"I think it will be fine to add a lot of salt in his morning coffee..what do you think Y/N?"

"Noo way Joon! You aren't doing that. Never." I said definitely hating his idea on killing Jin.

Apparently, Jin had been disturbing all of 'our' private moments knowingly or unknowingly and this guy here was behaving like a five year old kid and was planning to take revenge on him.

"And why is that? Huh? Don't give me any explanation. You are helping me. That's it." he said crossing his hands over his chest.

"Or wait...why are you supporting him soo much? Let's take a decision. You like me or Jin hyung? More?" LIKE. Does he even know what exact meaning lies behind that question? Anyways, the answer to that question is very obvious but I really want to irritate Joon.

"It's the world wide handome. Kim SeokJin." I said as the next moment Joon pulled the chair in which I was seated towards him, leaving no gap.

"Someone has become too bold huh.." he said his hands going back towards my white bodycon dress's zip. Shit.

I felt his hands roaming around my bare back, making my skin cover with goosebumps and he finally took hold of the zip and-

"Hello Namjoon and Byeol! Thank you soo much for coming here and doing this with us!" Said Sara, the executive director of...wait wait. I'm so sorry. I totally forget to tell you where we were. It was finally the Interview day, here at a very grand studio for our interview. The BBC interview! Both me and Joon reached the studio like an hour ago and we were just greeted by the directors and the crew.

"Let me just quickly give you a jist of what will be happening during the show.." she started speaking and I'm sure that she noticed the distance between me and Joon. It was dangerously low and the way she was eyeing us was not soo good.

"So....the team has decided that it will be Byeol interviewing and Namjoon answering. Here are the list of questions that we have prepared for you.." she said giving me few cards which had questions printed, while on the other side Mr.Namjoon's hand was not quite at all.

"So just make it as casual as possible. Do take your time now and have some conversations so that it would be natural the- Byeol are you okay?!" She asked as I let out a gasp because of Joon pulling me zip lower and lower every minute.

"Ahh yes, Sara! I-Im fine. Please continue." I said as I turned a bit to look at the devil who had a smirk plastered on his face.

My situation was becoming really bad as she continued explaining in one side, while my zip was getting lowered, by Joon's lazy fingers as it even hit the borderline from where he could no longer pull it more.

He then pretended to pick something from the ground and moved his chair back so that my exposed skin was directly in front of his face.

He is seriously doing all this in front of another human whose eyes are piercing through us?

"Well, I'll take my leave for now. Do take some time in talking or maybe the both of could rehearse. We will get back to you in some time." Sara said leaving the both of us with an evil look on her face. What was that for, lady?

The moment she left the place, I stood up pulling up my zip moving away from Joon who now starring at me.

"Do you know how cute you are looking right now Y/N?" CUTE? No..It was rather becoming hot, making me feel some wetness at the unnecessary places. No no no.

"Why would you even want to tease me like that Joon? Especially in front of her?" I asked in a low voice as I wasn't able to meet his eyes directly.

The way he was having his own effect and the dominance, even without touching me was what he and I both were enjoying.

Oh god where is this even going?? Stop thinking all that Byeol. If I leave it as it is...I really don't know what all might happen now.

"Oh! So it would have been better if she wasn't here is it?..Baby?" He asked approaching me.

Control Byeol. Not here. Not now.

"J-Joon.. please.." I said as the distance was keep on reducing and I was in a state where I couldn't move further as I hit the wall.

"Please what Baby? You want something? Huh?" He said raising his hands towards my face when-

"Sir and Mam! Your costumes and the make up artists are ready. Let's start it now." Said one of the staff from Bighit. She has no clue as to from what she just saved me. And yes from yesterday, the people know me as an artist under BHE.

"On my way! I said pushing Joon off a bit as both of us went to our respective changing rooms.

I changed my dress. It was a black offshoulder dress which came up to my knees and I was now surrounded by three of BH staffs. I don't know if it's only me or something, but they are overly sweet towards me which...I think is good thing. Well..

On another side me and Jay were talking. It's the first time that we are being apart from each other for soo long and she felt really bad for it and started blaming herself. But actually, I think this whole situation is helping her as she is able to stick around with her parents more.

But this woman's mood swings like crazy. One moment she was being all emotional about she not being there to take care of me and the next moment, she started teasing me and..Joon.

Well, it's not her fault though because..I was updating her with what all was happening here.

My make up was done and I was ready to go when I received another message notification from Jay.

Jay💀💜
Byeol..
You've fallen.
Fallen hard for him.
For Kim Namjoon.

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"You l-look... Beautiful.." Joon said as I entered the waiting room yet again.

