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Y/N's POV:

"So Y/N...who is your Bias?"

That's it. I cannot do this anymore. I cannot face them. All of them were directly looking at me as if they were looking at a small girl who was making fun of herself in a circus along with my cheeks becoming read and hot because of the embarrassment.

I need to leave.

"Can any one of you p-please call Sung Yeon to drop me off? I have to leave." I said getting off the chair as I picked up my phone and my bag from the couch.

"I'll be waiting for him at the ground floor" I said not meeting any of their eyes as I opened the door and started walking out, while I heard them calling my name.

I really need space now.

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I very well know about me. I have a very low alcohol tolerance and not to mention my drinking habits. I'm sure that I would have uttered some nonsense yesterday..

I really hope atleast that It wouldn't be as embarrassing as today morning.

My headache didn't go down at all, but was only increasing, along with my throat and stomach burning. Wait did I puke YESTERDAY?!

This dress which I'm wearing...I'm sure that it's Joon's because of his scent but..t-there is no way that he would have changed it for me or...fuck.

I'm never drinking again.

My dear brain, calm down for sometime.

Chucking all that I decided to take a shower, when I started recieving calls and messages from all seven of them. Oh no. Ignoring all that, I entered the bathroom.

The water poured down, dripping by the sides, as my mind goes into a dark zone, and everything just became so surreal.

The sensation of the hot water, sure did calm me down a bit but I still couldn't take my mind off few things.

What did you blabber after getting drunk Byeo!?

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"Hmm...Namjoon ahhh.." she said, no moaned between their sloppy kisses which was becoming a heated one every next second.

She tugged at his hair in a rough manner, earning a deep groan from him while he pushed he off his lap  to the dorm's couch and removed the thin piece material which was covering her the whole time without knowing that I was standing near the door and watching all that was happening.

"I can't wait anymore Baby... I-I love you.." and that's exactly where I lost it.

"KIM NAMJOON!!" I shouted, tears flowing down my cheeks even though I didn't wanna portray myself to be weak. In front of them.

"Oh...Y/N." He said as he slowly got of her and sat on the couch as if nothing big happened.

"What the actual fuck is going on J-Joon? I mean..h-how could you..?" I asked as the world betrayal was being said again and again on my mind.

"What do you even mean Y/N? I'm not your boyfriend or something. You r-remember?" Right.

"Also I don't see us going anywhere Y/N. I just don't have the spark .." he said without knowing how much his words were affecting me.

"For god sake, Y/N. Just wake up from the whole damn situation and see what has to be done. Wake up please!"

NAMJOON'S POV:

I've been standing in front of her suite's door for over 15 minutes, calling her simultaneously but there isn't any response.

Probably inside the bathroom?? Okay let me wait for sometime. But once I meet her, there's a lot to talk to her about... especially after yesterday night, where she uttered..more like stimulated me by saying many things.

Meanwhile I opened up twitter and started scrolling my time line to see what ARMYs have been talking about and... JACKSON?

HIS CAPTION IS MAKING SOMETHING REALLY OBVIOUS. SHIT.

Looks like I really didn't control myself that day. He read my emotions perfectly. But why the hell would he put a caption like this. It's fine unless ARMYS don't find anything new.

#NamYeol. Wow. I love the ship name. The fact that both ARMYs and Y/N's fans have already started shipping us is something that I need to think about.

Not that I'm complaining even a bit but I have to think about all the members before ARMYs start building up theories.

Trust me, when it comes to them making up theories and finding things..my 148 IQ is nothing compared to them.

Even the last time, they came to a conclusion that me and Y/N would have spent time together in the pet cafe, because of our tweets on the same day. Well..it's the truth anyways.

Okay the wait is over. 30 minutes has passed and it's good that I came with the security guards that I could be standing here without any trouble.

I took the suite's key which thankfully was still with me and unlocked the door closing it behind me and walked straight to the bed to see-

What the..I saw Y/N sweating soo much, tears falling from the ends of her eyes..and the next thing I knew is that I started shouting to wake her up. But she didn't seem to move.

"For god sake Y/N...Just wake up! Wake up Please!" Just then, she opened her eyes and sat on the bed immediately taking deep breaths..."J-Joon?!"

"Yes it's me...Calm down..I'm here.." I said hugging her as she hugged me back, her grip really strong around me. Looks like she had a bad dream. Should I ask her about it?

