Hey Ivy,
(Whats_up2109)

Okay, I know I fucked up real time. I am sorry for it. Theo is helping me with the translations because I suck at English but who gives a fuck about that?

So you might be wondering why I've been drinking more these days. It's because of how much of a m̶o̶t̶h̶e̶f̶u̶c̶k̶e̶r̶    f̶u̶c̶k̶e̶r̶   s̶o̶n̶ o̶f̶ a̶ b̶i̶t̶c̶h̶
freak my father has been recently to me. I had some real bad whiskey that night and seeing Robert with you just made me so angry. I had to punch him in the face because I couldn't let him touch what's mine. You're mine, Ivy. I need you. I'm so fucking empty without you.

You're all I have. You're all I want.

You know how much care I about us? You make my life so much better. Theo keeps asking me why I keep talking about you. Had he known how much I love you babydoll. I'm so sorry for being such a hoe to you. You deserve better. I know you told me not to drink and not hang out till late at night. But I swear you liked so beautiful at Robert's birthday party. Too good to be true.

I miss us hanging out after classes. School sucks to be honest. My dad's being a bitch too. But for the love of God, не оставляй меня (don't leave me). I'm a shipwreck but darling, darling, you make me myself. You shaped into the man I am. Far better than the fucker I was in primary school.

But drinking and smoking is in my genes. It's hereditary. I have become so addicted to my own dopamines that I have been forgetting the serotonin that you used to give me when we played at the park in middle school.

You're the Bonnie to my Clyde.

Now I don't know who they are but I have heard that they were a criminal duo from Theo. Thought I should tell you how much you sum up my life. You're literally everything I need for my survival.

I ask for your forgiveness, Ivy. All I wanna do now is hug you, kiss your forehead and tell you that you mean the universe to me. Just lay down on the floor, staring at the ceiling, counting the stars and smoking my Marlboro. Your perfume intertwined with my burnt cigarette smoke.

I'm sorry again, Ivy. Meet me soon?

Yours sincerely,

your boi, Boris.

Hope you liked it !

(My Two Feet lover ass had to put that song because this chapter is very different from the others)

Lots of love,
Anurima.