He was sitting on the chair, his forehead on display with his black turtle neck t-shirt making him look sooo hot, neat, handsome..all if them together! And that's why you call him the president.

"Look who is saying that. I'm nothing compared to you Joon.." I said as he chuckled nodding his head left and right while he pulled me onto his lap, my entire back on his torso.

"Joon no. Leave me. Right now. Someone will definitely be coming in at any moment." I said trying to unclasp his hands which were holding my waist in a not so good way. His sexy brain is working just too much.

"Y/N..you remember me coming to your suite one day, early in the morning when you were panting badly..I..I actually want to know what you dreamt of that day..if you still remember.." he asked with some hesitation evident in his eyes.

How can I ever forget that dream huh? Never.

I then without thinking even for second, told him entirely. That is, me encountering Joon and some woman almost having..sex.

I expected his reaction to be one thing but it turned out to be something else. He started laughing uncontrollably.

"SeRIOusly Y/N? Me having sex with someone else and saying that I didn't love you? That's bullshit. I promise, that's never gonna happen. Like ever." He said making his grip around my waist even more tighter.

Wait. WAS THAT AN INDIRECT C-CONFESSION??

No Byeol. No. Don't overthink. It is not what you think. It cannot be.

"Okay Joon listen. Let's act as formal and decent as we can alright?" I said remembering that we still had the interview to shoot.

"Formal and decent is it Y/N..?" he asked placing his face on the crook of my neck, his hot breaths fanning my nape. This feels so good that I very badly want the time to stop.

And the worst part is..He knows that he has his effect on me.

"Joon..let's not forget that there would be cameras around okay?..let's just finish it off and leave.." I said playing with his hand's fingers.

His hands were soo big when compared to mine and..is it weird that I'm finding this cute?

I then immediately pulled out my phone and took few pictures of me holding Joon's fingers and started laughing unconsciously looking at it and thatss when I felt his lips on my shoulder blade.

"You do know that this is daddy aesthetics...right Y/N?" He asked his eyes not leaving mine. I was honestly taken aback by his sudden question.

"And how do you know that Mister?" I asked placing one of my hands on his thighs.

"I have a daddy kink...Baby girl..I thought you knew.." he said trailing his fingers along my neck and hand, making me go weak.

"Not only me, but the entire ARMY nation knows about your kink...daddy"

Fuck you Byeol. Why in the world can't I keep my mouth in control?!?!

I know that my words would have had an effect on him and stood up right away, going as far as possible..his dark gaze still not leaving mine.

I triggered him. Didn't I?

Few of the staffs entered and started touching up Joon's hair while I kept looking at the picture which I took a while ago.

I don't know what took over me, but I took the decision of showing it to the whole world.

Yes I was about to tweet. I wanted to show everyone single human that this guy belongs to me a-..maybe not but...

Nevermind. I'm posting it. Only I will know the true meaning behind the picture. Didn't Bang Pd want us to post about our collaboration anyways? Two in one. Wow.

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So here goes nothing. Now I'm the interviewer here.

I sat straight having the question cards in my hands along with my mic being properly placed.

Taking the mic in his hand, the director shouted from the other side saying "This is a special episode and sorry to let you know at the last moment but, this is a live telecast. Please have that in mind!" He said smiling.

Is he SeRIOus? It's LIVE?! Both my and Joon's eyes went wide hearing it. YOU BETTER NOT MESS THIS UP BYEOL!

Every single crew and all the people were standing around the studio with curious eyes. Are we creating any history or something?

Okay so, Don't be weird and don't drool over Joon most importantly.

I then closed my eyes for few and opened them looking determined.

"It's Showtime everyone!" I said displaying a huge but flawless smile as the camera went rolling.

"Welcome to BBC's CELEBRITY INTERVIEW! This is Byeol here! I take this opportunity to say a big to hi to our fans and the people watching this live. I hope all of you are taking care of themselves in this period."

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COMMENTS:

@XXX WOAH!!!

@YYY She looks soo pretty! As usual!! I mean just look at her!

@zzz when are you gonna be back here Byeol?!

@xyx you belong here and not there..

@yzz oh there she is. She and her ugly face.

@aaa @yzz mind your words if you don't want any lashing from the fandom.

@bbb we love you soo much Byeol!!!!! It's Soo good to see you again.

@aba please stay in Korea for a long time..

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Okay so that was smooth. Opposite to me there was a screen which was displaying the live watch count and it was obvious that it was going up steadily. It's already in its millions.

"So today we have a very special..I think using the word 'guest' won't be that great..but instead we have a big treat. In a few moments, I'll be joined by none other than 'The President of entire ARMY NATION..Kim Namjoon from BTS!!" I said as he made an entry waving his hands towards the camera.

