Dear Lili,
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-HCNEYLUSH)

It's me, your girl Nai! I was laughing so bad to your comments on my vlog and it just made my day a hundred times better. I swear I don't know what life would have been for me if you weren't there in my life, girl. You're literally my everything at this moment.

It seems like the days never pass. Staying in LA has its own pros and cons. I surely understand that circumstances make us stay apart but I miss you, Lili. It's like forever since we'd meet at a cafe and had lunch together. I miss listening to your lame jokes, commenting casually on some guy passing by the street, sharing our drinks, partying at 2 am in the morning and waking the neighbours up. It's like void right here, that I cannot possibly fill. Everything is fine out here. The food is great, the people are nice, the markets sell cheap stuff, there are great outlets for shopping, there are weekend getaway opportunities but all I seem to miss is you. I cannot happen to go anywhere without thinking about what would be the scene if you were here with right now.

Not gonna lie Lili, but you pushing me to start a channel, write my own material, speak for myself and fight against those high school bullies, legit did wonders to me. You're the reason for what I am. I can never escape the reality. You're one of the reasons why I'm making it far. You've been so kind and gentle to me. You're an angel in a few words. Your absence makes everything so hard out here. I'd go visiting the hype house the other day and I remember your jokes about those tiktokers haha. You're so adorable - like how do you even do it girl?

I'm not really the best at writing letters, considering my utterly crooked grammar. But I know you'd understand. Remember sneaking out in English classes to buy clothes for Halloween? Mrs. Roberts did catch us out ultimately but hey, it was so fun. You've always made me feel so much better about myself and without you, I've been feeling so depressed, tired and hopeless. I thought you'd have forgotten about me after I moved from Texas to LA and you'd go back to your family in New York, but seeing your texts yesterday really made me smile wide.

I hope you're taking care. How's everything in New York? Perfect, right? Just like the name itself. I know University is gonna be a little tough and shit but trust me, once you make it out alive through the bustling crowd out there, you'll be free. Emma told me about this and I swear it's so much valuable advice. I'm trying to do the same out here in LA, although you do feel laid back sometimes. Anyways, I'm eager to meet you real soon and I love you so much.

Yours sincerely,
Nailea Devora
(Nai)

I hope you liked it !

Lots of love,
Anurima.