"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY SHE HASN'T BEEN HERE IN THE DORM FROM THE MORNINGGG?" I asked throwing the things that I got in my hands with a mixture of fear and frustration which was taking over me as every second passed.

"That's exactly what I'm asking you Namjoon ah.. Byeol is missing..

FLASHBACK:

A FEW HOURS BEFORE:

JIMIN'S POV:

"And it's a wrap! That was great guys!! The steps were all fine. You can go back now." Sungdeuk hyung, our choreographer and the one and only performance director shouted, after making us dance to all the songs again and again until he was satisfied.

But we weren't complaining though. Due to this COVID situation, we may not be able to go out of Korea, but for now, we were taking the first step by making the ARMYS here happy.

But anyways, we will be seeing all of you very soon ARMY!!! SARANGHAE;)

"I hope you are all well practised. We will meet again here, in Seoul's Olympic stadium on the day of the concert. Bye guys." He said waving towards us and left to the backstage as all of us started getting up from the stage while Namjoon hyung kept sitting or more like..zoomed out.

"Also Namjoon, check out the final versions of the three songs which we discussed about!" Sejin hyung said as he came running towards us, while Namjoon hyung didn't move at all.

"Namjoon?"

"Hyung!"

"Yaa, Namjoonah!" Jin hyung said hitting his back as only then his concentration came back to Whatever was happening.

<<

We were now in the car as we were going back to the dorm, but this one person was alone not in his proper state. It was clear that RM hyung was thinking something soo badly but I didn't know what.

But what happened a few hours ago was sure a bit awkward for both of them..the time when Dawon Noona asked about their relationship.

Now I really wish Noona talks to hyung and sorts everything out.

"Namjoonah, look at me."

NAMJOON'S POV:

"Namjoonah, look at me." Suga hyung said, tapping me as only then I realized that all of the members were sitting with me. I guess I'm just thinking way too much...

"What is up with you? What are you thinking about?" Jin hyung asked as I met his eyes.

"It's..Y/N hyung.." I said with all honesty.

"We know that it's about Byeol. But what is that you are messing your brains with?" Hobi asked as I kept sitting silently. I miss her soo badly. I want to see her right now.

"You know you can talk to us about it right? Common, shoot!" Yoongi hyung said. They know me really well. Don't they?

Sure, a lot of things were running over my head and I think I can't hide it anymore.

"Hyung.." I started as all six of them came a little forward, letting me know that all of their attention was on me.

"The thing is...I just feel really bad these days. I mean, just before sometimes..when Dawon had come, it really became a bad situation. More like, when she asked us questions assuming, that I and Y/N were in a relationship, a mixture of love and expectation was clear in Y/N's eyes.." I said scratching my head.

"That is, I knew that at that particular time, it would have been really very great, if I could have told Dawon that I was Y/N's boyfriend or that we were in a relationship very strongly. But..I just couldn't..I..we just don't have the tag.." I said laying back on my seat.

"And whose fault do you think it is? Huh?" Yoongi hyung questioned making a hundred of things strike on my head at once.

"Tell me Namjoonah, the fact that you and Byeol don't have a tag or aren't exclusive...whose fault is it?" It's me.

"Hyung..I know where you are getting at. But I just.."

"Pour it out hyung!"

"See, I love her. I really do. There are certain things which would come in between us. One day or the other, Y/N would have to go back to her place leaving Seoul which I very badly know is soon and I will soo badly miss her. Okay, leave that. Both I and her are idols and not normal humans, that we could do all the things couples would do.but even I would want to go out in public holding her hands and kiss her right? And also, all the people around us, both the ARMYs and her fans should accept us. Do you think all this is possible?"

"Are-"

"But you know what? I honestly don't care or give a shit to all the above reasons I mentioned above..."

"Then what is it Namjoon?!?"

"I just have this fear inside me..the fear of Y/N not getting into a relationship with me, just because of the same reasons which I said above..what if she says no to me..I just don't want to let her go because of who we are or anything else.." I said letting out the breath which I had been holding in.

"Okay so answer me Namjoon. Did she tell you anything about this? That she will leave you or.. dump you just like that?" Jin hyung asked making me scrunch my nose.

"No hyung.."

