so impressed because they love watching Japanese Karate films.

You, Baba, stand up, "Love, we need to go. Ming Mei, get your shoes."

Ming mei excitedly." Ama, can we go to another Mall. I wan to see Jiejies posters inside the FILA store ...please, then we can go to the movies...please please please Baba."

"Ok, get ready. Do you have all your documents, dear.?"

"Yes, Baba. Let me get my bag quickly." you run up the stairs to get all your stuff.

You push your bag to the top of the stairs, where your Baba helps you get it down.

Your family all get into your family grey HAVAL SUV.

The car ride is enjoyable with MingMei 's antics. She told you about the new school on the Estate. You didn't see the school on your way out, and make a mental note to look for it when you get back.

Your Ama told you that you need to call every day with no negotiations. Taehyung was texting you non stop. He has flexi-time.

Hi darling, Are you on the way to the airport now?

Yes, with both my parents, I'm meeting Dylan at the airport. Dad booked us great seats on Shanghai Airlines."

Will you be comfortable.?

Yes, its business class. Don't worry, and I'm going to be ok, my love.

I'm just calling you; it makes me miss you, darling. I'm counting the days when I can see you and have you in my arms again.

Oh, you going o make me cry...I want you here with me right now..now I have to deal with Dylan.

Darling, just tell him you bonded and we love each other, and unfortunately, you not available.

Ok, I'm telling him tonight...he wants us to go on the last date for closure. I just hope he takes it well. Cause I want to enjoy my time in Shanghai and make new friends.

You will enjoy every moment at your dream company, ok. I'll call you daily and late at night after our concerts, ok. I love you. 😍😚😚😘😙

I love you too...😘😚😍

Oh my Gosh!!

What is it.?

Bangtan will add you to the chat. Don't worry; I'm going to be online also... as Vante.

You saw another notification on your phone. What the heck...this is Jimins' doing! You already braced yourself for all the teasing.

Bangtan has added you to the chat.

Goldenmaknae: Hi, Funsize, it's me, Jungkook. I can't wait to talk to you.

You: Hi Jungkook...looking forward to it...

Indiasweetheart: You are not going to embarrassed her, ok...all of you... it's me Yunru

You: Hi there. Good to hear from you again.

Jimin got- jams: Hi little Tigress!!!

You: omg

VANTE:: Jimin, you promise...

Jimin got- jams: What did I do?

Eatjin: Don't mind him, Funzise... it Jin here.

You: Hi Jin... good to hear from you

Thegenius: Hi Yunru Yoongi here...

You: Hi Yoongi

yourHOPE: Hi, Cutie pie...Your hope here.

VANTE: *clears throat* 'cutie pie.'

You: lol Hi Hobi

Rap-mon: Hi Yunru , welcome to our chatroom...

You: Thank you...please don't let them embarrass us...please

Rap-mon: Don't worry...I'll delete some inappropriate posts...you know who's...

Jimin got- jams: Are you going to delete all my posts...that's so cruel, Rappity mon.

Eatjin: ok, Jimin, we'll embarrass her tomorrow ...today we enjoy the chat room.

Indiasweetheart: not on my watch...Jin!

VANTE: Can we chat later, guys... give us a chance to talk. She'll be boarding the flight soon. please guys

Jimin got- jams: Ok...we respect that... for now. Enjoy the flight y/n

yourHOPE: talk to you soon...can't wait

Indiasweetheart: Text me when you have landed, ok.

Rap-mon: Do you have an excellent novel to read..?

You: Yeah... I'm into the JAMES PATTERSON era now - The Fire.

Rap-mon: GREAT BOOK.

Jimin got- jams: Nerd alert!!! Nerd alert!!!

Eatjin: Stop it, Jimin...Take selcas when you eat the food. Ok, tell us how it tastes.

You: lol...ok, especially for you, Jin.

VANTE: hey!! stop flirting

Indiasweetheart: Sweetie, Don't be jealous ...my Jinny is her bias

You: omg... sorry, Taelove..change subject!!!

