"chanda bhi deewana hai tera
jalti hain tujhse saari chakoriyaan"

JANHAVI

While still engulfing my mouth into a kiss, he gently lifted me by my legs and placed me on the bedside counter table. He showered kisses on my neck, while I hastily unbuttoned his shirt. Smirking at me, he clutched the hem of my kurti and pulled it off. I was feeling a whirlwind of emotions, embarrassment, desire, reluctance and what not. 

What if he dislikes my bare body? I haven't shaven down there. What if he gets repulsed by that? What would be his reaction after seeing my -not so pink- pussy and my disproportionately thick thighs?

Come on Janhavi you're overthinking!

But...

Ishan had already got rid of his shirt, and his toned muscular body was on full view. I glided my fingers on him, feeling his stature. His hands had already made way to the hook of my bra.

"Ishan", I called out faintly, interrupting him. He looked into my eyes, and cupped my face with both of his hands.

"What happened?", He asked intensely looking at me.

"Should we do this?", I asked him, and the repentance of asking, hit at that very moment.

I could see Ishan's smile fade slowly. With a very serious face, "You don't want this?", he asked.

"I do but...", and my voice trailed off. How would I explain my insecurities to him?

"If you say no, I would immediately stop. You know that right?" he said intently.

I nodded, looking away. 

"It's just that.... this is my first time and I'm.. I'm feeling...too much. This isn't your first time right?", and the question slept out of my mouth before I could stop myself. All I could do was mentally facepalm myself.

Ishan's expressions stiffened and he pulled away his hands that were cupping my face.

Did he get reminded of Aditi while standing half naked with me?

I know I should have consoled or assured him but I couldn't help but feel jealous. I saved myself for my husband, couldn't he? 

A weird silence fell between us, both of us avoiding an eye contact.

Did I mess it all up?

Suddenly,the sound of my ringtone filled the silent room. I glanced at my phone to see the caller ID. Veer was calling. 

Why was he calling at such a late hour? Did something happen to Baba?

Various ill thoughts started to invade my mind.

Ishan moved to a side to let me climb down the counter. I went ahead to pick up the call.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANU", he shouted over the call in a very slurred voice.

"Thank you Veer but teri awaaz katt jaa rahi hai", I said in utter relief. Everything was okay back there then.

Ishan was intently eyeing me and was perhaps able to hear what Veer was saying from the other side due to the extremely silence of the night. 

"Accha? Sunna Janu tera pati so raha hai?", he asked hazily. Something was very wrong with him.

"Kyu? Usse baat karni hai?", I asked back.

"Nahi....Janhavi you love him?", he asked on a very serious note.

And without any second thought, I replied, "Yes". I looked at Ishan who was still looking at me and blushing slightly.

After getting no reply from that side, I prompted, "Veer?"

"Janhavi-IthinkIloveyou", he said in one breath.

"Kyaaa?", I asked not being able to process whatever he had said.

"You heard me right. Aaj mummy puch rahi thi ki mai kaisi ladki ke saath shadi karna chahta hu, aur unconsciously I gave an complete description of you."

"Veer are you drunk?", I asked, unable to control my laughter anymore.

"Obviously. Tujhe lagta hai ki main sober rehta to yeh sab bol pata?", he replied back.

"Exactly. Tu ek kaam kar, phone rakh aur jaake sojaa", I advised him, still laughing.

"23 saal mein ekbar bhi nahi bola, Aaj toh sunle. Ek minute sunle please"

"Veer phone rakh.."

"Janhavi please. If you ever think that you like me back, then Mera darwa.."

"Veer we are childhood besties, nothing else. I'm happily married aur aise bakwaas ke liye mujhe further kabhi call mat karna.", and I cut the call.

I was breathing heavily, what the fuck did Veer say?

Suddenly, Ishan came to me and pushed me on the bed. Dropping beside me, he started to kiss me very agressively. After kissing for several moments, and making me moan, he pulled back. 

Gasping for some air, he stated agressively, "You are only and only mine. I won't let some bastard call you at midnight and say that thing to you. I am..." and the rest of the line was drowned into kisses. He looked too sexy when he was jealous.

He unhooked my bra and threw it away. I closed my eyes in embarrassment. I could feel his hands fondling my breasts, and his tongue gently glided over my nipple. I sucked my fingers to stifle a moan.

"Look at me", he demand gently.

I slowly opened my eyes, still looking down. He held up my chin to make an eye contact. He pressed a kiss on my forehead, and then started to lick and suck my breasts, while his hands travelled down to my crotch. He left my boobs and pulled of my pajamas. In the mean time, I got rid of his pants and boxers, and his large dick, tripping with precum plunged out. I stroked it a few times, and he passed out a low growl.

Gathering all the courage I had in myself, I took my mouth near his cock and swiftly glided my tongue over the glans penis once, his slightly salty precum getting on my lips. Goosebumps erupted onto his skin.

"Don't start something you won't be able to finish", he stated jerking me off.

I raised an eyebrow at him. He thinks I won't be able to take his size?

Paying no heed, I grabbed the end of his manhood and licked it's whole length twice.

"Janhavi don't tease", he said with a contorted face.

Smirking at him, I took his whole length into my mouth and choked a that very instant because it was too big to fit. He grabbed me by my hair, and started moving to and fro, gagging me. He kept on passing out moans, and rolled his eyes in the extreme pleasure. I could feel his veins stiffen, and loved the way he looked while being pleasured.

"Janhavi, I'm going to cum", he said panting, and I could feel his dick twitching inside my mouth. He pulled out his cock from my mouth and a white viscous liquidy cum started to flow out of his urethral meatus. He was moaning deeply and both of us were gasping for breath.

Next thing I know that he was above me, taking off my undies. He touched my clit and a current passed throughout my body.

"Wet huh?", he asked trying to supress the suprise in his tone.

"Only for you", I replied back sensually.

Ishan took his cock and rubbed it on my clit a few times, and he was about to enter me when "Can I?", he asked. I nodded meekly, unable to contemplate that how I got married to this Hara Jungle.

He slowly inserted his dick inside me, letting me adjust his size. When he was done with his whole length, I was erupting with pleasure,and a weird feeling that he was in my stomach. He started thrusting slowly, "You're okay?" He asked. "Uhmm", I replied.

And then he clutched my breasts with his hands and started thrusting with an insane speed, making me go mad in the immense pleasure. The bed was creaking, and the room was filled with lewd moans. 

My stomach was contracting and warm liquids were gushing out. I could feel my climax was near. Ishan was slowing down, "Ish don't stop baby", I hailed. Engulfing me into a hug, he pulled in a kiss and started thrusting with immense force. Our chests were colliding, and with each thrust I could feel the love, the trust increasing.

Both of us came together, the warm liquids intermixing inside each other. I broke the kiss for some air. 

"I didn't knew sex could be this good", I said panting.

"Only when it's me", he replied back equally panting.

"I love you so much Mr. Kishan", I said pressing a tight kiss on his lips.

"I love you more than my life Mrs. Kishan", Ishan said caressing my cheeks.

Both of us fell asleep, safely into each other's arms.

For those who think that author loves interruptions- Ab Spotify pe gaane se zyada ads sunte sunte aadat si hogayi hai.

This was my very first time writing this all, so please lmk how was it. 

Accha nahi laga toh samajha Karo, author virgin hain.