"Then how in the world do you come to a conclusion that her answer is going to be a no only..? Neither of you has talked to each other about this issue correct? Then what is the use of just sitting and thinking about things which are least gonna happen?" Oh god. Yoongi hyung has a point.

"Like, you know..most of the issues between people, arises only because of miscommunication or more like lack of communication. You wouldn't know anything until you talk about things to her Namjoon... whatever the topic be, about Younha or about you having this fear in you. It will only get cleared when you speak out." He sat patting my head.

"Oh please guys, it's soo freaking obvious that both of you are head over heels for each other. Just take the next step Namjoon ah." Jin hyung said as the others nodded their heads.

"And about the reasons you were mentioning before a while...make her know that everything would be fine and things will work out even if any sorts of problems come. Give her the assurance Namjoon. That is all that's needed and she will really be happy." Ah, why are Yoongi and Jin hyung's words so strong?

"But hyung.." I started but only got interrupted.

"You better hurry or I'm taking her away. That's it." Taehyung said making my blood boil like crazy the next nanosecond.

"V HYUNG!!?" Jungkook shouted with high disappointed clear in his voice as he started hitting Taehyung. He needs it anyways.

"Yes Namjoon, it won't take a minute long for me to change the tag 'sister' to 'girlfriend'..so better make a move." Hoseok said as I hit him hard against his hands. Are they crazy?? Do they even know what they are uttering?

"What the fuck you guys?" I said still giving death glares to the two of them.

"Yaa, do you think my sister is a toy or something?!" Jimin shot up but with a funny grin written all over his face.

"I'm just kidding Kookie.." Taehyung said hugging Jungkook while the others were laughing.

"Both of them are just Joking Namjoonah. Now you really should take the next step. We hope Tae's and Hobi's words would boost you a bit. But on a SeRIOus note, ask her out already Man. Make her yours. Make her know who she belongs to."

Oh, you need not tell me twice.

I'm coming for you baby and I love you, sincerely.

<<

Y/N'S POV:

"You sure that you don't wanna come in Byeol?" Dawon asked standing in front of her door with a pout on her face.

Trust me she is the female version of Jhope.

"No, no Dawon, I'll better leave now. It's an hour journey back so it will be better if I start now. I can join the guys in the stadium too!" I said giving her a hug.

"Okay then. I'll see you soon anyways. Take care Byeol..and one second!"

"Yeah Dawon?"

"Umm, do get together with Namjoon..I mean ..make him yours..you both look really cute. You are the best match for him.." she said showing a big heat made with her hands and stepped inside the door of her big apartments.

Even I want that to happen... getting together...

I then began walking down the stairs, having my sunglasses and mask all intact while thinking about how 'making him mine' would be and I'm sure there would be a tint of redness among my cheeks.

I was just being romantic but can't help being a little dirty too..[A/N: if you are all thinking, yes I'm a dirty girl haha]

As I kept walking through the corridors approaching the car, I felt someone coming behind me.

Obviously, this is a common place and there would be people living here. Calm down Byeol.

After dusting the thoughts away, I continued walking a bit faster while the person at my back did the same.

A bit of panic starting running through me as I almost started running when that 'someone' tapped on my shoulder, making me turn with a great speed.

"Sorry to bother you, Can I know the time please?" Oh my god. He was just a normal person who came to ask the time. This is why they say not to overthink.

After telling him the time, making sure that my voice wasn't greatly heard I started walking again while I received few texts from Joon.

Joonie
Come back
soon.
I miss
You...

A smile spread over my face when I saw and just as I was about to type, I heard a  sound and knew at the moment that two people were running towards where I was standing and that's the moment when I realized that it would be okay to move to the car and get out of this place.

I almost started running and caught the handle to open the car's door when someone pulled my hands and pushed me against the car, causing me pain on my hands and made me flinch.

Moving my hair aside I turned to look at who the fuck it was and it was the person whom I least expected to see.

"Younha??!"

"Yes, witch. It's me. Now get inside the damn car with me."

>>

NAMJOON'S POV:

After the great pep talk in the car, we finally entered the dorm, fully exhausted.

I kept the keys on the holder and turned towards the hall in an expectation that Y/N would come and jump on me after this long day.

But...that's not what happened.

"Where is Noona?" Jungkook gaining all our attention.