Jimingot- jams: fight ...fight ...fight

Rap-mon: why are you always so extra!

Jimin got- jams: Ugh..you so boring

yourHOPE: you are going to scare Funsize...

Goldenmaknae: How long is your flight:

You: 2H15 min

Goldenmaknae: Watch Runbts EPISODE 20 AND 21. Tell us what you think. Ok.

You: Thank you. I'll watch it on the flight.

Thegenius: I don't think she wants to see her loverboy lost the games

VANTE: I didn't lose any game.

You: Don't worry, Taelove...in my eyes, you're a winner...good at everything.

Jimin got- jams: Oh, we know...👀

VANTE: don't start...

Thegenius: Talk to you later Yunru ...enjoy your flight

You: BYE, GUYS...THANKS FOR ADDING ME!!

You left the chat

VANTE left the chat.

You just smile as you think about the chaotic Bangtan Boys. It will be so fun to talk to them, especially when you all by yourself.

Don't mind the guys, ok darling; you'll grow to like the craziness. Jimin is a pervert so just brace yourself. Yoongi will tease you unexpectedly be ready. Jin and Jimin constantly bicker. Joon is a cool guy, and you now my Kookie as awkward but lovable. Jhope is our sunny guy.

Don't worry...I like Bangtan... and sorry about the Jin comment. I like his Eatjin segments a lot, but you are my love, my bias and wrecker, ok. Don't tell them.

Oh, thank you..cause I'm always jealous of those two because you like the first...I want to be first.

You smile.

You already push them from their position, my love. So, no fret, ok.

Ok...Sung deuk just came into the studio. We were going to rehearse our dances. Tonight is our final night in Hong Kong. When you finalise your room booking, please send me your hotel name and room number..ok...bye love you.

Love you too.

You saw that you already drove into the entrance of BEIJING DAXING INT. AIRPORT. It's Beijing newest Airport. Super modern.

Your dad didn't take long to get a parking bay inside the underground parking. Luckily you only have one big bag and carry on luggage.

MingMei is very hyper. She is so excited to come to the airport. She was asking millions of questions.

This airport is massive. Architecture is incredible. You love everything about art. You took the escalator to the check-in. Dylan and his parents are standing nearby. Dylan was constantly looking around for your familiar figure.

When he saw you, his face lit up like fireworks. His parents were just shaking heads. You all bow in a respectful greeting.

"Hi, Ms and Mr Lee", Dylan call out cheerfully.

"Good day Dylan, Eunoo and Ji-Hyun. How are you doing? "Your Baba and Dylan's parents were talking random stuff in a friendly manner.

Dylan parents were embracing you tightly. They were very upset that you and Dylan don't end up as soulmates. You too, glad. Dylan would never let you out of his sight.

Dylan beam at your excited demeanour. You look mesmerising, and his love for you only increases.

"I miss you, darling," he side hug you again. But you can see the concern look on your Dad's face.

Eunoo, his mom, was embracing you and caressing your cheek," how's my girl, congrats on your commercial, you're becoming China's sweetheart now...our famous daughter."

You blushed deep red and awkwardly thank her" Thank ma'am...I'm good. I just can't wait to start working at the Shanghai television studios. About chinas sweetheart, I doubt that, but thank you, ma'am."

Ms Wang smile, " I can't wait to meet the man who will be so lucky to have you. Just a pity."

"Urgh. Mom,Yunru  is not ready to meet her soul mate...yet. We must still have lots of adventures together," Dylan cutely pouts st his mom.

Your Ama quickly changes the subject. She hopes Dylan will not be stumbling in her daughters' life. She likes Taehyung, and she wants her daughter to be happy with the man she loves.

It was time for your turn to check-in. Your mom embraced you tightly.

"Remember, we love you, and we very proud of you," she whispers in your ears. You smile and hugs her back. You love your mom with the spirit of a teen. Forever young. You'll never trade her.

