5. Somehow It Worked Out... I Think?
Lifeweaver took me to my room, I wasn't able to leave his sight or his side during the three minute walk. That would've been fine if some words were exchanged but the walk was silent. Everyone may think three minutes isn't a lot but three minutes of silence feels as if it's been an hour. Like, come on man. You were just telling me about your biolight and now you want to be silent? This guy makes no sense to me.
"We're here, your room. Nice walking with you, and remember-"
"If I'm in any pain I should come to you, I know Lifeweaver." I say cutting him off.
"Right, see you later F/N." He began to walk away but then I remembered something.
What I had planned while we were walking in silence, it's risky but I have to try it. It'll either end in two ways, I just hope it ends in the way I expect it to go.
"Wait, Lifeweaver, can I ask you something?" He stopped and turned to me when hearing by voice, walking back towards me.
"Ask away."
"Have you ever taken a risk before? As in one that could determine what happens in the future." I ask. I have no interest into what his answer is, this is just a question to set up what I am going to do as the future approaches.
Lifeweaver seemed like he was thinking about what I just asked but he answered rather quickly, "I have, many in fact. It's why I'm here in the first place. Why do you ask?"
"Because I made a risk coming here and I almost died, but you know that already." I sigh, maybe taking those acting classes when I was in school aren't so bad.
"I suppose that's true, it'd be terrible if your family found out you were deceased all the way here."
Family? Did he really have to mention them now? I try to erase that thought away, I had to stick to my plan.
"Yeah but... I feel like I'm going to mess up again someday, and ruin my future." I open the door to my room, if I predict this correctly...
"We all take risks, F/N. It's how we function, and any risk can be a good risk even if it means death, unfortunately." He put his hand on my shoulder, that is not what I predicted but it's close enough.
"Then I hope you forgive me for this risk.." I glanced at Lifeweaver's confused face before going along with my plan.
I pulled him into my room and pinned him to the wall before kissing him. I know this sounds bold but I have to go this route in order to gain his trust. I know this works because I've done it before; kissing guys, gaining their trust, killing them. The same old except I can't kill him.
What confuses me here is that he's not pushing me away, in fact I can feel him kiss back. I guess that checks out that he's not gay... I think? But why isn't he pushing away? It's like he's enjoying this! I'm so confused right now but I'm not gonna complain about it.
I pulled away from the kiss and looked at him, "You like girls?"
"I like everyone." He smiled, "I guess you were right, that is a risk."
Now that our faces are much closer than they should be, I realized just how fucking beautiful this man is. I know we just kissed and all but I could feel my face heating up. I just kissed a dude who looks like a Greek god, its unreal.
"You kissed me first, so why are you flustered?" He asks,
"Just- no reason..." I move away from him, "You can leave now."
"If you say so," I watched as he left my room.
I punched the wall, "Fuck- owch. That is not what I expected." I mumbled to myself.
My two ways I thought this was gonna go was 1. He's not into girls and therefore brings us into an awkward moment. Or 2. he does like girls (and this moment just proved that) but still brings us into an awkward moment where he thinks some girl he just saved suddenly has feelings for him.
Well... at least no moment was awkward. It just seemed like banter. BUT WE BARELY KNOW EACH OTHER!!!
I sigh and sit on my bed. This sucks.
But this is just step 1 into my plan, I'll eventually get him to fall in love with me at some point. Then I can strike, but I now need to find my stuff back. My guns and drugs that aren't for me, as well as the tranquilizers I had. These guys are scientists so I'm sure they were smart enough to not destroy it, meaning they're somewhere here on the facility. I just need to find it,
Which is what I'm gonna do next... after I sleep out my embarrassment.
I let my body just fall sideways, laying down on the bed. It's not like I have much freedom here so I might as well sleep whenever I want to.
And once I wake up, I'll start searching for my things.
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Lifeweaver POV:
I only walked a few steps before looking back at the closed door. I truly do wonder what F/N's intentions were when kissing me. If she thought kissing me would make me like her back then I'm amused.
I gave in to not make things awkward, I'm not sure how F/N feels about it... oh well. I'm sure she'll be over her feelings by tomorrow.
Even if this were some sort of romantic story, then it'd be similar to another story. Two young people in love but aren't allowed to be with each other.
Unfortunately, with my current mission. There's no time for romance. I hope I can break the news to F/N at some point, maybe not now, but soon.
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