It was pitch dark. Just the way we left it in the morning when we went for practice.

"Byeol?" Jin hyung called out. No response.

"I think she must be sleeping or something.." I said as I went to my room to see if she was there but only found her clothes on the bed.

"She..isn't here too.." I said as my heart very slowly started to beat.. Definitely not in a good way.

"We will see if she is somewhere else in the dorm.." Jimin said taking Taehyung's hands and drifted away.

After what felt like an eternity, both of them came back with a confused face saying that she was nowhere to be found.

"She is not in the dorm at all??" I shouted and I knew at that moment that I was gonna lose all my patience in just some time.

"There are no issues now. Just call her and ask where she is guys.." Jin hyung said as Hoseok pulled up his phone the next second. He put the call on speaker for us to hear her voice but inturn we only heard the line say that it was not reachable after calling for four-times continuously. No response.

"Wait does that mean that she never came back ever since she left in the morning?!" Yoongi hyung asked as my brain slowly started going in all directions thinking about all the possibilities of what was happening around me.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY SHE HASN'T BEEN HERE IN THE DORM FROM THE MORNINGGG?" I asked throwing the things that I got in my hands with a mixture of fear and frustration which was taking over me as every second passed.

"That's exactly what I'm asking you Namjoon ah.."

I then took out my phone to see if she had called me or if she had sent me any texts but..

Come back
soon.
I miss
You...

Seen

Seen. Is that what I was seeing? There hasn't been a single time that she had gone without texting me back after seeing my message.

"Hold on guys. I think she is still with Dawon Noona.." Hoseok said quickly dailing to her.

"It's nothing guys..she will be with Dawon Noona only..it's been a while for her too..she's been only seeing our faces. It's good that she is spending time there." Jin hyung said as we nodded our heads and only then I became a bit calm.

"Hello, Hoseokah! What's up?" Dawon said attending the call.

"Hey, Noona! Byeol is with you right?"

"What do you mean? She left the next moment she dropped me at my doorstep. She didn't even want to come inside my house saying that it's a long journey and she wanted to meet you guys at the stadium. Why? Any problem??" That's it. I really don't know what to do.

It's been more than 7 hours and I didn't hear anything from her.

There was a tension building up on everyone's face and I on the other side was on the verge on going crazy without knowing where she is.

Just in the doorbell rang, making us run toward it to see who it was and..

Sejin hyung.

"Hi, guys. Is Byeol free now? There are certain things that I want to discuss with her. Her schedule needs to be cleared a bit.." he said sitting on the couch in front of us, while we stood quite.

"What? Is she busy? Why are you being quiet now and..where is she..?"

"And that's exactly what we don't know.." Yoongi hyung said scratching his head.

"What do you me-" he was cut when someone's phone rang. It was...Jimin's.

He quickly took his phone from his pocket with anticipation and it was...Jay?

"H-Hello, Jay!" He said clearly sounding a bit upset.

"Hello, Jimin. I'm really very sorry to disturb you..wait are you okay?"

"Yes, I'm all good.." he said while Sejin hyung was giving us questionable looks as the phone was in speaker.

"Okay, so I just called you to ask about Byeol. I've been trying to call her since the morning but there isn't any response..this hasn't happened in years. She always gets back to the calls or texts..is she there with you?"

I vigorously started nibbling with the zip of my sweater as every nerve in my body started going crazy along with a lot of random thoughts which shouldn't be coming in.

Did something happen to her while coming back?

Did someone kidnap her??

Is it the Sasaengs?

Is she okay?!

Ah, fuck! I'm really irritated that the thought of throwing the things near me came inside.

Jimin stood there not knowing what to answer.

"Umm, she is not here Jay ssi. She has gone out." He said for which her reply was what made me feel scared more.

"Oh! She is with Namjoon is it.. then it's okay. Good that she isn't alone or something.."

"What do you mean Jay ssi?" I asked snatching the phone.

"Namjoon?! Umm, what I came to say was..Byeol isn't someone who can be left alone. I mean, she is very fragile and sensitive.. someone has to be around her all the time. It's...you guys know her past right..those things keep taunting her whenever she is left alone..but anyways where is she? Can I like talk to her for a second?"

Fuck. My baby is somewhere suffering..what the hell do I do??