I gave her some water as she washed her face and sat down on the couch facing me and I knelt down.

"Jonnie.. y-you wouldn't leave me off and go away right? " She asked making many questions pop up in my mind.

I could see the sadness in her eyes which I didn't like at all. Wait did she dream about me or something?

Y/N's POV:

I have no idea as to why that sort of a dream came..but I'm thankful that it's just a dream.

But even if it was reality..I really don't have any right over him. Do I?

"What do you mean by that question? I promised you that I'll always be by your side...also above and sometimes under you baby. " He said winking and I exactly knew what he was talking about.

"Perv Joon."I said rolling my eyes to only get carried the next moment and now I was in his hands.

"I'm a pervert is it.."

*I want more of you Joon....I just wanna fuck you..*

NOOOOOO..There was a flash of me saying that and..No way..

"Joon what exactly happened yesterday? What did I say? And my dress-

DING DONG.

The bell rang as Joon dropped me and I went to see who it was.

"Jimin and Jin Oppa??!"

*Stop playing the devil and angel game...by killing..*

*It will take a lot of time for your wife to arrive...show your abs!*

No no no no...

"Come in!" I said as they kept staring at me. Just as I closed the door and walked few steps inside, there was a knock on the door.

"Taekook?"

*That tounge of yours..*

*Show off your god damn tattoos.."

Someone please tell me that these flashes are not what happened yesterday..

"Hey Noona!" They said and entered inside and before I could close the door again, there were two more people.

"Hobi..Yoongle- Y-Yoongi oppa!"

*Your clothing..don't attack us without a warning..*

*Min Suga..imma gonna sue you...*

No way. Can I just jump from somewhere? I wanna run away!!

"Yaa..where was your phone?" Yoongles asked as the both of them entered and I closed the door.

As I walked in, I saw all of them already seated...but in a circle. I'm soo freaking embarrassed.

"So guys...looks like Namyeol were spending time and we disturbed them.." Hobi said nudging his hands on Jimin and Yoongi who were seated beside him.

Isn't Namyeol mine and Joon's ship name? I don't know how I'm about to manage BTS roasting me. No us.

"You all made us worry by not picking up your phone that we directly came here Byeol..to see you.." aww..my big bro.

"Noona you have no idea what we did. There are three to four cars at the basement parking waiting for us. If someone see's then that's it. Why did you even leave the dorm??" Jimin asked as Tae immediately started "Noona actually I'm sorry..I shouldn't have directly provoked you like that.."

"There is nothing to be sorry about Tae..it's just that when all of you heard the conversation and looked at me...I just felt... really embarrassed. But..how did you get the paper?? A-are you really my fan?" I asked him as he chuckled a bit.

"Actually you had left your keys that day along with a small pouch. When I took it to return it to you, the paper fell down and BOOM." Joon said making me realize my mistake. If only I hadn't left those keys.

"And yes Noona, as I said that day I'm your fan..just the way you are an ARMY..!" He said showing of his boxy smile.

"Your wallpaper?!?" I said as he Jimin and Kook smiled and opened their phones, unlocking it.

"These are the pictures which Hobi hyung took when you fed us!" Kook said poking my cheek. Why are they soo soo sweet.

"But I think you three will have to change it soon... because I think someone might not like it.." yoongles said indirectly pointing at Joon as the rest of started laughing.

"So you are an BTS ARMY..like any other ARMY is your wallpaper picture
Of us Noona?" Kook asked making me turn towards Joon. Well..it was a picture of BTS..

"Y-Yes kook.."

"What picture is it?? Show us!" Hobi said and I swear I wanted to break my phone.

"Umm..there is very low charge now..I'll show it later?" I asked as they nod their heads.

Okay this is right time to ask what happened yesterday..which I already know..and apologies for it.!

"Can you guys like tell me what happened yesterday..I'm not so sure about my memory.." I said hoping that they would exactly say what happend.

"Nothing big Noona..you wanted to see my tattoo..which I'll show you soon!"

"You highly appreciated my black hair..which I don't plan on changing anytime soon!"

"You said you missed me and not to worry abymy pinky..which I won't from now on..!"

"You asked me about my clothing while returning from America and I swear that it wasn't intentional!"

"You wanted to see my Abs..which I might be showing you when we work out if someone doesn't kill me for it..!"