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COMMENTS:

@123. What the f?? Namjooonnnn?!

@111. It's Namjoon and Byeol?! Omg!

@222. He is looking soo freakinggg hot man..

@333 he is alone?! How is that possible?!

@121 is my ship finally sailing?!? NAMYEOL!!!

@331. UGHH he looks soo fine..

@221. Who even asked these two here?

@321. @221 you better stfu.

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"Hey!" He said approaching me for a hug as I do the same. But trust me before releasing me from his grasp he slid his fingers through my ass cheek. I swear to god that I would kill him..with something.

He sat facing me, making me lose my entire concentration. He's devastatingly attractive.

All these days, I had been spending a lot of time with him, talking with him and doing all sorts of things and all all but, him being seated straight in front of me.. it was The Kim namjoon! showing off his illegal dimples which I very badly wanted to wreck.

I cleared my throat and continued.

"Hello Jo- ah, Namjoon! How are you doing??" Shit. I messed up.

"Hi Y/N! Please call me Joon. I'm very well fine...right now..." He said making me stare at him, enraptured.

"Right...Joon.."

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COMMENTS:

@+++ Did she just openly call him JOON!?!

@--- Namyeol! Namyeol!

@&&& did he call Byeol by her real name thoughh?!

@+-- no one ever does that man! Woah

@+-+ see the way she is looking at him..

@-&- Girl has a crush OML!

@--+ you guys are over thinking. This is all bullshit.

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"Soo yes Joon. Everytime the topic BTS comes, it doesn't end without the talk about the BTS ARMYs. Can you tell me what makes them special to you personally?" I asked maintaing my straight posture.

"There is nothing new to tell at all! For me as well as BTS as a whole ARMYs are our backbone and only support system. We need not even say anything, but they exactly know what our situation is at every perspective.." he said showing hearts in front of the camera.

"Well, to me you are special too.." what the? Does he even realise what he just said? Okay Byeol change topic. CHANGE THE TOPIC!

"Well, it's a dream come true for me to see you RM! aaaaannnddd also the least professional moment of my career.." I said laughing hoping that the whole thing would be a joke.

"You know what? Chuck the interview, I'd rather have a real conversation with you." He said while leaning in and pulled of the cards from my hand.

All the crew around us were a bit taken aback but were actually enjoying it. Sara had a very much satisfied smile on her face while the staffs from BHE were all giggling and smiling within themselves.

"You, yourself are very big solo artist..no and Idol! You must really love what you do. Don't you? It really comes across on all your songs Y/N." He said as I then acted as if I was really surprised by what he said.

"You listen to my songs?..Joon?"

"Of course..why not I am your fan!"

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COMMENTS:

@mmm what is even more here??

@nnn he is interviewing the interviewer!

@lll ughh..I so badly want him to look at me like that..

@mlm why do I find something fishy here?! #namyeolistrue

@lnl they are really very casual with each other!

@nmn this is crazy. Did you guys see Byeol's previous post!!!??

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"So, do you like being an idol?!" He questioned me out of the blue.

"Yes definitely! What about you?!" That's a lie.

"I do too... except for somethings.."

"In that case, what do you want out of life? As a person, I mean, not as an idol."

"You know..no one has asked me that question in years..and the answer to it is...I think everyone do know how hectic an Idols life could be...you would understand, know me very well and also know what I'm talking about.."

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COMMENTS:

@999 "you understand and know me very well" Kim Namjoon!! He really said thattt

@888 you guys..are you looking the way the both of them are looking at each other?!

@777 I don't really like this at all. Not even a single bit.

@878 @777 not even a single person asked for your worthless comment.

@979 BYEOL'S POST!! SHE WAS HOLD HIS HAND! FINGER!! THIS IS HISTORY PEOPLE!

@778 My ship is sailing..and I'm cryingggggg.

@666 Joonie is totally crushing on her!!!

@677 Namyeol Yay!

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"I guess sometimes, I'm tired of being alone.. ofcourse my brothers, my buddies..the six of them are around me always but.. being famous makes certain things like dating difficult..hard to imagine itself." Okay where is this going? Control Joon..

"I don't get to be just an ordinary guy who would get to talk to a beautiful girl who is an idol! And even now...I cannot get any more closer with you, even if I want to." He said leaning in towards me even more, when Jay's words flashed.

Fallen hard for him. Fallen hard for Kim Namjoon.

Yes.

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COMMENTS:

@*** HE'S INTO HER.

@""" She is blushing hard everyone!

@### he called her BEAUTIFUL!

@~~~ I hate Kim Namjoon!

@/// I would have fainted if I was in her place.