I quickly cut the phone and looked up to see Sejin hyung standing straight with his hands crossed.

"So will someone tell me what's going on?"

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Y/N'S POV:

It's been more than three hours since this woman made me forcefully sit inside the car shutting up my mouth as the two men with her, who were completely covered snatched my phone away from me.

And yes all this is definitely like a movie in which the heroine gets kidnapped out of nowhere..if that's what you guys are thinking about.

She literally covered me with a cardigan of hers along with a shawl around my neck as she stopped on the entrance of a mall and held my hands as if she was my best friend for life and took me inside with her bodyguards on the side. She is practically dragging me everywhere and I cannot even talk. 

After many hours of shopping, she finally stopped at a restaurant with a private reservation and sat in front of me, crossing her legs.

Younha had planned everything really perfectly, starting from following me, knowing where I was, that I was all alone.

It's been a lot of time. I'm sure that a lot of hours has passed and boys would be worried. Namjoon.

This...this is just too bad. I wanna go to him. I wanna go to him and sit on his lap all day while he strokes my back.

"I just don't understand..if someone else was in your place they would have tried to run away or call someone or pushed me to death. How are you so calm and coming with me Ms. Byeol?" She asked eating her cold noodles while mine was becoming soggy as it was untouched.

"Wow. You finally talk to me. What is that you're thinking about yourself huh? You'd do anything as you wish? Out of nowhere you'll come to me..take me to places..and finally bring me to a place I'm not familiar of. You do know that I can easily file a case against you right?" I asked trying my level best not to sound nervous.

I maybe this world-known singer but I'm not as strong as people think, or I portray.

"But I also know that you wouldn't do anything like that Byeol..will you?" she said.

What does she mean?

"And why is that? I can do it. And to answer your question, I'm not a cheap woman like you to shout and make a scene or run away from you when you were caring out your whole 'kidnapping act' in the very modest way because if you didn't know before..I'm an idol and I have an image to maintain. I wouldn't be taking any risk to put on a scene in front of people. And also I know that you wouldn't have the nerve to kill me or something. So tell me now. Why is that you are here with me?" I asked as she started laughing.

"Woah Woah. Calm down. And yes as you said I'm not gonna kill you and all because there won't be any fun when I do few stuffs with you beloved. I will have to see your reaction. Don't you think?" Okay, where is she even taking this??

Just as I was about to respond to her, the fork near my hand fell down and I bent down to pick it up when the cloth which she had wrapped around my neck fell down from my body, revealing my neck completely. Shit did she just see the h-

I then looked up to see her eyes, becoming dark as her view was directed towards my neck.

Aha.

"You must be really happy to have been marked by Namjoon. Don't you?" She asked making me chuckle.

And for the nth time, I feel so happy thinking about Joon giving this. Now I want thousands of these all over my body. Period.

"Umm..what do you expect me to say Younha. It is what it is..." I said throwing the cloth towards her, but her reaction was not what I expected.

"Be happy now Byeol. How much ever you can. Do whatever you want. One fine day all that happiness will just disappear and you will be crying your eyes out and trust me that day will come soon where your Dearest Joon will itself wouldn't be able to help you in any way." Oh, fuck this woman.

"Can you please just stop with your useless tantrums?? For god sake! What is that you even want from me? Can't you leave us alone?"

"You exactly know what I want bitch. I want Kim Namjoon that's it." I lost it here. I quickly got up from the seat, throwing the towel beside me and turned to walk towards the exit when she speaks again.

"What do you think is happening Byeol? Aren't a few things already very clear to you?" She asked making me turn toward her again as I crossed my hands.

"What are you saying?" I asked her back, clearly annoyed.

"Namjoon and you. It's definitely not gonna work. Common, think practically..it is definitely not possible for your relationship to work out after you go to your place. Both of you would become busy and also insecure with a lot of doubts between each other..not knowing what you both are doing while staying at different parts of the world. Also, you both can never have a single day which passes happily. Maybe right now few dumb people are shipping you and all...but that will also end very soon. They will hate it, especially you.. Do you think it's okay for two of the biggest idols to do all these dating and all. He will forget you Byeol. He will definitely want someone to fill up your space. His feelings will slowly start to fade away. He will make you regret your choice. He will leave you. He will forget you. In conclusion, he doesn't love you at all...."