You are so giddy to start your new adventure. The studio got a staff shuttle that will pick you up and dropped you daily at your hotel. You are so pleased to hear that. Dylan wasn't impressed. He told you he is going to rent a car for the two of you.

You groan. Really. You want to enjoy different experiences in the other city. You nod.

You and Dylan greeted your parents when it was time to board. You hug MingMei tightly. You are going to miss the little rascal. You just hope she will stay out of your room for obvious reasons.

The Shanghai airline crew were amiable and attentive. The girls' eyes were wide on Dylan's handsome features. You snort at Dylan's unbothered persona. His eyes are only on you, which you hate. You wonder how Yana is doing.

You both got your glasses on, for which you are very thankful. The flight attendants led you to your seats. You and Dylan share a double seat in the middle row.

You pack away your carry on bag up in your compartment.

He looks at you and smirks, "So, what can you tell me that is new in your life Ms Lee? How was Seoul?"

You chuckle," Very exciting, especially the shoot with the models and BTS. That was singlehandedly my best experience. LiuMei internship by Bighit. Her ultimate dream."

"I am happy if you are happy, "he smiles deep in your eyes.

The flight attendant brought you champagne and warm nuts as well as a hot towel. You decline the drink and eat some of the nuts.

You decide to switch off your cell phone when the plane is in the air.

You smile and thank her warmly. She grins, but then she quickly looks around and leans a little down. You raise your eyebrows as she clears her throat.

"Er...sorry to bother you miss...but are you perhaps the girl on the FILA billboards. You look so familiar?" She asked with a flustered face.

You blush awkwardly. Wow. You didn't know that someone will recognise your plain face out of a crowd.

Dylan chuckle, " She is too shy to admit it...yes, she is the lovely princess on the billboard."

He caresses your hand as you blush beet red of Dylan's forwardness.

The flight attendant beams, "Oh wow, our first celebrity for the day? Can I have an autograph, please?"

She quickly took out her notepad. She was looking cautiously around for the watchful eyes of her seniors.

"Huh!" You ask, shocked. "B..but..."

Dylan shoves your shoulders," It's only an autograph Yunru ...You are getting famous now...and she is one of your first fans."

You look at the pleading eyes of the girl, "Er..ok. "

You signed your name with your signature heart flower drawing and gave me to her. She beams brightly and clutches it to her chest. Thanking you once again, she went to attend to the other passengers.

You and Dylan look at each other and giggle.

"That was so surreal. O my goodness...did that ad made such an impact?" You look stunned. Your first autograph and fan that's not family or friends.

You have to inform Taehyung and LiuMei. Wow.

"You are getting famous now...I might be your manager from now on. 2000 yuan for one signature," he said in a business voice.

You both burst out in laughter.o gosh.

"Don't be silly. I'll never charge for signatures." You shoved his shoulder and shook your head. So Dylan.

"Are you excited about your -internship cause I am ecstatic." He gushed.

"Of cause...New experiences, new friendships, new adventures etc..."You trail off as you wave your hands dramatically in the air. Dylan, look fondly at your cute behaviour. Until he frowns, looking for something that seems amiss.

"Yunru ?" he calls out breathlessly.

"Er... yes", you look questionably into his stunned eyes. What's with him now?

"W..what happens to your soul mark...it's gone?" he grabs your hands, you winced...as he turns your palm around, looking at your wrist to study it right in front of his face. You paled.

"Ah ...oh... Ms Bai, my agent, suggested that I took the procedure. They paid for it. So that no weirdo can claim me." You were so thankful that you have the proper excuse. He looks at you with furrow brows.

"Why, this procedure is almost over a million US dollars,Yunru . Why ? are they doing it for all the artist ...?" he looked confused.

You grab your arm out of his grasp and snap," I don't know, Dylan. I'm not familiar with the entertainment worlds' policies. It has to be done, so I don't care. I know how my mark looks. I have a beautiful image of it."

He clears his throat, "Yunru  according to policies, Only when you are a documented celebrity. The system registers it. You are just starting. It's strange. I don't want to say anything against your agency. It's their money. But think about it."