"You wanted to see my gummy smile and I assure you that you will witness one all the time irrespective of my mood.
See Byeol ah..we are all giving you what you asked for.. because you are our girl..but why would you even run away like that?' my sweet AgustD said as tears formed in my eyes.

I know that they delibrately said only the less embarrassing parts leaving the others.

But for me everything became really clear. I'm never ever drinking with them again. I should have been crazy for doing something like that.

"I'm soo sooo sorry.. really sorry. I shouldn't have behaved like that." I said not meeting their eyes.

"Well..looks like someone clearly remembers what happened and there no need to apologize because as Yoongi said, you are our little girl and there is nothing to be sorry about." Jin said ruffling my head.

"And if you still don't know what you told..it's better if you ask him directly..in private" WWH said scratching his neck.

Don't worry oppa I already have a memory as to what I could've said. I still have to know about my dress and I also know that Joon is definitely going to get back at me for all that I said.

Well..people tend to blabber... whatever is actually going on in their mind...right?

As we continued talking, I noticed Joon stealing glances from me and I winked back at him, making his eyes go wide as he hadn't expected that.

'Being bold huh?' he mouthed from the other side as I smirked back. Trust me, my smriks really has a great effect on him.

We all ordered and ate pizza, while my stomach ache started hitting me again.

"I'll be back" I said getting up from the centre table on which I was seated, placing my phone on top and left to take a tablet.

I was searching for my medicine bag when 'sarang' started playing..my ringtone...oh shi-

Wait Byeol. They already know.

I heard them giggle as Jimin suddenly shouted from the other side of the suite.

"Noona you phone is ringing!" Here I was still searching for the tablet.

"Noona it's ringing again.." he said as I got the tablet at the same time.

"Who is it chim?"

"It's someone named Sian!"

Wait Sian? At this time? Is everything okay?!

"Jimin pick it up! Put it on speaker..I'm coming." I said putting the tablet inside my mouth and reached the couch.

"Mam..I don't have much time now but I hope you are doing fine! Please listen to me. Do not pick up Ryan sir's call at any cause please. You spend good time over there as that is what you wanted!.." when did his Korean become soo good?

Byeol concentrate! Everything is fine but why shouldn't I pick Ryan's call?

All the members became silent as they were looking back and forth at me and my phone.

"Sian..calm down! Did something hap-"

"Y/N." Ryan.

I went to take the phone but Joon stopped me.

"I don't know anything but you are coming back here in the next flight."

This is something that I didn't wanna happen.

"But why Ryan? Everyone is going smooth..even Jay is go-"

"Going smooth? Jay's parents condition became really worse Y/N. And please remember that you are a celebrity, who has a running life but is staying all alone without anyone else with you or to take care of you..or with any security in another country..!"

"But..." I started but trailed of as I noticed the hyung line nodding their heads over something.

"No Buts Y/N. You maybe a big artist in this world, but you are a small girl for me. There is more than 30 days for your major fan sign event. I know that this is a break which you take after your album release but..the thought of you being alone is not really pleasant..." He said as I placed both my hands on my head not knowing what to do.

I don't want to go...

"I will talk to Bang Pd in case of your collaboration with BTS. You are making me take this decision Y/N. You didn't want me to send any of the staff too. What do you even expect me to do. Just-"

Before I could answer him, Joon took phone in his hands and started speaking.

"Ryan ssi this is Namjoon from BTS. I very clearly understand your concern but please don't worry about her. All the seven of us are spending our time her here.." Joon said looking at me. His look.. was as if he was pleading me for something..that one look flipped my stomach.

I definitely don't wanna go back..at all..

"He still isn't convinced.." Joon said placing his hands on my shoulders making me look at him.

"Why don't you stay with us?" Jin suddenly shouted. H-He must be kidding me right?

"That would be awesome Noona!! We can spend a lot of time!!" Jimin said as Tae and kook nod their heads hifying.

"N-No..oppa..I mean I'm already spending a lot of time in the dorm. I don't want to be an additional disturbance.." I said looking at them as they were disappointed.

"Like..think about it Byeolah.. we are also like you taking a break and someone would love to have you around...plus it would be amazing to see a girl running all the way and puking at night..." Yoongles said making me stumble as the rest of them started laughing out loud.

"DID I PUKE YESTERDAY??"

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NAMJOON's POV:

Im also a human and even I need attention.

"Y/N..I wanna use the washroom" I said in a hope that she would guide me and yes she did.