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NAMJOON'S POV:

We all stood silent after telling what was happening to Sejin hyung and that's when he lost his cool, while I was already irritated not being able to think straight.

"Guys..I'm so scared..she will be okay right?" Hoseok asked making my heart beat faster. There was this feeling which made me think as if she was crying.

And with great timing, this Younha had texted me making me even more furious as I wanted to break my phone then and there.

"That's it. I'm telling all this to Bang PD and Informing to the police." He said walking when Jin hyung stopped him.

"Hyung, please. It's nothing that you don't know..if it goes to the police and by chance, it gets leaked or something..it will become a big chaos. Her carrier will be spoiled.." Jin said standing before Sejin hyung.

"You are all not understanding this. According to what you said it's been more than 8 hours and she is nowhere to be found. I even called our people who were in the stadium to check and she wasn't there. They also went to the possible common places, and she is not there too. And the car which she took is in the same place" he shouted as slowly, tears started to fill my eyes thinking about where she was at the moment.

"It's not an easy task you guys. A human or more like a celebrity is missing. I'm informing right now. It's not only an issue for Byeol but also for us. I hope you guys remember that she is under big hit entertainment for the time being. We cannot risk anything." He said walking towards the door as poked in.

"No hyung. Wait. Give me your car keys. I'll myself go and see in certain places." I said as one of them started shouting.

"That's not happening...you go somewhere to find her and both if you would go missing..that's definitely not happening."

Without listening to anything,  I snatched the car keys from Sejin hyung's hands and drifted towards the door when we heard the password of the dorm being clicked as the door opened and it was...Y/N.

"WHERE THE FUCK WHERE YOU ALL THIS WHILE??" I shouted, lifting her up completely and started kissing her face, her eyes, her nose and was about to kiss somewhere when Sejin hyun shouted.

"Are you both in a relationship??!"

<<

She is not looking good. At all.

When all of us asked her what happened,  she just said that her phone's battery was down..that's why she wasn't able to Inform us and she wanted some alone time, so she went to few quite places to clear her mind...which none of us believed.

It was very clear that she had been crying a bit and I didn't want to dig it more at that time.

I brought her straight to my studio and made her sit on the couch and sat between her legs kneeling down to her eye level.

And started saying things that I had to say...and things that she had to hear and know.

Y/N'S POV:

Every single thing that Younha said was running in my mind like crazy even while Joon was sitting straight looking into my eyes.

Is whatever she said gonna be true..?

"Y/N..look at me.." he said lifting my chin and placed his hand on my thighs as my thoughts still kept dancing..

Will he leave me off breaking his promise?

"As I promised to you..I'll always be there with you because you are mine."

Even if I go to my place?

"Even if you go miles apart..even if go to the other part if the world..you are mine."

Is it not an issue that both of us are idols?

"Of course we are idols..but we can always find a solution for everything..if its the both of us trying together because you are mine."

Will all the people really accept us..?

"At the end of the day we are humans and I give zero shit if people don't like us together..because you are mine."

My absence wouldn't make an impact and..you wouldn't want anyone else Joon?

"It will be difficult at the beginning but I know that your heart will always be here with me and I'll keep remembering your every single touch on me..making me cherish every bit of you slowly..day by day..because you are mine. " He said strokes cheeks.

"Oh common. Fuck all that. All that matters is you and only you. Nothing else. I swear baby. Period."

That's it. No other man could make me happier than this can they? His every word made my eyes wet. It was exactly as if he read my mind and said all of it. I love you Kim Namjoon.

"And Y/N....I lo-"

"Joon.." I said cutting him off as I pulled him closer by his collar making his face only a centimetre away from mine.

As he was already in between my legs, I came even forward as he pulled me closer by one of his hand on my waist making me wrap my legs around him as both of our breaths started getting heavy.

His grip around my waist became tighter making me gasp in surprise while I tried my best to control my moans as he was already working on my neck sucking on it.

It was one of the best positions that I ever imagined and it was finally happening.

I then finally cupped his face and leaned in as his hand went behind my neck holding me in place when he tilted his head slightly making our lips to-
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A/N:
Do you guys think that they finally kissed? or........

Stay tuned guys.. the story is about to take a new speed 😎

Let's get it ♡♡