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Soft kisses, deep thrusts, loud moans and gentle hands - everything mixed together, merging into the most beautiful moment in Yeosang's life. 

Unlike the last time they slept together, that one night that didn't end well at all, everything feels different tonight - and all the pain and all the hurt is washed away with every wave of their bodies moving against each other. 

Yeosang tries to keep his lips pressed against Seonghwa's, but he fails every time the older hits him even deeper inside and his head is thrown back by pure pleasure. His legs are wrapped around Seonghwa's waist, and his body pulled up from the mattress by the older's strong arms. 

For the first time in his life he doesn't feel the need for feeling pain at the same time. No need to get slapped, bitten or anything, just this - just this perfect moment with Seonghwa on top of him, touching him everywhere and being so deep inside of him. 

"I love you," Seonghwa suddenly whispers, before pressing his lips against Yeosang's. 

The words are so soft, and they keep echoing in Yeosang's ears, while he smiles into the kiss. Hearing Seonghwa say that, after all this time fills his heart to the brim with happiness. The only right answer to those words are resting on his tongue, ready to be spoken as soon as the kiss ends. 

But just as Seonghwa breaks the kiss, his body tenses up and he almost drops Yeosang onto the bed. The dark-blonde locks are dangling over Yeosang's face, as the older looks at him from underneath, with sparkling eyes.

"Ah... Fuck..." Seonghwa pants, as he rests his head against Yeosang's. "I'm sorry... It's... It's been a while..." 

His cheeks are blushing with embarrassment, but Yeosang just laughs softly while diving his fingers through the older's messy hair. 

"It's okay," he whispers, with a kiss on Seonghwa's nose. 

"I feel so embarrassed..." the older mumbles while carefully pulling out. "L-let me just get rid of this, and I'll take care of you, okay?" 

Seonghwa rolls out of bed and disappears into the bathroom, but is back only a few seconds later. His lips are soon pressed against Yeosang's again, and their tongues connected in a passionate dance. Yeosang hums softly, when he feels Seonghwa's hand running up along his inner thigh. 

The older's lips then start to move downwards, kissing Yeosang all over his neck, collarbones, around his chest and down his stomach. 

"Seonghwa..." Yeosang moans, when he suddenly feels the older's wet lips around the tip of his hard cock. His body begins to tense up the further Seonghwa takes him into his mouth, and Yeosang is soon gasping for air on the bed - clenching onto the sheet under him. 

The rush intensifies by a million, when Seonghwa gently pushes a finger inside of him - and then another, slowly filling out the emptiness that was left behind earlier. Yeosang is drowning in his own moans - which gets louder each time Seonghwa's fingers are thrusting into him, and the older is making sure to match the pace with the way he is sucking.

His tongue is swirling around at the same time, as his lips move up and down - the intense pleasure is giving Yeosang no time to calm down, and with three fingers deep inside of him he is soon reaching his climax. 

He dives his fingers into Seonghwa's hair, and with one last, raspy moan he calls out the older's name as he releases into his mouth. 

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The sun is starting to rise outside, but both Yeosang and Seonghwa are still wide awake. Seonghwa is sitting leaning against the headboard of the bed, with Yeosang lying next to him - cuddled up at his chest. 

"I... I need to tell you," Seonghwa suddenly says, and his face turns very serious. "I never slept with Tzuyu, well... Not when you and I were together. She confessed to me, when handing over the divorce papers. I was drunk and passed out, and she made it look like we slept together. I... I'm not Rosie's real father, but... I'm the only father she knows, so..."

Seonghwa's voice is shaky and hesitant, and he slowly turns his head in the opposite direction to avoid eye contact.

"I... I messed everything up... I'm sorry. I'm sorry I hurt you, back then and when we met again," he says, with his voice getting even lower. "I'm sorry I said those horrible things to you, and acted like such an asshole... I hope you can forgive me someday, even though I don't deserve it. But I..." Seonghwa suddenly looks back at Yeosang, and he then slowly moves down to lie right beside him. 

With their noses touching, and their eyes looking deeply into each other, Seonghwa whispers his next words - with small tears clinging onto his long lashes. "I loved you so much, Yeosang. I've loved you all along, and I still love you. You are the one, and you will always be the one."

In Seonghwa's eyes there is both love and pain looking back at Yeosang, and although he has been hurting so much over the things that happened between them - none of it matters in this moment.

"Seonghwa..." Yeosang gently wipes the first tear away from Seonghwa's cheek. "I love you too. And I don't care about what happened, not anymore. The only thing that matters is the present, and being just as we are now." 

"- in love," Seonghwa adds with a smile starting to form over his lips. 

When Yeosang is pulled into a kiss and afterwards rests his head against Seonghwa's chest again, he feels complete - and no one and nothing will ever come between them again, he will make sure of that. 

Rays of sunlight is peeking through the curtains, and a small yawn rolls over Yeosang's lips, but he doesn't want to go to sleep - not now, when he is finally back in Seonghwa's arms. 

"Why did you change your job?" Yeosang curiously asks, a few minutes later, while drawing small circles on Seonghwa's naked skin.

"Thought you didn't care about the past? But fine... You want the official reason, or the actual reason?" the older asks, but when Yeosang looks up at him with big eyes, he chuckles. "Okay, fine... It's a little embarrassing... But I knew that Lucas wasn't over you, and that man could offer you the world. I could never compete with someone like him. And I knew that if you two ended up back together, it would ruin me. So I had to get away, just in case..." 

"Seonghwa..." Yeosang smiles softly. "I don't want the world. I just want you." 