You look annoyed at him folding your hands," Think about what?... Ms Bai said I'm one of her stars who's going to make it big in the industry...so"

Dylan inhaled deeply, turned his body wholly to face your "fed up" face," I'm sorry if I sound insulting Yunru . Still, it's not my intention. I knew for a fact...a celebrity is eligible for " invirso" after he/she gain public exposure for a year.

Magazine's, television, a movie, a lot of media exposure. Award winnings -that exposure. Or royalty or any noteworthy thing that the world recognised you with. Your claim to fame. Then can you invirso bind. Is it a costly procedure even for super-rich people unless-? "

He looks at your annoyed face that has traces of nervousness. You look away, fearful that he might get the plot...You suddenly fiddle with the monitor in front of you, looking for the entertainment channels...ignoring the enquiring and calculating look Dylan gives you.

"Yunru !" he asks cautiously.

You frown and look up." What Dylan?"

" unless-" he is too scared to utter it, hope that is not true.

"...Unless you are bond to a very prominent celebrity" he looks at the stunned look you gave him. What!

"Prominent celebrity...are you serious, Dylan?" Your hands tremble a bit while pressing numerous buttons randomly because you feel how shivers run down your spine. Dylan is not stupid. He knows you through and through, and right now, he knows you're stalling,

"Yunru  ... are you?" he pursed his lips tight, and you could see his jaw clenched.

"Am I what ?" You play the dumb card.

He suddenly looks annoyed," Are you bonded?...please spit out the truth...are you?"

You looked into his calculating eyes and gulped. With a deep sigh, you whisper the truth.

"Um...Yes...yes Dylan, I met my soulmate...so yes I'm ....bonded" you stammer it out, finally.

Thousands of different emotions were playing in Dylans' face. He jumped up abruptly as if about to barf, and in front of your alarming eyes, he quickly darts to the restrooms telling the flight attendant that he is feeling sick and nauseous.

"Dylan...?" You shout after him.

They quickly told him they'd bring medicine for him.

Your heart is beating erratic as you look down with eyes that started to tear up. Dylan gets sick when he gets shocking news. This knowledge got the best of him that made him sick to the stomach.

"I'm sorry, Dylan, "You whispered. You wiped your eyes quickly. Luckily the business section was relatively empty.

You can't understand why Dylan behave so rashly. After 5 minutes, he came and sat down, looking pale, and he just stares in front of you. You saw his hands and gasped softly, and his knuckles are red and bruised. Like he did a boxing match against a metal man.

You touch his hands softly," Dyl.." you look up, frowning.

He moved his hands away and said with a soft voice that pierces through your heart, without looking at you," Why didn't you tell me sooner-?"

You look at him with watery eyes and croak it out," I...I was afraid of your reaction...this type of response. Dylan..please -"

"I'm too mad right now...I think I'm going to move seats- too cool off " he lifts his hands to get a flight attendants attention.

You furrow your eyebrows at him and say pursed lips," No need...I'll leave" you stood up.

He looked at you with emotionless eyes; the flight attendant came with concern as she sees you gathering your stuff, " Sorry ma'am, can I please have a window seat right at the back...my friend needs air, and I need to work on something...if it ok."

You smile charmingly at your new fan. She is full of hype as she leads you to the back-four seats from where Dylan is seated.

You sat down with a heavy heart. Lunch was served, and you enjoy your food with sadness. Remembering your promise to Jin, you quickly put a charming smile on your face and take a selca with the food. You were looking to where Dyl was sitting. His earphones are plugin, his head laid back, and his eyes closed. He was ignoring everyone around him.

You look sadly at him. You knew he would take it very hard. But to be petty like this is way beyond him. You took out your novel and started to read, but the words became blurry as your heart began to ache.

Why can't he be happy for you? Even if he rejected his soulmate, you were genuinely happy for him.

You just laid your seat in a bed position, stretching out your legs and turn your whole body, looking out the window and closed your eyes... wondering how this saga will end.