She got up, placed her phone on the table as I did the same while she held my hand and took me to the bedroom.

"Here Joonie..you need not worry..it isn't messed up or something..I'm hygienic!" She said pushing me in.

"Okay got it! But.."

"But what?!"

"Give me a kiss." And that flustered look on her face was what I was waiting for.

"I'll maybe give you a kick when you come back. Now go. I'm leaving." She said rolling her eyes, trying to hide the effect of my words.

Before she could move any further, I held her waist with both my hands pulling her close.

"Joon..all the others are just few steps away!!" She whisper yelled.

"I don't care and I'm not leaving you until you  give me a kiss. That's it." But on a SeRIOus note, more than just teasing her I really wanted to feel those lips against my-

"Oh god Joonie.." she said and came forward placing her one hand on my left cheek and the other on my shoulder and slowly kissed my other cheek as I held her even more tightly..I just wish time could stop...

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"I think it's time. We should leave. Let her rest.." Hope said as maknae line started whining.

"Umm..guys..why don't you all stay here..if you all don't mind.." Y/N said as all of us were looking at each other. I was anyways about to do that only. Huh.

Now they were all starting at me for an answer. In my opinion I would want to kick them all out and spend time with her alone.

"I'm okay with it if it's fine with you guys." I said and they started grinning.

"Okay so three of you can very comfortably sleep on the bed..I'll get two or three additional beds which can be put at either sides of the big bed. Two two can pair up and use them while I'll use the couch.." she said while Hope interrupted.

"No one is sleeping on the couch. Let Jin hyung, Jungkook and Taehyung take the bed..me and Jimin is one bed..Suga hyung in another.." he stopped as he looked at me and smirked. I exactly know what he is planning and I love him for that.

"and you along with Namjoon share the remaining one..sounds good right?" He turned to all of us as they were vigorously nodding their heads.

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Y/N's POV:

I very gladly accepted what Hobi said but having Kim Namjoon beside me was not helping me nor my hands were gonna stay with me.

Both of us were wide awake, while others were sleeping..or that is what I thought.

I felt Joon's hand over my hands as I turned facing him.

"Joon..." I whispered as I went closer, facing each other.

"Yeah baby? Not sleepy?" He asked tugging few strands of my hair behind my ear as I looked at his eyes..

"The answer to that question..yes I'm being bold.." I said as he pulled me even more closer, our noses only few inches apart.

Okay that was a bad idea.

"Hmm...what exactly happened after me passing out..?? Nd my..dress..?!" I asked as I could notice him smirking a bit in the bit of moonlight which was visible.

"I don't think you will want to know that baby.." he said pinching my nose.

"Tell me now Joon...or" I said sliding my hands over his torso, making his breath hitch.

"Be careful with your words and your actions baby...two can play this game.." he said sliding his fingers from my face to my neck making my body cover with goosebumps.

"You were really high and almost passed out..but you still werea bit conscious..I umm..took you to my room..you puked and looked really uncomfortable in your dress soo.." he said not meeting my eyes.

"So Y-You changed my clothes?!?" I whisper shouted. If I'm being honest...I'm not angry. At all.

"Y-Yes..and since you didn't know what you were doing..we actually..umm" ITS NOT WHAT IM THINKING RIGHT?

"What Joon..D-Did we h-"

"Have sex? Ahh..no no Y/N I'm not that sick of a person to take advantage of a drunk woman.." he said as I nod my head sarcastically.

"Aww..Is my baby disappointed? Don't worry it will happen when it has to happen.." he said pulling my waist completely towards him, my face on his chest as I hit him back.

"Yaaa Pervert Joon" I almost shouted not believing what this man was uttering as he ended up laughing and pulled my cheeks.

After some I turned the other side delibrately, my back facing his torso when I felt a hand, over my stomach pulling me backwards.

Joon's deep scent hit me again, his face in the crook of my neck, leaving no gap between us. My body's sensation was not in control..his mouth on my neck was giving me butterflies in my stomach.

"Y/N.."

"Hmmm..?"

"Don't go.. please..back to your place.." he said as I kept silent for sometime.

"Even I don't want to go Joon..but.."
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"Y/N, both of us are not leaving each other for now, for this minute, for a day, for a while or for any period of time. Never."

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A/N:

3727 WORDS! Woah..
Looks like it's being all sweet and stuff..let's bring some Melodrama..shall we? ;))