@*/* I hate her soo much.

@#*# her previous tweet itself proves how cute they are!!

@//* Just get to get her already!!!!! #namyeolistrue

@""/ I wish she dies or goes missing somewhere. I hate her existence now.

@::: @""/ haters gonna hate baby..
It's Soo obvious that both if them like each other!!

@((( waiting for the news to break out!!! And all toxic people out there!do Accept this ship! Like common at this point we cannot even say anything bad towards them..

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The Interview finally got over. All of the crew thanked us, saying that this was the best even interview till now.

'You've got tea. So obviously you will be happy. All your TRP rattings are gonna be crazy now.' I thought looking at Sara, who was talking to her staffs in a really very happy manner.

While Joon, who was soo much into the interview, who was talking to me really well, even in front of the cameras, who didn't think twice before touching me intimately in front of others..was now busy with his phone.

Like seriously?

"Joon..let's leave..!" I said getting my stuffs after changing my costume. There wasn't any response from him.

"Joon..if you are not moving I'm leaving first!" I said holding his hand. I very badly wanted to take him home with me..I want to spend time with him...

"Hmm..Y/N?" He called me, his eyes still not leaving his phone.

"What?" I asked a bit annoyed and that's when he looked up from his phone screen.

"You go to the dorm first." Wait what?

"But.." I started but only got interrupted the next moment.

"There is somewhere I need to go..right now..I'll be back in half an hour." He said getting up as he took his over coat with him.

"Get home safely alright. See you." That's all he said when he left me all alone in the room, with my hands raised for a hug which I never got..

Why do I feel soo off?

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"Noona..trust me the interview was a blast!" Jimin said hitting me again and again while all of them were drinking and laughing like crazy.

"None of us expected Joon to be really open like that..I mean.." Hobi started and trailed off when Jin held his shoulders for something.

Joon to be open like that? What does that mean now?

"He is blabbering Byeol ah... anyways the show was a big hit as expected. We did a good Job by setting you both together.."Jin said hifying Jungkook.

"Noona..what's the matter?" Tae asked lightly patting my shoulders. It was past One o'clock midnight and Joon...still hadn't come back.

"What are you talking about Tae? I'm fine!" I said getting up from the couch in a thought of going to the room when a hand held my wrist.

Yoongi.

"Byeolah, sit." He said and I couldn't move any further and so I did as he said.

"What happened to you now. You were okay when you entered the dorm and where the hell did Namjoon go?" He asked, frustration written all over his face.

"I even texted hyung, about two hours ago..there still isn't any reply..did he tell you something Noona?" Jungkook asked and that's when I lost it.

"I don't know I don't know I don't know!!! The interview got over. I called him to go back to the dorm while all he did was text someone in the phone and suddenly he left me all alone saying that he needs to go somewhere and will be back in an half and which he never did!!!!" I shouted. I shouted soo much which made Jin come out from the kitchen and hugged me.

"Hey hey..calm down. He must be stuck in some..work..just go and sleep now.." he sat patting my head as Yoongles's was giving Jin a weird look.

Both Jin and I know that he was just consoling me but..

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"You never went to the bed..did you?" Yoongi asked as he sat down beside holding a water bottle.

"It's 5 in the morning Byeol.." he said his voice a bit grumpy and pulled me onto his shoulders.

I couldn't sleep at all. All I was thinking was about Namjoon..did something bad happen?!? Ughhh my brain!! Stop working for sometime!!

"Hyung!! Jin hyung! Taehyungah, hobi hyung.., Jungkook ahhh, Yoongi hyung..dont wake up Noona and come here quickly!! And see this!!!!" Jimin shouted soo much which would wake up people sleeping in two more houses.

All of them came into living room at once, with their cell phones in their hands while they still hadn't noticed that me and Yoongi were on the couch.

"What the hell is this? Is this for reall?" Jin shouted while the some were scrolling through the phone and few were had their hands on their faces.

"Yaa yaa what is happening? Why are you guys shouting?" Yoongles asked as the both of us stood.

"Shit." Was all that the 5 of them said looking at me, standing beside Suga.

Did something happen??

Yoongi got the phone from Taehyung's hand and saw what they were talking about.

"What is it oppa..is everything alright?" I asked only to notice that his facial expressions were changing every second.

"Ahh, it's n-nothing Byeolah..the boys are simply shouting.." he said shoving off the phone into Tae's pockets.

"HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT ITS NOTHING HYUNG?!" Jimin shouted, making me sit in the couch while others stood surrounding me while Jimin showed me his Twitter feed.

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A/n:
Woah...that was intense...
Hope are staying safe!
Thanks to everyone one of you who is reading this book!! 💜