Seonghwa suddenly burst into a laughter, and Yeosang instantly frowns at the reaction to him trying to be all cute. 

"What's so funny?" he grumbles, and it doesn't help when Seonghwa decides to pinch his cheeks. 

"I'm sorry," the older laughs, "But I'll never get used to you being cheesy like that!" 

"Fine!" Yeosang snorts, "I won't say anything cheesy to you ever again!" 

His sour face doesn't stand a chance against Seonghwa though, who just pulls him closer and squeezes him until he breaks into laughter too. 

"You're still such a brat," Seonghwa says teasingly, before letting go. He then sits up in the bed again, and furrows his brows a little - but a playful smirk is resting on his lips. "Well, since we are asking each other questions now, I have one for you." 

"Okay?" 

"How in the world did you end up dating Hwang Hyunjin?" 

Yeosang cringes the second Hyunjin's name is being mentioned, and he quickly grabs the comforter and tries to hide under it. But Seonghwa is just as fast, and stronger too, and he has soon pulled it away again. 

"How does everyone know that?" Yeosang whines with a small pout. 

"I don't know? I just saw you two by coincidence one day... Looking all lovey dovey!" Seonghwa teases him, and it gets Yeosang to let go of another dissatisfied whine.  

"Oh my God!" he mumbles while hiding his face with his hands. "I don't know, it was a dark time of my life, okay? My inner psycho went wild!" 

"Well, I'm glad you're my psycho now." 

With a brow slightly raised, Yeosang looks at the older. But his heart starts racing as soon as he hears those words. Still, it can't stop him from taunting Seonghwa a little too. 

"Who said I'm yours?" he then asks, as he sits up as well. 

"I just did?" Seonghwa simply replies, and the look in his eyes is both determined and loving - and it makes everything inside of Yeosang go wild. But Seonghwa quickly withdraws his statement, and with blushing cheeks he bites his lower lip. "What? You don't want to be? Is it too fast?" 

"I've waited almost five years, Seonghwa... Nothing is too fast!" A soft smile is added to his words, while his hand is traveling down Seonghwa's naked chest. "Well... Besides..." 

Yeosang nods his head downwards, and Seonghwa promptly leans over him, to give him a light smack on the butt. 

"Rude," the older laughs. "Just give me twenty minutes and I'll be ready again!"

"What? You said that twenty minutes ago already!" 

And now it is Seonghwa's turn to make a sour face. He rolls his eyes, as he covers himself with the comforter - all the way up to his chin. "I'm getting old, leave me alone!" 

It only takes a few seconds, before Seonghwa seems to have trouble keeping his eyes open. His eyelids keep dropping down, and with each time it takes longer before they open again. Yeosang lies down to snuggle up next to him, and with his fingertips running down Seonghwa's cheek, he whispers into his ear. "Then get some rest, grandpa. We can talk tomorrow." 

Seonghwa mumbles something back about definitely not being a grandpa, with his arm flaring around in the air, before it lands on the bed and he intertwines his fingers with Yeosang's. Five seconds later he has fallen asleep. Yeosang places a soft kiss on Seonghwa's chest, before closing his eyes as well. 

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Yeosang barely gets to unlock the apartment door, before it is being pulled open from the inside - and Wooyoung and San are standing in the hallway, staring at him with wide eyes. 

"What?" Yeosang asks, as he walks inside, trying to ignore the curious stare that follows him. 

"What do you mean, what? Were have you been? What happened at the date? Oh my God, where you with Seonghwa last night? No, you wouldn't do that... Right? Unless..." 

While Wooyoung is too busy having an entire conversation with himself, Yeosang tries to sneak into his room. He had hoped the others wouldn't be home, so he could just stop by to grab some new clothes and then go back to Seonghwa's place. But things aren't going to be that easy it seems.

"Oh my God, just tells us what happened!" Wooyoung suddenly shouts, as if he's gotten all riled up by his own talking.

"Well... When I realized it was Seonghwa, I stormed out of the restaurant," Yeosang replies, and he shrugs his shoulders like it isn't a big deal. 

He and Seonghwa have agreed not to tell anyone yet, and there is two reasons for that. One, because they want to take their time, without any pressure from anyone else. And two, because Yeosang knows how frustrated Wooyoung gets every time he feels like something is being kept a secret - and Yeosang wants to have his fun with that.

"Where were you then?" it then comes from San. 

"Just with some guy..." 

The two blondes are standing in the doorway, while Yeosang is walking around his room, looking for the things he needs, but without picking anything up.

"What? You went on a date with a complete stranger?" Wooyoung then exclaims. 

"You set me up on a date with a stranger!" Yeosang fires back at him, with a quick glare over his shoulder - but inside he is bursting with laughter. 

"N-no, I didn't!" Wooyoung complains instantly. "It was Seonghwa!"

"But you didn't know that!" Yeosang adds, and Wooyoung can only roll his eyes at him for that statement. 

When he realizes that his friends aren't going to leave him alone anytime soon, Yeosang sneaks his phone out to send Seonghwa an apology over text - he won't be back at the older's apartment as soon as he had hoped for, apparently. 

But the second the blondes are busy with something else, he will make a run for it! It's only been around forty minutes since he left Seonghwa's place, but he misses him so much already. Now he truly wonders how he ever survived nearly five years without him...

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A/N: this chapter was so cheesy it hurt to write. I can't... where is my angst :( ... I'm jk, it feels good to let them be happy for once <3 

also, sorry about all the dialogue in this one. lots of things needed to be said!