For you, it will be a catalogue of disaster...You can feel it looming...

.......

The flight was over.

You arrived at Shanghai Pudong Airport.

The hotel has a shuttle service for their guest. So it will wait for you at arrivals.

It was almost time to disembark. Crew instructed you to stay seated for a while.

You quickly switch on your phone from flight mode, and there were text messages from your soulmate. You wanted to cry just then and there. He is so in tune with your emotions.

You love him so much. What did you deserve to get such a wonderful soulmate?

Omg, darling...I felt your distress. Are you alright on that flight!

O gosh, please, darling, tell me you're ok?

Are you ok?

Text me, please...I'm so worried right now...

Remember, I love you...

Please be safe!!! I love you

Your smile through your teary eyes. And felt the warmth of his love engulfs you.

Hi my love, I'm ok. I'm just so sad. I told Dylan...but he is so mad...he doesn't want to talk to me...now.

What! where are you now.?

We are still on the plane waiting to disembark. I don't feel like going with him to that hotel or being around him like this. He's going to be very unpleasant, and he is supposed to look after me...but his attitude ...

Where your hotel?

You gave him the details. What will it matter? Dylan already booked it for you.

Taelove....???

Why is he suddenly so quiet. Then another notification. Ok, he is back.

...Darling, listen. I've arranged for you to stay in another place. A driver will come and get you at arrivals. Ok!...just look for someone with a paper with your name...

Omg, Taelove, why all the inconvenience for you. It's ok?... I don't want you to stress yourself. I'll just ignore the brat.

No, it's not..ok.I'm not letting you be all sad with that prick of a best friend that can't be happy for you. No one makes my darling sad. The drivers' name is Mr Han Li, one of our contacts...he is trustworthy and reliable... I love you very much, darling.

I love you too, Taelove. Thank you for everything. I don't know how to repay you for all this...you so good to me.😚

Just stay with me and love me forever...😍😘😙❤

I love you forever.❤

All the passengers in business class stretched them out and stood up. You ask the friendly attendant to get your bag in the overhead compartment. She smiled and brought it to you. You thank her.

You took off your hat, comb your hair with your fingers in place. Place your jacket inside your carry on bag. Put a bit of red gloss on your lips to look presentable and keep your reading glasses on.

Dylan was silently watching and waiting for you. You just quietly follow him out of the cabin, smiling and waving at the crew.

You quietly follow a stoic best friend to the luggage claim area, down the escalators. You are texting your parents to inform them that you have arrived safely at your destination and changed your staying arrangements. Your dad was mad at Dylans' bratty behaviour. If he doesn't grow up, he might lose his daughter forever.

You also got a text message from Taehyungs mom and sister wanting to arrange a week or weekend stay for you in Deagu.

You went to luggage claim hall. Dylan wasn't talking to you, ignoring you, and you didn't care one bit. Suppose he is going to give You the silent treatment good for him and better for you. You look for your bags. A charming guy and his father stood next to the two of you, waiting for their bags.

He smiled broadly at the sight of your untouched beauty. You smile politely at them, but Dylan was giving this guy an icy look. The smile on the guys' lips vanish, and he looks apologetic, thinking Dylan is your soulmate. You just gave sulking Dylan an unimpressed look.

When your bags came before Dylan's, you let the guy grab them for you. Dylan was looking at you with a frown. You place it in your small trolley with your carry-on bag.

Luckily it's only one big travel bag. Dylan's still need to wait for his luggage when he saw you moving to the arrivals exit. His eyes grew wide.

"Yunru where are you going? You can't just leave...wait, our shuttle is waiting for us..." he looks confused at your blank stare.

"Dylan...I made other arrangements....find me if you got the courage to grow up...bye."

"Yunru !!!" he shouted behind you.

You wave him off without looking back, leaving a shocked Dylan behind as you disappear through the gates.

A/N Chapter 50 !!! Wow, and still a long way to go.

Question: How did you expect Dylan to react? Was his reaction justified?

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